2024

Featuring @alyorra
Additional Production by @jukaamusic
circa — September 2021

Lyrics:
Yeah, go ahead
Waste all my energy until I'm fucking dead
I don't know how to fix this after what you said
Get out of my life, I have got to rest my head
And I'll never miss you again
I'm on your favorite street I'll follow what you've lead
I cannot keep up with all the texts that I've read
Finding all our photos, I think I should sleep instead
It was perfect, I think that we can close this story
I think that we can close this story
I think that we can close this story

Feel it in your heart when you say
You want nothing from me anymore
Wondering if I should stay
With you, but it's time to close the door
And I know there's a lot of things I can't control
Baby there's a lot of things I want to know
Like where you been at, heart attack
You left me in the dark
You moved on so fast
Yeah you know that

I think that we can close this story
But just know that we made history

Photobooth

Macbook

Produced by @vampiremutual
circa — July 2023

Limerence

NONPLUSULTRA:
android52.bandcamp.com/album/nonplusultra

ANDROID52 - ADORE ADORE ADORE

ANDROID52 - IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU

ANDROID52 - TEN MILES

hyperstop

try again (be someone)

⌘

ft @sanriorose
prod @viinssoo
outro section by elxnce

Lyrics:

((elxnce))
I'm just sitting outside by the bleachers
I'm just getting high up off that reefer
I just want to be here right with you
I'm not gonna try just to please you
I'm just one line from the preview
Hit that shit two times for the whole crew
I can help anything you're going through
Even with the smallest things you have no clue
I'm not trying to judge I just miss you
Your love sticks with me like a tattoo
I'm just trying to drive through your avenue
It's gonna take a while to get used to this
I'm just missing you crazy 
Always want to make new shit but I'm lazy
I can see your love through your heart and It's racing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
I guess that this is how it goes
Ima keep on going till I'm playing shows
Everytime I think of you I hear you and it echoes
But ima keep on going till I'm with my bros
I guess that this is how it goes

((d0llywood1))
I guess this is how it goes
Fit fire but my heart cold
You don't even wanna know
New bitch like the old flow
New want the old flow
Pray to demons smoking hella dope yeah
I get high and then I let it go
I get high and put on melrose
Long hair and a face tat
If that was you would you take that

((elxnce))
If I take this pill ima throw it up
Im not bout to tell you where I'm going yeah
Please don't piss me off ima go insane
Yeah I'm going up I ain't got time to wait
People try to talk down on my name 
But they know my fame
Yeah they know this game we're about to play
One time, two times for the real ones
Three times, Four times can we get some
They don't understand
Yeah I can't stand
Let's stick to the plan
Take me by the hand
Lets get out of here 'cause I'm not tryna stay
Your wish is my command
I guess that this is how it goes

command

7 months of no creativity and i finally finished this

WILL BE ON SPOTIFY SOON IM SO ANNOYED AND SORRY

deadset

alright, here we are. i know this sounds kind of rushed, but i wanted to the show the amount of things i've been doing recently, i really hope they sound okay! i love you all
cover art: @zzoos
{00:00} SSOH - ID
{01:15} SSOH - CLOCK;GARDEN ID (WITH HELP FROM @iinnam)
{02:41} SSOH - ID
{03:53} SSOH - ID
{04:44} INTERMISSION (WITH HELP FROM @z-u-y-a)
{05:35} SSOH / RONKOE - ID (ORIGINAL MELODY FROM @casketo)
{06:48} XBOX GAMING SERVICES - ID
{07:42} SSOH - ID

watch it wilt (an unraveling)

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

featuring @zayok
produced by @zayok, @vampiremutual & elxnce
circa — September 2023
updated — May 2025

Give me some patience
'Cause I've been falling out my head
Feeling so vacant
Do you seem so hard to reach anymore?
Am I the one to blame, I know your tricks and every move
Who've you got to prove

I don't want to be the one to let you know
That you're falling all apart all on me
Don't take it out on me, because I know you'll be right there
I know it's hard but, we'll push right on and, we'll figure it out and
Can you be there by my side just one more time?

I'm out of my head, I think you're better off dead
Will you be there by my side just one more time?
All the tears that I've bled, will paint my shirt all red
Will you be there by my side just one more time?

Life too short I’ll take a try
Hold my hand I’ll take you by
Baby do it one more time
Baby do it one more time

One More Time

produced, arranged, mixed & mastered by me

heavily inspired by the works of @virtual-riot, @iamnasko, @zeneth-sc, @eliderp, @sophro-audio

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hello all! this is my first drop in awhile! while it doesn't feature my vocals, months of work has gone into finalizing this project. additionally, i'm not entirely pleased with the final product of this song due to final mix, arrangement, vocals, sample selection, etc. but figured if i dont put it out it'll never come out. so thank you all for listening, better music soon. enjoy!

huge thank you to all of my friends who have taken the time to learn & progress with me i love all of you <3

when u come home

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

'Critically Bad Music' — December 12th

https://linktr.ee/elxnce

Limerence

elxnce

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