I feel this a lot bro keep up the work, for real. 📈

The Process

Over That - JN3AL

Lost Her

Huh, look
Every time we talk I don't a get a word in
Like whatever I say it's just not important
What's your going through is just more intense
Compared to my own, you're a dollar, and I'm just a 10th of a cent
You said just simply get out of my head
Told you I questioned my worth, you said I'm nothing but dirt
But baby that's how I came into this earth, I doubt me enough
I'm not needing another, especially one who's fucking another
A friend, is not what I want, it's not what I need
Writing this song and you're still texting me
Don't you see what I see? I don't need you to breathe, I'm just fine on my own
But thank you for all of the inspiration, it really fueled me when we separated, cause I've grown

But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
I don't got time for relationships problems, I said it, I meant that shit
So please just respect that shit, find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
I just don't play that shit
But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
I don't got time for relationships problems, I said it, I meant that shit
So please just respect that shit, find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
I just don't play that shit

Still you wanna try me
A subtle reminder, to everybody who ever told me I couldn't
Just give me a reason I shouldn't, reach for the moon
I told you, and you wouldn't believe me, but you see my views
Not talking on numbers, Im talking bout having an impact on others
Im finding my purpose to make the pain worth it, to lift up the curtains that draped on my life
Covered me up from the person inside, not anymore I refuse to just hide
Or tell another persons life through the rhymes, I've been writing
At 4 in morning, no food in stomach and nothing for money inside the bank
Working a job that I fucking hate, just capture a wage, that I give for my time
Well not anymore imma spend it on mine

Apathy

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you 

Was it the first night that we got high 
When I saw peace in them blue eyes
In the same night that we did fight 
Was the first time that you did lie
Cause you told me you never wanted love 
Cause you never thought that you would be enough
But it takes time we can learn to trust 
I just wanna know if you’re gon give us up  
And see 
I’ve always been trying to be 
The person you need to be clean  
But you don’t believe 
I shown you I love you 
And gave you my promise that I’d never leave  
I know you been hurt 
And left there with need
Your parents abandoned a person to bleed 
But life had a mission to water a seed 
A journey im hoping you’re taking with me 

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you 

You wanna leave 
You wanna go 
Don’t gotta deal w the trauma alone
I’m wanting peace 
I wanna cope 
You are the reason that I feel at home 
Cause I feel the same 
I’ve melted away 
It’s due to the issues & all of the shame 
I hope you can love me before i can change  
Hope you forgive me for all the mistakes  

You had to see shit watch em leave quick 
They ain’t love you like I do
I'd give my whole life just to make sure 
That you knew that & that’s truth 
I watch these night pass as you fade away 
And it’s getting worse when you use 
While I’m knowing that it’s on you 
But I promised that we won’t lose  

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you

Don't Worry(feat. Kado)

Watch the video on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSZSYhn7k1o

GRAHAM - Silhouettes

Produced by M.E
Sample: Mishaal

Kam Michael:
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_

Lyrics:
been through a lot but you're not alone
How many times 'till I'm beat? I've been feeling froze
And you've been staying on the edge but I'm more than close 
You got a lot to unpack but you won't enclose, getting old
I've been thinking lately that I'm next to go, you're popping these bottles I pop lexapro
From to the am to pm my life is repeating a dm from you's when my life gets to bleeding. I'm ghost, no holding you close
wake up in the morning your side's getting cold 
And I'm stuck seeing red, the feeling is mutually close
Could walk through the door but I'm leaving it closed, no remorse, 
Dead through the night,
Don't know how to change so I can't treat you right 
Don't ask me again if I'm feeling alright 
When I'm feeling my best's when you're not on my mind, yeah 

Yeah, 50 milligrams zoloft, pop till I dose off
I don't feel emotion. When you left I was so off
So gone I don't feel a thing no more
Felt a lot of my pain on the bathroom floor
What a rush, I'm feeling you stabbing my gut,
All the words that you speaking is leaving some blood
You've be gone in the morning I'm stuck in a rut
Got some kratom 'cuz none of these blunts do enough  
Promise my memory's fading, all of the words that we speaking is dangerous
Pour me another, henny is how I'm erasing
I'm done with you really I'm done with the faking.
I mask what I'm going through, not gonna change
I'm Feel like I'm shackled and locked I'm a cage 
Call me some help 'cuz I'm feeling deep pain 
Don't you tell me to chill you aint feeling the same 


I know how it ends [prod. M.E]

Produced by Boyfifty & Pizzle

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]:
At times I get to thinking bout it
Growing up I always doubted
If I had the skill and the smarts
If I stopped popping pills, would I still
Feel the love, or has it always just been lust?
I can’t tell, part of me just fucking wishes he yell out, to his friend, oh how we fell out
I wish that I could get you back, back into my life, but I’m a sell out
I simply gave up everything for this, self isolated hell now
Like I really fucking lost you for a bitch, that’s the separation, dead out
I was so lost inside of desperation, constant facing, denigration, got my taste of loneliness, I’m done with it
I’m over it, I just wanna feel true happiness for once
So no more facing blunts, no more popping percs, and no more pouring shots
No more looking in the mirror and saying “you are not enough”
Because you are, you’re Ely Waves, you’re a super star who’s shinning bright
Close your eyes, see the lights as they strobe, fans saying woah
Rapping every single word, that you wrote from your basement
You thought it and they say it, that’s a full circle moment
It’s bout damn time that you owned it, you earned it
Through working through those sleepless nights
Working 9 to 5, class from 5 to 9, and then writing in the time you barely had
You can do the math, it’s a mother fucking fact, you are top of your class
Remember all those laughs? All those people are in last

[Speaking]:
Remember all those laughs? All those people are in last
Think about, what it took for you to get where you are today
Think about, where you’re going from here.. 
For real..

[Verse 2]:
Just listen
Looking back, I’m grateful for the challenge life brings
We want all nice things, but most don’t wanna work for it
They wish for it and worship it, and that’s worst of it
Create the world you want to live in, that’s my quote and shit, I live off it
I do that shit for real so, I can’t blame anybody else if I fail
Cause, if I fucking do, then I did it to myself
But I won’t because of confidence, my ethic is straight dominate
I’m prominent, I made it here by grinding towards my goals
And when life knocked me down I, never let me go
Live inside the lows but I’m focused on the highs
My mind and my dreams, somewhere floating in the sky
To the moon, maybe mars, and all of it off bars
Earned myself apartment and a car
All because my songs, straight pour out my heart
Remember all the days, sitting in that parking lot at midnight
Rapping bout my real life, I realized I could change lives
And it all starts with changing mine, first
That’s how minds work, and mine works like fine print
Analyze the details, then reveal what I learned then refine, exhale and repeat
Just process, there’s no time for nonsense
Remind yourself you got this
Any setbacks that you face just a part the process
Align your subconscious, that’s called manifesting
Future isn’t written, but the presents destined
That’s the lesson, thanks for listening
I miss my best friend

[Speaking]:
Never give up
Everything that you go through in life
Its all just a part of the process
So when you look towards the future and you approach it
You know what you have to do
You know that you can do it
Never give up
No matter what is holding you back
You got this
Love Ely

I fell in love, fell in love, fell in love 
I fell in love, fell in love, fell in love 

Why am I constantly falling for woman I never could have, it’s a slap in the face 
Why do I chase after her when she told me that us would be bad and my feelings misplaced
How am I telling me there is no jealousy, when she’s not next to me that’s a mistake
I need accept the fact, that I won’t be getting her back, this a love is waste
A race, I never could win, I won’t even place, okay? 
But trust me you’d rather be lonely, then lay in a bed with a snake
I’ve been there, done that, that’s a mistake
I’d rather be solo the rest of my life, than to live with a person not treating me right 
That’s how I feel when I’m laying there sleepless inside of my mind, for countless of nights 
I realized that you gotta love you, even when no one else do, and you’ll never find somebody worthy of you
if you’re stuck your room, never making a move, I’m speaking the truth, that’s a fact
I realized that, there’s people who love you and people who don’t
That’s how the world is, it’s not just a moment, you just gotta own it
And focus on those, who know your worth
The ones who don’t, treat you like dirt
Cause they don’t have a worth of their own
You realize you’ve grown when you noticed that you’re so devoted to passions that always been chosen for you
When you live in the moment, you bloom 
Just a flower, you got the power, inside of you
I swear that you do
So fuck anybody who don’t see the truth
It doesn’t matter, as long as you’re you
You just gotta own it, and work until doom
For me that’s the booth and the business
Don’t spare any time for these woman 
I trust, the right one will come, when it’s time 
And we’ll start a family who’s all gonna shine
I trust, the right one will come, when it’s time 
And we’ll start a family who’s all gonna shine
That’s real, Ely

Be Strong

Ely Waves

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