prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

more rock coming i swear😭

prod me ft @witheredchica

@yukisasayaki:
kiss me under the club lights
baby stay here all night
i dont wana fuk i jus wana feel alright
but its so temptin yea those pants yea theyre so tight
i kno that u love me baby yuki + u 4 lyfe

im a fucking whore baby tell me that u want it
beggin me for more, suck my dick while im off it
slit my fuckin wrists and leave me in a coffin
she gave me a pawjob it wus fukin pawsom

@toychica5:
bby ur so awesom we shuld hav a 4sum
im on selfharm forums bleedn on my floor
blood all on my doors when im cuttin up my arms bru
aim it at my head when i cock my firearm

slit my fucking wrists
bby take a flick
caption omg wtf
bby im so sick
bby im so sick
come n take a sip
drop of vodka on my tongue
yea we gettin lit
yea we gettin lit

@yukisasayaki:
kiss me under the club lights
baby stay here all night
i dont wana fuk i jus wana feel alright
but its so temptin yea those pants yea theyre so tight
i kno that u love me baby yuki + u 4 lyfe

im a fucking whore baby tell me that u want it
beggin me for more, suck my dick while im off it
slit my fuckin wrists and leave me in a coffin
she gave me a pawjob it wus fukin pawsom

under the club lights ft. kana

prod me ft @weejk (aka @revivle with new preset)

yeayeaeya pop the molly in theclubb pop the molly in the clubb

fuckin on dis girl n her new best friend
pop another molly yea the party never ends
i kno that u like me yea no need to play pretend
but i get so attached n ill always depend on u
when u dont want me to
spending every night staying up for u
cus thats my nature
get jealous grab my razor then
cut my skin like paper cus
i can not replace her

cryin on the club floor
like what the fuckk
i jus need like one more
n thats enough
x2

pop the molly in the club
gettin too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch im off of these drugs
woah im walkin dead

the party never ends w/ wujek

⛧°.⋆𓌹*PR3TTIEST 𐐒ØY IN ♰HE M𖦏ЯGU3*𓌺⋆.°⛧

old song prod @bloodsekai

wish i knew what to say
u could b mines today
nothing comes to me
i must be dumb truly
my brain doesnt work
i question my worth
why do things just get worse
am i living with a curse

i feel so clueless
dont know how to live
im starting to drown
need therapy now
dreams of me put down
theres no joy in bound
i hate my sound
hate going out
i let love down
it took three rounds

i let love down

ripped the beat off yt xD
-
im still thinking bout u
n all that we had
throw it all in the trash
i still think abt that
n all of my songs
u listen back and back
2 years later im still waiting for u

i fall inside of my mind
all the time
i cant give up
when i miss u 
js think bout what we went thru
i know it sucked a lot
 but some of it was nice it was my first time
it was with u
im stuck here missing 2022 dk what to doooooo aaaaaaaaaa

im still thinking bout u
n all that we had
throw it all in the trash
i still think abt that
n all of my songs
u listen back and back
2 years later im still waiting for u

im still thinking bout u

u could say u hurt me but im not sad x2
u could say u didn't love me and i get that
but u can't tell me that u didn't care at one point

i'm fighting the air
you're not here anymore
what am i supposed to do without the closure
u didn't give me closure

i tell myself it's not my fault
and maybe i'm just better off
but maybe i just don't wanna admit 
that i played apart in why we ended

there's a lot of things that i regret
and honestly you're one of them 
and i can't take it seriously when someone mentions u and me

i bet u say the worst things about me
but they don't wanna hear 
anything i have to say 
but they don't know my side of the story

you're telling lies to everyone
i tell myself that i'm better than this
that i won't say a thing
cause that would only make me as bad as u

i've done a lot of things to help me forget 
when my heart's healing, i just can't forget
it's not that i still care about u
i'm just mad i let myself get into this

u don't deserve a thing in the world
i won't be the one to tell you that
but you'll realise one day

when the next one comes 
and you can't communicate
i know you
you never reciprocate

my side of the story

has more layers - best with headphones/earbuds (to hear each part)

whatever you want. (prod. tiresss, 16kibo)

baby why you lying
why you playing in my face

you go playin with my feelings
then i pull myself away

tell me, is it all in my head
tell me what did i do wrong

maybe at the very least 
could i get a heads up?

when its my turn 
to be selfish

when its my turn 
to be selfish

baby why you lying
why you playing in my face

you go playin with my feelings
then i pull myself away


i don’t need to worry ‘bout the future 
i know that its nothing to you
i can think about right now and make a song 
its nothing new

you know its true
you fucking do
playing dumb like you don’t know it hurts
like you don’t got a clue

whats the point of saying it to your face
when you make me sick
you only make me wa-aste

waste my time on lies
on jokes.. its fine
i need someone to stay here 
to call my line
to call my li-ine

“you seem upset?”
sorry i cant hide it
sorry that i’m like this
jealousy’s a sickness
gets inside my skin

its insidious 
like an idiot, 
i sit and wait
as if you would give me a kiss

i know i’m secondary
in your life, i know its true
id write your obituary
would you write one for me too

i know i’m not dead yet
i promise one day soon though
you will finally get to know 
what it’s like, to be alone


if i kill myself maybe everyone would remember who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was

if i kill myself maybe everyone would remember
who i was
who i was
who i was
who i was

see me as who i could have been if i never loved anyone. 

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
you can do the common courtesy and then get to move on
you can act and play the part so you can still feel go—od
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
you can do the common courtesy and then get to move on
you can go and play the part so you can still feel go—od
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
  (you think you can just say sorry then it all be over)
there is no forgiveness, why am i even making this song?
  (you think that u can do whatever except give me any closure)
you can act and play the part so you can still feel go—od
  (i will close the door i don’t care if it makes me colder)
you can do whatever that you think you fucking sho—uld
  (you can keep on thinking ‘god one day ill fucking show her’)

you can go and say you’re sorry for the past, that’s dead and gone
  (you already know your sins and they won’t ever leave you)
there is no forgiveness, why am i even making this song?
  (i can see how little i mean - it’s okay since we’re thru)
bound to make hist’ry repeat itself, rewriting the same hook
  (whats a friend, everything ends, i know i will accept it)
you can do whatever, except think ‘bout if you sho—uld!
  (you think you can do whatever, i will head for the exit)

(why do i try? why’m i alive? why. do. i. try. why. won’t. i. just. die. won’t. i. just?)

whatever you want vers 2 (prod tiresss 16kibo)

lose my balance
like ballet
im bad at it
take 5
ur talented
my malice is seeping into u
lose my balance
like ballet
im bad at it
take 5
ur talented
what time is it
what time is ittt
 

what time is it my phone is dead >_<

let me go :/

im alive and just in time
to not be fine but instead crying.
you were lying, not replying.
im so sick and tired now.
im the devil in your story,
you’re a succubus in mine.
left me drained, with nothing gained.
now we are both getting defamed.
i dont hate you, i dont love you,
the ways you should feel too,
when you dont care, when you dont care,
there is nothing left to lose.
i dont hate you, i dont love you,
the ways you should feel too,
when you dont care, when you dont care,
there is nothing left to lose.

this cacophony is my mind,
my mind is a dissonant echo chamber.
this cacophony is my mind.

five days sober, soon be over,
cause it has been way too long.
rip the bong, record a song
and not a thing would feel wrong.
i sing quiet ‘cause im secret
and i always tell the truth.
like a diary i inform you,
and i hope you like it too.
i have passion in my heart
to be first place instead of last.
if i mean something and not nothing
that is good enough for me.
i put emphasis on legacy
although it always ends.
so i spend my time according to
however much i care.

this cacophony is my mind,
my mind is a dissonant echo chamber.
this cacophony is my mind.
this cacophony is my mind,
my mind is a dissonant echo chamber.
this cacophony is my mind.

let me go :/

elyzn

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