Beat by Adamack.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 1 mixtape:
http://lovemusic.elusiveraps.com/

Broken Dreams

Beat by Hollywood Legend Productions.
Mixing by Elusive, Atomic Beats & Sean Divine.

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 1 mixtape:
http://lovemusic.elusiveraps.com/

Lyrics:

[Intro: Elusive]
It's like I was aiming for you, through the mist
The funny thing is, I never missed
I held you down, like a pessimist
You tried to help me out, when all I ever really did was get you therapist/pissed
I'll let go of it eventually
It seems hard, you left me scarred mentally
Cause every time we speak, there's another fight
Like I'm just doing it to try and prove how much you argue-meant to me
Nah, you just want to see me crash, I'll sit
And watch the mosh-pit, like they've been blinded by a flash of wit
So now you know I've got the passion, yet
I guess that all you wanted was for me to show you I can be compassionate..

[Verse 1: Elusive]
Another love song, but it's my emotions
I've got to let it go, to see myself rise
From this environment I'm trapped, I tried to adapt
I'd come with a promise, but you wouldn't even compromise
So now I've got to dig deep into the depths of my soul
To find the source of where this anger lies
Cause I can use it in my music, but when I'm being honest with you
Know it ain't for you to psychoanalyse
Nah, see I'm just being real
And when I tell you how I feel, my only hope is that you sympathize
With what I'm going through, cause the next girl to tell me
She ain't going to leave me, had better look me in the eyes
Yeah, I might of been a stitch
Until you took the scissors from that sewing kit to cut me down to size
This love was ours, but you'd better take them flowers
And put them down, because right now is when our love dies..

[Chorus: Ashleigh Munn]
If I gave you every part of me..
Would you promise me you'd stay..
By my side? Never hide?
Tell the truth, never lie?
If you can I'll..
Never hide my love away..

[Verse 2: Elusive]
Another cold night, and it's only me
As I wonder how lonely, could a soul get?
Another lost memory, see what you never knew is
That I only write this music so I don't forget
Like when I listen to these songs, I'm reminded
Of what I felt inside when we first met
I lost traction, but it's the laws of attraction
So when I fell I knew you'd catch on, like an accent
I'm a rock-star, you look car sick
But you ain't no guitar pick, so don't fret
I'll fly solo, it's no surprise I'm bi-polar
They ask if I've been feeling down when I get upset
Now I'm just waiting for the end
And hoping you and I can be together then, to see the sunset
Oh you want a metaphor? You think I'm finished with this song
I'm counting down till the chorus, but we ain't done yet..

[Chorus]

[Bridge: Elusive]
But it's not that hard to see..
I needed you to stay
How could she say to me..
Love will find a way?
Like I'm fighting my emotions
And I hope you're okay..
Hey..
You've got to hide your love away..

[Verse 3: Elusive]
So tell me, how's that for inspiration?
I imagine, I'm John Lennon
Like there's truth in what I write
And you ain't going to see me giving up this fight until I'm done winning
I should have knew right from the start
Cause when you left I fell apart, but still you had my heart in submission
I ain't got to say how hard I tried to open up
But I guess being broken was just a part of my condition..

[Chorus x 2]

[Outro: Ashleigh Munn]
(Never hide my love away..)
(Stay by my side..)
(Never hide my love away..)
(Never hide my..)

Hide Your Love Away (ft Ashleigh Munn)

Beat by Sinima.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 1 mixtape:
http://lovemusic.elusiveraps.com/

Crazy Love (ft DMB)

Beat by Adamack.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 2 mixtape:
http://lovemusic2.elusiveraps.com/

I'm Gone

Beat by Marsad Men.
Mixing by Elusive.

Chorus sampled from "The Devil Within" by Digital Daggers.

Download this song for free on my #FUCKMUSIC mixtape:
http://fuckmusic.elusiveraps.com/

The Devil Within

Beat by Sinima.
Mixing by Elusive.

Check out the video for this song at:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8MaO1Lr66M

Download this song for free on my #FUCKMUSIC mixtape:
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Between The Lines (ft Natalie Major)

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Check out the video for this song at:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNaMqJXzCNs

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 2 mixtape:
http://lovemusic2.elusiveraps.com/

Reborn

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Check out the video for this song at:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuYIKutiqTc

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 2 mixtape:
http://lovemusic2.elusiveraps.com/

Kochanek

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive & C-Beezy.

Download this song for free on my Love Music Vol. 2 mixtape:
http://lovemusic2.elusiveraps.com/

Go follow @cbeezydsgb for more dope music!

Love Is A Game (ft C-Beezy) #10kfollowers

Beat by Marsad Men.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my #FUCKMUSIC mixtape:
http://fuckmusic.elusiveraps.com/

M.I.L.K. 2.0 (ft DMB)

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Check out more from L'Surgik at:
https://www.facebook.com/smgsoldiers

Download this song for free on my The Intermission mixtape:
https://intermission.lusiver.army/

MDMA (ft L'Surgik)

Beat by Sinima.
Mixing by Elusive & The Jokerr.

Download this song for free on my The Intermission mixtape:
https://intermission.lusiver.army/

Abandonment (ft The Jokerr & DMB)

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my The Summoning mixtape:
https://summoning.lusiver.army/

Lost

Vi veri universum vivus vici.

Beat by Sinima.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my The Summoning mixtape:
https://summoning.lusiver.army/

Lyrics:

[Hook]
I just couldn't buy her a Porsche, so I'm showing up here on horseback
Just to tell you, I loved you, like a beam of light through a door crack
All I saw was black, guess it must of been my redemption, Shawshank
Now I'm shackled here to the floor, but your reality is my Rorschach..

[Verse 1]
It's cold and dark, spoken art, a broken heart, in the shape of
What I make up, when we break up, now you hate me and I hate love
I became goth, rain blood, in the same spot I stay stood
Since day one, cause when the pain comes and the sky falls I can take off
I never slipped up, I kept my lips shut, and I know this girl's got tight seals
Your relationship is at it's mountain peak, you're trying to climb hills in them high-heels?
You've got ideals, they say time heals, but in hindsight my mind feels
Like I'm blind, hiding on a minefield, and there's a fine line, I define real..

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Now you're on the sand, I'll be going under, I don't understand, why I'm overwhelmed
I'm going overboard, I can't take this shit, our whole relationship you've been at the helm
But that was real life, I don't see it often, my mind's off in another realm
Where I feel immortal, I'm in paradise, but I'm paranormal, and my nightmares are a horror film
Like I'd been possessed by a VHS I couldn't rewind
My intelligence - beyond artificial, these thoughts form in my Deep Mind
If I don't seem bright, like a street light, you must of been blinded when this beam shined
Cause in 3 dimensions, I'm beyond the shadows, the one thing you will never see be defined..

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Some days I wonder, is the Lord real? All the pain I felt, has it all healed?
I couldn't swing a sword, but I hope you're bringing yours, cause I could sure wield a war shield
And on a dark night, under spotlight, I had to spot-weld, to get this door sealed
Cause it was pure steel, so hit it full-force - I'll see how fast you fall to it's force-field
And I know it's got to sting, knowing you're bound to sink, I'm not as underground, as some would think
I landed head first, and I've bled worse, but all it brought about was my suffering
So don't call me out, I'm long gone, I'm not an underling, I'm Lusiver
I hope you're showing up to my summoning, cause under candlelight, you're only going to sing..

[Hook]

Rorschach

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Download this song for free on my The Summoning mixtape:
https://summoning.lusiver.army/

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Yo..

[Verse 1]
I sold my soul, in hell's kitchen, so begin the feast
I might of made a lot of enemies, but in retrospect they meant the least
I said goodbye to the memories, and I made friends with my inner beast
I'm a different breed of artist now, don't label me the devil's priest
Cause I'm setting fire to my effigy, I hope the scent appeases
And power stays in my hands, nowadays you only seem to resent the peace
When I gave you my legacy, you were the centerpiece
So I'm not surprised when my heart broke, you expected to get sent a piece of it
I'm back, and now I've got legs like a centipede
Chest open, let it bleed, if she gets close I'll be scared to leave
The words all seem as hard to say, how far away could December be?
My heart burns like an ember, see I'd been hiding in this embassy since infancy
But if you love it, you've got to set it free
And her symphony was strong, you know I'm not saying this to get sympathy
Thought all she wanted was fame, I hope my name goes down in infamy
Cause it's all going to end eventually, so when I'm gone, just remember me..

[Hook x 2]
All she wanted was love, all I gave her was pain
I'd look for answers above, standing there in the rain
My heart dies with a flame, there's a dark side to this fame
It must of been another dream, I ain't going through this again.. (I said..) 

[Verse 2]
I say it's love, cause it ain't been the same since you went away
She was center stage, at Heaven's gate, you were making me hyperventilate
As I try to breathe, I'm beyond relief, gave it all my strength, guess I'm meant to ache
But if I believe you belong with me, and I was left for dead, what would I dedicate?
I was in the midst of a mental break, serenading a severed blade
I'm in need of aid, never hesitate, my inner voice tells me to innovate
We just needed time to get it figured out, my mind goes round in a figure eight
I set a quicker pace, when I see your face, and I can feel my soul reinvigorate
If I can turn this into greatness, would I see it all disintegrate
I leave my future in the devil's hands, but these demons I need to eliminate
I'm making lemonade from a bitter fate, I'm a renegade when I emit hate
I should change my name to Emmet hey? But I'm not somebody to imitate
This king was born in Queensland, if it seems planned, I didn't immigrate
To a big estate, my debt is paid, you'd better watch what you insinuate
Cause there ain't no food on my dinner plate, I'd incinerate what a sinner ate
And I can feel my spirit immolate with these similes I assimilate
If it's a turn off, when I entered late, my mistake, you didn't indicate
The embarassing pain of Marilyn Jane, heavy days, couldn't lift a weight
Take me back to Christmas Day, it's the second chance I was never given
I'll be sitting here on the river bank, cause these other fish ain't going to get the bait
But she knew the plan, hit escape, Superman should have hid his cape
She was Lois Lane, I ain't showing pain, but the flow is taking a different shape
Now behold a flame, cause I'm over saying no to fame, I was led astray
And my heart bleeds what these letters say, but there's a part of me I couldn't let her take cause..

[Hook x 4]

Another Dream

Beat by SINIMA.
Mixing by Elusive.

Lyrics:

[Hook]
The monster, the monster..
All I see is this blood on you..
The monster, the monster..
All I see is this blood on you..

[Verse 1]
Since she left, I've been feeling as depressed
It's hard to say I'm better off, I'm giving it my best
You know I loved you though, and let it be confessed
All those times I got possessive, I must have been possessed
It's no excuse, I should of left a note
When I was drowning out at sea, she was keeping me afloat
All she wanted was my word, I hated every one I wrote
But if they're following the herd, don't compare me to the goat
I ain't trying to be a God, I'm avant-garde
My soul's forever scarred, I pour my spirit in this cup
I ain't letting down my guard until I reach the upper card
This journey's been as hard but I ain't ever giving up
It seems like yesterday, I thought that I was sure to die
I still remember saying I was born to fly
Now I'm waiting to perform it all for a falling sky
I'm just wishing I had caught her eye, long before I was getting haunted by..

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
I'm losing sight of my target, they say I missed
Demons haunt me, I've been trying to resist
I need an exit, but don't call an exorcist
What if loving you, is just the reason I exist
I'm in a padded room with battered locks
The ladder drops, I can feel the aftershocks
Chapter stops as I'm turning back the clocks
Don't trap me in a box, I'm a walking paradox
And I told you I ain't slowing down, until my feet fail
I'm invisible, heart of gold, like the holy grail
Art was made to prevail
You can try to sketch me out, but they'll never see the devil in the detail
So pay attention, it's nothing but a game
What's a dollar got to gain, if tomorrow never came?
They say I'm not the same, and I've been following this lane
Haunted by the fame, I was taught to hide the pain but of course, that's how I became..

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I tried to keep it tight lipped
I guess something must of slipped
Same scene I never skipped
I was reading from the script
Don't tell me take another pill
I don't think they get it - and never will
I came up out of hell, and I've been climbing up this hill
To you it's suicidal, but maybe I just wanted to find a way for me to kill..

[Hook x 2]

The Monster

Beat by ALLROUNDA.
Mixing by Elusive.

Lyrics:

[Hook: Alicia Renee]
Maybe we should roll one up..
I'm thinking we should throw shots back..
Find someone to take me home..
And from there we would never turn back..
Stay up all night.. (Tonight..)
Let's stay up all night.. (Tonight..)

[Verse 1: Lusiver]
I spent my life in hell, the devil's helping me heal
She had me under a spell, and I've been through that whole spiel
My art ain't made to sell, yet I had to crack that seal
But how the fuck am I meant to be honest? I don't even know what's real
And you don't know how hard it gets, for me just to breathe
Take me back to Christmas Eve, I never had a nest to feed
But you complete my recipe, so eat and leave the rest to me
Cause either we were blessed to meet, or this must be my destiny
This fire burns inside, I feel it warming my heart
But I'm still playing my part, even when life's falling apart
It's cutting deep, forming a scar, hide my feet, walking this path
I guess I must be drawn to the dark side, cause I keep performing this art
I gave it everything I could conjure up, and if it comes across as bizzarre
I'm the ghost of Picasso, lost in a castle, normally calmer, so run from the storm
Or succumb to the drama, what if life gets constantly harder the stronger you are
And I didn't wander this far, in the sun, to be watching a star, you were holding me up, I just wanted you under my arm..

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Lusiver]
On the ground floor, I just dug a ditch, my heart must have got an itch
In the falling rain, I feel the downpour, never said my love was rich
Here I stand, on a burning bridge, truth is I ain't come to fish
Underneath a shooting star, I already know what I'm going to wish
And it's to see you there, now I gotta let time rewind
I lay in bed, on a dark night, so I'm not surprised I was blind
When I close my eyes, you're by my side, I ain't leaving you behind
Cause every day when I wake up, you're the first thing on my mind
I hear this beat call, I'm in freefall, I gotta act like I'm still flying
I'm the architect of my own prison, but these bars I made from iron
And I don't know how I can sound like I'm dying, without even trying but count all the mountains I'm climbing
Fountains are drying, bow to Poseidon, drowning in silence, I'm falling out of the sky now that I found my Orion
But it's hard to miss
Swear to God, I would spend my whole life inside of this dark abyss
If it meant I could see you afterwards, she already took half the risk
My art's a gift, I'm a nihilistic narcissist, and without you in it, my universe just can't exist..

[Hook]

Tonight (ft Alicia Renee)

Beat by Strong Symphony.
Mixing by Elusive.

Principia Discordia

Eye Of The Storm

Repost, with added sound effects.

Beat by Dansonn.
Mixing by Elusive.

Run Away

Beat by Dansonn.
Mixing by Elusive.

Lyrics:

[Hook: Alex Marie Brinkley]
Oh here's to you and here's to us..
And when you're down, I'll lift you up..
Oh here's to truth and here's to love..
Go scream it out, you're more than enough..
Here's to us﻿..

[Verse 1: Lusiver]
I see in colour, my vision's turning black
You're the engine to my truck, the tires on my track
It's hard to give a fuck, this duck ain't going to quack
If everything I write you say is wakk
Try and tell me I'm a tripper, I don't fit in with the pack
I've fell in love with strippers, tip her with a stack
You should know that spot is risky, don't hit the road tipsy
Pour another shot of whisky, still don't know Jack
I walk on egg shells, they say I cracked
No oscar nomination, persona's all an act
Loss of motivation, Magnum Opus lacked
The chemistry of love, of course I would react
But in the end, my heart was still intact
Our edges intersected, where opposites attract
I can show you what I'm fighting for, trying to adapt
Till my universe is mapped, I'll be trapped, never coming back..

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Lusiver]
I hear her name ring, it's breath-taking
I got sick of breathing, but you may think
I'm leaving, with every piece of me breaking
I feed off the hatred, my ether is fading 
Cause I don't ever pray, you won't hear me say amen
But you've got to take a look, where I'm aiming
I told you I could fly, and now I'm high above the plane wing
It's everything I brushed off, pain is my painting
I never wore the crown but I told you I was aching
Read between the lines, we both wanted the same thing
Victory evades me, you've got me feeling crazy
Satan, I became him, hell is what I'm caged in
They say I sold my soul, took the payment
I don't need the shame, I need a shaman, forsaken
Trying to be patient, I'm vacant, but stay this amazing 
And wait until the day when my angels awaken..

[Hook]

[Bridge: Lusiver]
Play your cards right, or roll the dice
Their odds are even, I need advice
Don't be telling me it's over, you caught me in a vice
And for everything you took I paid the price
Now you're daring me to fight, I like my coffee iced
I gave you all I had, I'm wishing it sufficed
I could rob the universe, mastermind a heist
But you won't ever really know how much I've sacrificed..
Here's to us..

[Hook]

Here's To Us (ft Alex Marie Brinkley)

Better Off Alone

Check out the lyric video for this song at:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDTkBH3qTMA

Shoutouts to @isobel_frances for crafting this masterpiece with me. :)

Beat by Dansonn.
Mixing by Elusive.

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