I don’t understand
 how on the same day you say that you love me you out with that man 
you ruined our plan 
of being together forever and finally raising a fam
 
 I made you leave
I couldn’t put up with your problems no more they were bigger than me 
I should be free 
but I can’t stop thinking about how the love of my life would go cheat 
 
I hate myself that I miss you
 I hate the fact that you’re gone
I hate the way you think it’s OK because of your pain you are treating me wrong
 
I know that you got your issues 
I know it’s harder to MoveOn 
I know the way that you cope with your pain is by hurting the ones that you do want 
 
verse 2 
I knew that this would come to the end
We gotta part ways there no way we be friends
Wish that I could I can’t make amends 
How can you live with the shit that you did 
 
You cut me slow then tell me don’t go 
But how you except me to let you come home
When all that you did was bringing me low 
You talk about love but you never did show 
 
Cause love is not cheating and lying 
Or making the other one feel they like dying 
It’s bigger than that 
All of the time I was trying 
To keep you from flying 
But Im never taking you back
 
Wish that I never was fighting 
For someone confined in 
The shit that keep them in past
I thought that I saw the lighting
And soon I’d be finding 
But I was so wrong about that
 
I was wrong about a lotta things
In the Late nights when I can’t sleep
I’m In my bed and I’m all alone
You not here but you in my dreams 
These thoughts that I still think
I can’t believe I had to leave 
I’ll never know where imma go 
But there’s no chance that you with me 
 
There’s a chance you change ways and you finnally getting better
You will come back in my life and tell me we could be forever 
I will think back to this time and go remember I said never 
Gonna let you in my life again there’s no way well be together

I Don't Understand (feat. Iben)

SECRETS - Single

SECRETS

@iampaycheck - SECRETS

Prod. @boyfifty 

Featuring @jyoung5900 & @user-244515433-699106508

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday

Someone save me from myself
I’m calling for help, because I can’t help myself
Hurt my friends, gain some fans 
Didn’t know it in advance
Never had a fucking plan 
I just went with it
Been focused on myself since we ended it 
Depressed as shit the way I’m living
Don’t wanna play a victim but it’s just the way I’m feeling, I’m too used to it
Lost my homie been thru thick and thin
But this time we can’t fix the shit
I fucked up like a lot a bit
And I ain’t too proud of it
You hear pain in my voice when I rap about it
Left a stain in your mind, you should’ve lived without it
And it doesn’t make a difference but I’m sorry that I did it
Forever I’ll miss ya

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday  

I been thru hell n back
Hole in my heart and I don’t kno how the fuck to live with that
Love was never for us shit I thought that we were meant for that
Meant it when i told you I could never love another
And I miss them times we had I sit n wish that I could get em back
Pool of regrets, I drown it all in alcohol cause I’m ashamed
The money n fame’ll never heal the fuckin pain
I pray to god he take this shit away
I can’t, yeah, listen 
You the only one I’m ever missing
And everyday I’ll love you until I’m no longer living
I wish I could go back in time to days where you were all mine
But now it’s time to you let you go jus know it’s gon’ be alright 

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday

Save Me (w/ SNM & J. Young)

"How Should I Feel?" is the 1st single from the Jan 28th, 2022 duo drop from artists Ely Waves & Elijah Kyle. Touching on the raw emotions following heartbreak, throughout the song the artists come to the realization that they're better off alone.

How Should I Feel (w/ Elijah Kyle)

Prod- Raspo

Kam Michael Music links- 

SoundCloud- https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/SxDjZjN2BEq4XQrc6

YouTube-https://youtube.com/c/KamMichael

Apple Music-https://music.apple.com/us/artist/kam-michael/1359931031

Spotify-Kam Michael https://open.spotify.com/artist/39Bu0mGAL7CJojNkEY38cw


Cambo Music Links-

YouTube- https://youtube.com/channel/UCTX4tfYDCHYI_5opJk81wbw

SoundCloud- https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/QYuHHx2u9An7EYKV6

Cambo - Alone Feat Kam Michael

Nightmares

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

w/ @seon47

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

It's like everyday is a different struggle
Young man, but I found a hustle
E-L-Y, that's a piece of the puzzle
I'm really blessed, but I'm still stressed
How I lost my muscle at a young age
Changed me, I had blind rage
Saw the world as a still beige
Seemed to lose it's color
Self esteem, in an empty gutter
Was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses I took
Rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
The path that I took
Used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
That I fucked up myself to a point where I'd never recover
Got lost in the lust and I fell for a lover, that never would love me
The way that I needed
Broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
I thought that she would
But I ended up hurting somebody that can't be replaced
Now when I look at life, I'm thinking like what a disgrace I made
Just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
Cause I don't wanna breathe, and I don't wanna be
The person I turned out to be in end
Now I'm focused on turning the page and becoming a person that I could be proud of
Got tired of telling myself that I'm not it
So I gotta be it, before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
I'm making my peace
Before I would peace this
Yeah, making my peace
Before it all tears me to pieces

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Man I been lost for a while
Struggling finding my way in this life
I just forget how to smile
Wonder what happened wish that I wasn't alive
Lately I been in denial
Saying I'm fine, running away from my mind
Shit ain't been right since the trail
It ain't been right since the trial
They locked me for up like a year
I ain't have nobody there
Couldn't run like I did in the past, and I was facing all my fears
Coming to terms with all that I've done
All the feelings starting to flood
I'm drowning alone I ran out luck
I was so close to just giving it up
Now I'm out but I don't feel like I'm free
On a mission tryna find all my dreams
To steady losing never getting no sleep
I'm feeling empty getting closer to e
So what do I do, and who do I be
Life it been weighing me down
I don't what I should think
Cause I get caught in my addiction
Tryna not to make a difference
Wishing I could stop the sinning
Knowing I can't be forgiving
My whole life I'm never winning
My whole I'm never winning, for real
I pray this a dream and that none of this real
I'm waking up where I don't have to feel
Don't have to stress and I don't have to heal
I don't have to stress and I don't have to heal

I carry myself
Through all of these memories, but
It's getting harder just to be me
Somebody save me

Ely Waves & Seon - it's hard to be me

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