hindi ako smoker. mga kanta ko lang

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it’s not a lie that i flourish when you’re around
i can’t believe i’m able to fathom 
the good in things that sound like fingernails on a chalkboard
with you somehow they become tolerable

but darling you are fire 
and you consume me
no mortal can stay alive
while burning

so as the sun sets
i’ll hold you closer than i ever did before
it sucks to know
that while you’re the calm you’re also the storm
in another life, i’d be coal
charring with you when it’s cold

your hands must be made out of cigarettes
every lonely night i find myself wanting to intertwine with it
you’re my opioid conquest
with this wrath obsession, could you care any less?

you’re not even made out of tobacco
but i can’t seem to know how to quit you

so as the sun sets
i’ll hold you closer than i ever did before
it sucks to know
that while you’re the calm i’ve turned into your storm
in another life, i’d be a cigarette
pressed between your lips

sedate me

may sakit ako at ang diagnosis ko ay i miss her so much.

verse 1:
pwede bang sabayan natin 
ang pagsasayaw ng tala’t buwan sa ulap
sana ay hindi mo mapansin           
ang pagpula ng aking tenga sa iyong mga tingin

pre-chorus:
kung kailangan kong lamunin mga planeta makita lang kita
talagang makikipagkarera ako kay Bakunawa

chorus 1: 
sa tuwinang hindi tayo nagkakasama     
ay parang may kulang
oh, sinta halika na
suyurin natin ang daigdigan
 
verse 2:
sa lahat ng aking minahal
ay ikaw lang ang nagpapatahimik sa aking pusong pagal
akala ko noon ay kailangan ko pa ng kapareha
ngunit sa ‘yo pinaalala mo sa aking ako ay buo na


pre-chorus:
kung tadhana kong mapadpad sa mainit na bahagi ng kabilang buhay
ay handa akong mapaso sa asupre mahawakan ko lang ang iyong kamay

chorus:
kung tunay man si bathala ay alam na niya
kung paano ka hanapin ng aking puso sa t’wing ako’y pagod na
ikaw ang siyang tahanan na aking gustong uwian
ikaw ang araw na pumapawi sa unos ng ulan

bridge:
hindi man tayo dal’hin ng ating pag-iibigan
sa simbahan ay alam naman ng sansinukob kung gaano kita kamahal
sabik akong matikman ang kalayaan kasama ka

lyrics 

i scraped my knee for the first time since i was six
remembered my mother tucking me to bed as i pretended to be sick
rumors used to fly that i infect everything that i touch
if we met then, would you believe them

if i told you im still afraid of the dark
would you hold my hand and never let go
im afraid these nuances will make you realize
that im not that much of a catch at all

are you willing to learn these things with me?
im too afraid you’ll become a mystery

i would gladly open the door
leave the keys under the rock on my floor
leave the lights opened at night
i’ll keep waiting like a dog til you get home

we share insecure love for sad songs
you’ve heard me ugly cry from my room before
your pictures, your smile, your laughter, they still live in my phone
im afraid this radio silence is not for the better at all

please just reach out to me
i’d willingly extend these mangled arms with glee

i would gladly open the door
clean the broken glasses scattered on our floor
my guitar weeps as my hands bleed without yours
change your heart, your name, your favorite color but please come home 

to me
come home to me
come home to me
come home to me

home [demo]

lyrics

hindi ako mahilig manalangin
kung ako ang tatanungin hindi Siya totoo sa akin
ni minsan hindi ko naisip maging relihiyoso
siguro nga'y 'gang tarangkahan lamang ako ni San Pedro

ngunit kung ang kapalit pananalangin
ay ngiti ng isang anghel na siyang hulog ng langit
ay kikilalanin ko na si bathala't makikipagkamay
kung ang kapalit nama'y sa iyong tabi hihimlay

ayon sa mga paham, hindi natin hawak ang buhay
kung gustong maniguro'y marapat tumangan sa Kaniyang kamay
tanong ko lama'y tatanggapin ba Niya 'kong makasalanan
kung ako'y sadyang nalulusaw sa iyong kagandahan

masahol pa ba ako hudas
kung tanging ninanakaw ko lang nama'y 
sulyap sa hirayang higit ang ganda sa hardin ng rosas
kung gayo'y sasama na ako sa mga nagpapalaspas

kung kasalanang ika'y mahalin
hahayaan ko nang masama ang tingin nila sa akin
kung sa dulo ng bawat paglubog ng araw
ay sa iyong bisig pa rin naman ako tatahan

zaire

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