3am feelings.wav

anywhere but this house feels like home to me

lets run away

sometimes we crave the most sickening things against our lips

the taste of ashes and tears and vanilla chapstick

sick of other peoples love stories

if only i had no regrets

we broke up lol but i like this too much to delete

[verse 1]
when the town;
shut it's eyes;
I would run away;
and get lost in the city lights;
let my tears;
dry in the breeze;
and let time and the cosmos freeze;
but the sun;
soon would shine;
and illuminate the things I hide;
plagued by migraines;
and baggy eyes;
but it was sleep or peace of mind;
now there's new stars;
that make me whole;
for I found galaxies inside of your soul;
under the moon;
I found peace in the night;
but now I find peace in you;

[verse 2]
We can drive;
just us and the moon;
I don't need headlights;
I just wanna be lost with you;
under stars;
still I find;
the constellations are there in your eyes;
gardens bloom;
on my skin;
when you light up my texts at 2am;
pull me close;
take me away;
to where storms evaporate;
now I can rest;
and still be whole;
for I found tranquility inside of your soul;
under our moon;
I found peace in the night;
but now I find peace in you;

always tired but never of you

a waste of a childhood

promise me you'll treat your next girl better

unwriting songs.wav

whats a girl like me doing in a place like you?

october

she loves me, she loves me not

(sorry for not posting in so long omg i ended up in the hospital and trying to catch up to school has been so hard)
(this may or may not be for a new album i'm working on shh)

lyrics
white marble floors;
of barren corridors
behind stained glass doors;
oblivious;
the sirens blared;
and drowned out my prayers
we lost all that air;
between our lips;
and if it wasn't for the drugs;
i'd come undone;
my heart beat on;
delirious;

your heart was alight;
and you waved that torch so carelessly;
but your eyes shined so bright;
even when they looked right through me;
i told myself;
beauty's in the eye of the beholder;
i told myself;
beauty's in my arms when i hold her;
you’re numb and sixteen;
i’m drinking tears and gasoline;
shamelessly unclean;
i guess we’re both in between;

let loose the dove;
God take me above;
oh i’ve fallen in love;
with my bathroom tiles;
temperature’s falling down;
with a shattering sound;
but who’d give up now;
without a trial?;
i remember when we thought;
we were something we were not;
you’re the only chance i’ve got;
but it’s been a while;

your heart was alight;
and you waved that torch so carelessly;
but your eyes shined so bright;
even when they looked right through me;
i told myself;
beauty's in the eye of the beholder;
i told myself;
beauty's in my arms when i hold her;
you’re numb and sixteen;
i’m drinking tears and gasoline;
shamelessly unclean;
i guess we’re both in between;

your heart was alight;
and you dropped that torch so carelessly;
then your home burned so bright;
even as it crashed down on me;
i told myself;
beauty's in the eye of the beholder;
i told myself;
beauty's in my arms when i hold her;
you’re drunk and seventeen;
i’m throwing up gasoline;
disgraceful and unclean;
i guess we both had our means;

for every girl i have ever loved

17 y/o kid w a lot of feelings and a keyboard

elxna lxve 🌙💞💦

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