so related I'm going through this now ❤️‍🩹🤧

Why did you tell me i was the person you loved if it wasn’t true hits so much😕💔

produced by raspo
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I took down my guard
And gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess? 
The way that you read me 
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets, I mean

I just get lost in my head, I just wanted us but our lives were a mess in a bunch
So why did you tell me that I was the person you loved, if it wasn’t true 
Been writing these letters, addressed em to you
They’re written in blood but the color is blue like your face, when I’m saying this shit to your face, I’d assume 
I’m so done with you now, don’t call me or text me, it’s just too upsetting 
I don’t wanna hide in my room, in my bed, with my head under covers
I’d end up regretting it all wrong, which I don’t wanna do 
This is my soul on the page, opening up and its all on display
Hoping that someone will finally know me, and just wanna stay
And just wanna stay
I just wanna say 

I took down my guard
And gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess? 
The way that you read me 
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets 

I was just thinking of you, and us
I just have no where to go, or trust 
I just keep getting no love, and fuck
Knife in my back so I always run
From issues and problems
Can never just solve em, to tell you the truth in this madness
Pushing my mind off of the edge of my canvas
Feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders like atlas
I dial my plug, fill up on gas shit, cause he always gas me
when nobody else does, been stationed here stuck on my own, in my house
I want a home, but you ain’t about it and I now I keep doubting if I’ll be enough for somebody
You’ve broken my heart, and that shit was as tough like karate
Feeling ours chops, all through my body, the picture gets spotty
I only remember the good, and forget all the bad
But that’s where I’m wrong, cause both what we had 
I only remember the good, and forget all the bad
But that’s where I’m wrong, cause both what we had 
But that’s where I’m wrong, cause both what we had 

I took down my guard
And gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess? 
The way that you read me 
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets, look

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Trust Issues

Kiss in the Rain - Single

Kiss in the Rain

Kiss In The Rain

Dear Depression,

Lyrics : Jonathon Martinez (Presence)
Instrumentation : Samy Loudini (Shaiah)
Mix & Master : Gregory Goldstein
 
Lyrics :
Your mother called me up last week and she told me that she knows we're through
And she always knew
The two of us would never work
Now her daughter's hurt
And she said 'I put the blame on you'
Wow
Maybe you're lying to her
Or maybe you're lying to yourself
Or maybe I've got it twisted
But
I'm pretty sure I'm the one who dealt
With somebody lying to my face for months
And finding out that someone else was what they want
And honestly moving on is fine
I just wish you would've told me
Cause the way that I ended up having to find out completely broke me
And to make it worse now you're lying to everybody about what happened
I guess if you just put the target on my back then
Nobody's gonna question any of your actions

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

But I wouldn't have left if you didn't leave first
You lie with every breath that you say that I hurt you
More than you hurt me
You weren't trustworthy no
And the fact that I ever thought that you were
Is still crazy
I guess that maybe
Love makes you blind
For better and worse
I woulda known that you lied
If I observed
All of these blatant signs
But I was cursed
With loving you way more than you were worth
Out of all of my priorities, I made you my first
But you wasted my time, then to make things worse you
Lied to everyone about what happened soon as you got the chance
And I understand, but before you go I've just gotta ask you

Did you tell your family about
The day that I surprised you
With flowers at your house
Only to find you laying there with somebody else
You cheated on me
Then turned around and put the blame on me
For being the one to leave

For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave
For being the one to leave

Trust Issues

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