It's been a minute, I hope you're doing well.
I made this album during the summer of 2020.
I've been super busy, so I haven't released it until now.
Hopefully I'll release more stuff in the future.

Sincerely,
Eman

Free Download

Bridge

Wassup everybody! This has been a great summer for me and I want to end it off with a bang! To do so, I'm releasing this new track today which is a free download and I hope you guys enjoy it! Thank you for listening to my music and supporting. Have an awesome day and good vibes!

Eman.-Inhaling the Sun [Free Download]

Hi guys! I hope everyone is doing well! This is a new track of mine and I hope you enjoy it! Thank you to everyone who has listened, commented, favorited, and downloaded up to this point. You guys are amazing! I hope everyone has an awesome day and good vibes! :)

Eman.-A brief walk through an Oasis [Free Download]

Wassup everybody! I hope everyone is doing well! This is my new collaboration track with awesome producer avaGODroBeats. I hope you guys enjoy it and if you do this track(along with others) is a FREE DOWNLOAD! Thank you for listening to my track! I hope you all have an awesome day and good vibes!

Eman. X AvagodroBeats-The Gold Sphere [Free Download]

Hello everyone. I have a new track to show all of you. I hope you all enjoy it, and if you do its a free download so don't hesitate to snatch it up! Thank you for all the support thrown my way so far I really appreciate it. I hope you all have an awesome day and good vibes.

Eman.-Nightly Solitude [Free Download]

Eman.-In Search Of A Cave [Free Download]

Eman.-Escape From Stasis [Free Download]

Eman.-pearl [Free Download]

Eman.-WALK IT [Free Download]

I made this song in 2019. Lyrics below.

Lyrics:

Looking for a job, got bills to pay
Catastrophizing, my anxiety on full display
End up like the homeless that I see everyday
Or worse yet, go back there, be easy prey
"There" is a house and a place that I hate so
I walk naked and confused in this great snow
It don't snow in Texas!
Use the entire lexis
I can't find a nexus
No I don't drive a Lexus
Back to the wall, who am I when it matters?
Material of worth or straight-up tatters?
I'm tired of this question, I just want fucking peace
I just want my anxiety and pain to fucking cease
Don't hit me with that crucifix I'll shove it up your ass
Don't wanna be part of your abominable mass
I'll search inside myself and try to find a deeper power
I gotta be durable, I must be in dauer
I haven't made a song in a long ass time
I'm stuck in this shitty work-work paradigm
I'll prolly never be the person that I wanna be
I'll prolly never get to do much just for me
But fuck me for thinking that I deserve that
Life ain't no restaurant so I haven't reserved that
I almost wish I couldn't want and couldn't dream
Trapped in a dark room, but searching for a beam
I guess I'll keep on grinding and burning
I guess I'll keep on churning and churning
I guess I'll keep on yearning and yearning
World keeps turning, what the fuck am I learning?
Nothing much, just try to survive.
Plans that we contrive to try and stay alive
Some dumb shit that I'm tryna archive
It's two feet deep as I try to do a dive

Eman.-in dauer (Co-prod. by cat soup) [Free Download]

I made this song in 2019. Lyrics below.

Verse:
Falling down, lost my way
Losing track of the day
Do I care? Do I want?
Is this apathy I flaunt?
Tired not wired
Dumb shit I’ve desired
And all it required
But nothing acquired
Fuck that, grip death
Lost boy that’s out of breath
Maybe I should start doing meth
Chaos but I’m not Seth
Could I lose my shit?
I’m here so why quit?
Will to life, fuck you.
Chain that I’m stuck to.
I wish I did not dream
Goddamn I’m outta steam
Bout to crash, but I can’t scream
Misery, yeah that’s a theme.
That’s a theme.
Yeah, that’s a theme.

Chorus: (X3)
Fuck that, grip death (X2)
Don’t want to (X4)

End Refrain:
Fuck that, grip death (X2)
Well maybe (X4)

Eman.-Fuck that, Grip Death (Prod. by Eman.) [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Verse:
Stuck inside a nightmare
Fuck me and this despair
Are we really fucking doomed?
I see that we've been consumed
Swallowed by the anguish of what is and what it ain't
Hollowed by the anguish, the fucked up picture that we paint
I don't even know where we fucking go from here
Could we even grow? Are we blinded by the fear?
How can I help? How can I learn? How can I fight?
More than a yelp. More than a yearn. More than a fright.
Do I even got the passion the get-up-and-go? 
That shit ain't really in fashion we just live in faux.
I could try my best, stop being pessimistic.
Say it with my chest. Stop being fatalistic.

Chorus: (X2)
Get up and go! 
Get up and go!
Fight! Fight! Fight!
Get up and go! 
Get up and go!
Fight! Fight! Fight!

Get off ya ass!
Don't be erased!
Time that we have
Don't let it waste!

Get up and go! 
Get up and go!
Fight! Fight! Fight!

in progress

Eman.-Get up and Go! (Prod by Eman.)[Free Download]

Eman.-Trapped Inside Of A Prism [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Chorus: (X2)
Be safe, be well, be easy
Be safe, be well, be easy
Just tryna make life more easy
Just tryna make life more easy

Verse:
I need a cocoon, I need a tomb, I need a womb
We are dying soon, we will be strewn, see the typhoon
Catastrophizing again, oops I'm sorry
Don't get fucking lost in this hellish safari
What are we looking for? Ourselves or whatever-the-fuck
You get to choose the door. Be careful I wish you good luck
Sometimes you oughta be chilling, sometimes you oughta be scared
Sometimes life ain't so fulfilling, sometimes you won't be prepared
Day by day, take your time, your pace better
Ain't gotta follow crowds be a trend-setter
You are who you are and you ain't who you ain't
You've come way too far get up after you faint
Being weak today ain't being weak forever
And even if forever we'll get by on being clever
I hope someday we can get our shit together
For now, sleeping in, look outside it's stormy weather

[Chorus]

Eman.-Be Safe, Be Well, Be Easy (Prod by Eman.) [Free Download]

Here's my new track duuuuuuuuudeeeeee. Hopefully you like it. :) :) :)

Eman.-Hurdling Into The Unknown [Free Download]

Heyyyyyyy.....this is my remix to a personal favorite of mine. I hope that you all enjoy enjoy it! :) :)

(Eman. Remix) Heems-Computers [Free Download]

Heyyyyyy thereeeeeee. This is my new track! I hope you like it! :) :)

Eman.-Intermission [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Verse:
Hotter than hell, I wish I could escape
You see me yell when you look at the tape
Fuck this world, leaving it, on my Sawayama
Exhausted with the drama
Most are drowning in trauma
Tryna take it ten seconds at a time
Not a good thought when you are in your prime
Anxious for what? Where are my golden years?
Everyday stressin' out as I hold in tears
Got a vision in my head I gotta focus
Paying attention to my place, to my locus
Someday, someday, wishing and dreaming
Someday, someday only joyful screaming
But for now, trying not to die
Trying not to lie
Trying not to get left high and dry
It's a tricky endeavor when you've decided to defy
I hope I can turn my back without even saying goodbye

Hook: (X2)
Gotta go, gotta go
Muh'fucker, I'm gone! 
Gotta go, gotta go
Muh'fucker, I'm gone! 
Where he go? Where he go?
He's gone, damn right.
Where he go? Where he go?
He's gone, damn right.

Eman.-Gotta Go (Prod. by Eman.)[Free Download]

New track guysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.............

Eman.-Searching For A Beacon [Free Download]

Hey everyone! This is my second collaborative track with the one and only Kiya Marie Allen! I surely hope that you guys enjoy it, and if you do....go ahead and grab it(its a free download)! Thank you all for the support!

Eman. X Kiya Marie Allen-Whisper [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Verse: 
The future is coming whether I like it or not
Grim reaper is humming I can hear him as I rot
Everyday feel this tension, a cloud over me
I cannot pay attention to the wicked sea
But it's calling I can hear it, wild fury, crashing waves
Mind is sprawling I acknowledge myself when I'm in these caves
Do you, then die. Deny yourself and live.
Why should I try? This pain I can't forgive.
Addicted to shitshows I guess that's a reason
Everyday, gettin' hotter, what the fuck is a season?
Can't give satisfaction to the naysayers, dream slayers, and the supposed soothsayers
Fight to the death cuz fighting is all I can do
Till my last breath I'll try my best to keep it true

Hook: (X3)
Wave crash
Wave crash
Turn back
Turn Back
Try to find
Try to find
Nevermind 
Nevermind

End refrain:
Wanna say
Fuck that
Wanna take
me back
Try to find
Try to find
Nevermind
Nevermind

--------------------------------------------------------------------
To make the track's cover art, I edited this picture on Pixabay: https://pixabay.com/photos/wave-ocean-sea-storm-tsunami-1913559/

Eman.-Nevermind (Prod. by Eman.)[Free Download]

Eman.-The Dead Sea [Free Download]

This is my newest collab with Kiya! I hope that you enjoy it, and if you do go ahead and grab it for free! :)

Eman. X Kiya Marie Allen - Just Another [Free Download]

waaveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Eman.-Solitude At The Sea Is Home [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Verse:
Feel this calm in my body, in my heart, in my head
This shit has been so healing I am not feeling dread
Back in a place I fuck with, took forever to come back
Shit I thought I was stuck with, a life with nothing but lack
Used to work a job I fucking hated
Everyday I was fucking deflated
Nowadays I feel so animated
The best me has just been activated
Had to let it go, had to quit my job, find another lane
If you're gonna grow, it might take some time, there might be some pain
Sometimes though past trauma be gripping on my heart
Worried about drama and when it's gonna start
But today feelin' hella good like a milly bucks
It's my day, I'm not second-rate, nigga I'm deluxe
Savor this moment life comes at you fast
Chill bout the future and days of the past
Life, right here, right now, just focus on that
Fuck that fear, trust in yourself and stand pat

Hook: (X2)

Maybe wrong
Maybe right
Only one way to find out

Maybe wrong
Maybe right
Only one way to find out

Fuck that fear and stand pat
Fuck that fear and stand pat

Fuck that
Fuck that

Fuck that fear and stand pat

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

To make the track's cover art, I edited this picture on Pixabay: https://pixabay.com/photos/devils-marbles-karlu-karlu-rocks-2417951/

Eman.-Stand Pat (Prod. by Eman.)[Free Download]

Eman.-Deep Inside [Free Download]

Lyrics:

Verse:
I don't even know, can I carry the burden?
Can I guide your glow? Can I make your blade sharpen?
You don't exist yet, maybe you never will
Still feeling the sweat, still laid up on the grill
You're a person not a weight gotta remember that
You're not something on my plate. You're not my welcome mat
Love you with all I have, hoping that is enough
Meeting that call of yours. I run, I never scuff
Maybe I'm too fucked up I'm agnostic
Should they all stay away am I truly caustic?
Somewhere in the middle maybe there is the truth
It's a tricky riddle as I run out of youth
Whatever happens I'll try my very, very best
I'll love you till there's no sky, I say that with my chest
Just be yourself and try your best that's my only request
My love for you will not cease when you fly out of the nest

Pre-Hook: (X3)

Have I healed?
Am I whole?
All the bullshit takin' its toll

Hook: (X4)

Am I enough?

Eman.-Am I Enough? (Prod. by Eman.) [Free Download]

Eman.-This Sea Is Cozy [Free Download]

Hello.
This is an ambient piece I made.

Expect more in the future. :)

To make the track's cover art, I edited this picture on Pixabay: https://pixabay.com/photos/alien-backdrop-background-3233076/

Eman.-To dream, To thirst, To cope [Free Download]

Hello, I hope you're doing well.
Here's a new ambient tune. :)

To make the track's cover art, I edited this picture on Pixabay: https://pixabay.com/photos/car-jaguar-transportation-e-type-4445171/

Eman. - Night Glider

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
You're trapped in my memories I cannot get you out 
With my thirst you're bound to think that I was in a drought
But I'm good, got what I need, I'm where I oughta be
I just can't stop running to you, sprinting at full speed
I know that I will never be the person you want
My mistakes they do not go away, they stick and haunt
I remember seeing vile images on screen
With your name attached to them, all I could do was scream

Verse 2:

Now I'm gonna text someone that I should leave alone
My hands are not steady, they shake as I hold the phone
This is practice for when I fess up to who I love
How would you feel if you had to bludgeon a white dove?
So I've gotta tell my lover how I have fucked up
It will now be harder to keep myself so tucked up
Let's be honest, let's be one hundred, this is a game
Trying not to burn myself with my hands to the flame

Mood

.bitterpill-Fool [Free Download]

New Instrumental track! Hope you enjoy! You're awesome for listening! This track Samples "Man in the Bowler Hat" by Courtland Urbano.

Eman. vs. Courtland Urbano-Drunken Android in Space

Eman.-rainy.bliss [Free Download]

New track! I hope you enjoy it and THANK YOU SO MUCH for your support. You guys have helped make my life much more interesting than it used to be. Have an awesome day !

Eman.-Midnight Snack on the Moon [Free Download]

Wassup everybody! I have a new track to show you guys! It's the longest track I've released yet and I hope you enjoy it! Thank you very much for listening to my music it means a lot to me. Have a spectacular day! Also, make sure to check out my album Experimental Voyage: http://eman4life.bandcamp.com/album/experimental-voyage

Eman.-Ascension to Wonderland [Free Download]

Hello everyone! I have a new collaborative track with fellow soundclouder Adam J Cooke! This track features samples from Adam J Cooke's "The end of Days Pt.1-4". We have both been waiting to release this track a long time, and I'm glad to say today is the day! I hope you guys enjoy it! Have an awesome day and good vibes!

Eman. X Adam J Cooke-Doomsday [Free Download]

The Ed Wood of this soundcloud shit.
Here to disappoint.
I release under the names "Eman." and ".bitterpill" on this particular page.
It's pronounced E-man.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/353iz4QQBKmfU1HiplbdpF
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Emanmakesmusic/
Eman. Bandcamp: http://eman4life.bandcamp.com/
My website: https://artbyeman.net/
.bitterpill Bandcamp: https://bitterpillxoxo.bandcamp.com/
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCK5JgN5taNN37cQtsEFerFw

Eman.

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks