Name: Dark Thoughts by ElysianSoul
Duration: 4 min 44 s
Description: Dark Thoughts is my first song written solely about male anorexia, where I've tried to reflect the difficulties and judgement men with anorexia experience when reaching out for help.

as a trans man with atypical anorexia I thank u for this song. everybody always tells me anorexia is a girls disease and I can't be trans and have ana

atypical anorexia is hard to get treatment for bc I'm not underweight but I exhibit all of anorexias symptoms. I'm in treatment but they think I need a higher level of care

Jessie Paege - Skeleton

Sticks And Stones And Bones

Couldn't find this on here, so I put it here! Lyrics below! VVV

{Verse 1}
Hey
It's been a while since we had a date
A skeleton stares down an empty plate
I love you in a horrifying way
Chance
It's been a while since we had a dance
Around the gym into a little trance
Where bathtubs can be little sacred lands

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Verse 2}
They said that it's only for the pretty ones
With green eyes and a little bun
Of auburn hair and all the fun
You asked for, but you have to wear a mask for
They said that it's only for the little girls
And men will never fit the rules
Especially a boy like you
You're done, but are you sure you're not the one?

{Pre-Chorus}
I find comfort only in the dark
Two notes away from a broken heart
Two pounds away from the bitter start
Guide me to the possibilities
A knife to cut away what we don't need
But all of this will take its toll on me

{Chorus}
Ana
Why won't you just leave me alone
Because I just want to go home
But you have crawled into my bones
I want to scream
I am willing to come clean
But you will not let go of me
You're just an empty calorie
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

{Bridge}
Smoke away the pain until
There's nothing but a plain old little
Shell of who you were before
But you want more, you're getting bored
Cotton balls of satisfactory
Won't you please show your scars to me?
Won't you just strip away
Yesterday, and leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me

{Outro}
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana
Louisiana

ღAna - SXYEღ

EMPTY MOTION

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"Relapse" - Blythe Baird

The Darkest Star is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness.

I had quite a lot of requests to remake Decadence and Disorder for the album, so I decided to restructure the lyrics and give it a totally new sound. The title comes from my favourite lyric in D&D: 'you're the darkest star within the galaxy of life'.

The Darkest Star (The Voice Of Anorexia)

Dark Thoughts is my first song written solely about male anorexia, where I've tried to reflect the difficulties and judgement men with anorexia experience when reaching out for help.

Dark Thoughts

Cold is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness, based on the cold reality of anorexia hospitalisation. Within the track, I've added voiceovers reflecting the mental battle between the sufferer and the anorexic voice. Cold can also be seen as a sister song to Immune.

Cold

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Recovered anorexic from UK 🇬🇧
Psychological music based on eating disorders & mental illness 🎶

Dark Thoughts

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