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“Moved On”   (11/4/13)

[verse 1]
There might be a little anger in my voice on this track
But so far I’ve been so calm and collected, while taking this flack
Taken everything to the heart, every piece of it that’s left
So its hard to stay so easy going when your heart’s been a victim of theft
And no one’s forcing you to even take a listen
This is my way to cope, to move on is my mission
I don’t understand how this all got so bad
We were good, no great together, during most of the time that we had
And you’re telling me that now you think we were just good friends
Maybe this past month, when your affection came to an end
But if we were any type of friends it was best and boy and girl
Cause I know for awhile we were both each other’s worlds
You were still my world up until the day you broke us apart
And even days after, cause I was thinking we could stitch back up these hearts
So for you to try and play it off like it was never gonna work this whole time
Makes me sick to my stomach, as these memories play in my mind

[chorus]
I wrote you a song hoping I’d never see you be gone
But now I’m writing this one, and you’ve already moved on
You’ve made it look so easy to just forget everything we had
I don’t know how you do it, cause everything now leaves me so sad

[verse 2]
Maybe I need to be a dick, and stop showing so much care
Maybe it takes being a prick, and emotions you don’t have to bare
Maybe don’t treat girls with respect, and call them all bitches
Maybe show them some neglect, and re-open up some stitches
But that’s not how I was raised, I believe I was brought up right
I’ve got more emotions than a Valentine’s Day night
And maybe as you grow older you’ll start to see
That guys who care this much, are considered a luxury
Though I’m usually humble enough to not consider myself that
I just treat people with dignity and hope to get some back
Because I’m cocky at somethings, but not when it comes to dating
I always feel people are too good for me, so I’m always left waiting
Cause when we first met, who knew you’d have the power to change my life
And with that also came the power to bring me this pain and strife
But I don’t regret a day we spent, or anything we have done
Cause during all our time together, I thought you were the one
[verse 3]
There was still so much that we had planned to do
These holidays were supposed to be spent waking up next to you
In our own place, breaking from traditions that had been in place since I was born
Twenty seven years of waking with my family, was about to become no more
I never wanted you to despise me, but that’s how its starting to feel
I’ve always wanted the best for you, and that’s completely real
So I’m sorry if this has been difficult, the moving out and stuff
When I get it all out, you won’t have to put up with it anymore, enough is enough
Though maybe someday in the future, our paths will cross again
And we’ll both be in better places, with no hard feelings in the end
Cause I value what we had way too much to cut you out completely
And I know you’ve talked to other exes, you even had me meet one, it was a lil creepy
But I did it for you, and only you, cause I know that’s what you wanted
Cause I know you two had been close, so I got through it undaunted
So maybe some day you’ll try and put me in that awkward situation
And at this moment, I would have to politefully decline the invitation

[chorus]
I wrote you a song hoping I’d never see you be gone
But now I’m writing this one, and you’ve already moved on
You’ve made it look so easy to just forget everything that we had
I don’t know how you do it, cause everything now leaves me so sad

Moved On

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Sorry for Saying Sorry   (11/1/13-11/3/13)

[Chorus]
I think I’m allowed to have at least one song
Of the things in all of this that I might have done wrong
Cause even though you said it was nothing that I did
My mind works differently, it worries about all of this
So I probably shouldn’t be the one saying sorry, but you know me
It’s a bad habit, especially ever since you left me lonely
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry

[Verse 1]
So I know I never found a job up closer to Indy
And I’ll admit, that my searching had been very lacking
But that’s because I finally moved in, and I saw you every day
Which kept me happier than before, and the need to find one at bay
But know lately I had been back on that job hunt
Cause I needed more time with you to head off this cold front
But I guess I’m too late, so I’m sorry again
I tried to ease all your stress, I really really did
I know you know, so I’m sorry that I failed at this
I did all that I could and you remained affectionless
But I wasn’t that worried, cause I thought we were so strong
But looks like I didn’t know enough, turns out I was wrong

[Chorus]
I think I’m allowed to have at least one song
Of all the things in all of this that I might have done wrong
Cause even though you said it was nothing that I did
My mind works differently, it worries about all of this
So I probably shouldn’t be the one saying sorry, but you know me
It’s a bad habit, especially ever since you left me lonely
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry

[Verse 2]
I don’t know what really happened, but I’m sorry if it’s me
Cause maybe we got too comfortable, and things got boring
But I didn’t see it that way, but you know I’ve already been wrong
In this song, so maybe I had a false sense of how we got along
And now you say that you think we were more like just friends
But that’s wrong and doesn’t every girl want to marry her best friend
Sorry I couldn’t be more than that, sorry that this happened
I gave you my everything, and I’d do it all again
I’m sorry that I still don’t understand exactly what changed
I know you say it’s you, I’m sorry that my doubts still remain
Cause it’s not the first time that this has happened to me
So I’m dying to know if it’s something I do that makes me sorry

[Chorus]
I think I’m allowed to have at least one song
Of all the things in all of this that I might have done wrong
Cause even though you said it was nothing that I did
My mind works differently, it worries about all of this
So I probably shouldn’t be the one saying sorry, but you know me
It’s a bad habit, especially ever since you left me lonely
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry

[Verse 3]
Maybe this song is pathetic, me apologizing for things
That may not even have been a problem, but I’ve been down on my knees
Trying to figure out where this took a turn for the worse
We thought it was your job, when it happened at first
But I’m sorry we didn’t work through this, I’m sorry that we failed
I’m sorry that you’ve said sorry during all of this as well
But you know it’s what’s best for you, though not for me
So I’m sorry for saying sorry, but that’s just my way of thinking

[Chorus]
I think I’m allowed to have at least one song
Of all the things in all of this that I might have done wrong
Cause even though you said it was nothing that I did
My mind works differently, it worries about all of this
So I probably shouldn’t be the one saying sorry, but you know me
It’s a bad habit, especially ever since you left me lonely
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry
So I’m sorry, for saying sorry

Sorry For Saying Sorry

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When She’ll Say   (10/21/13-10/22/13)

[Verse 1]
Many days, long nights
She's always made that feeling right
But they always say good things must come to an end
Just didn't see it coming from this best friend
But this isn't gonna be that teenage heartbreak poetry
Sit back and listen as this real shit flows from me
When I can no longer do the things I used to do
When I can’t be stronger than these feelings from you
Cause I know that you’re sad, and I’m doing what I can
But its not enough lately, I guess I'm no longer the man
And I know this isn’t a done deal, but it scares me to think
That it might not be me whom you’ll share your next drink
It hurts me to see you hurting so much inside
And I don’t know if it’s my fault, but I know that I tried
And so it really worries me that the day will come soon
It’s gonna make an impact when it hits, like a typhoon

[Chorus]
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I’m tired of feeling this way
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
There’s no more color in life, its just gray
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I hate to say, you can’t stay
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry I just really can’t love you that way

[Verse 2]
And so there’s so many things on my mind
I’m just wishing we could find where it went wrong and rewind
I know you’ve been stressed and I’ve tried to help you through
And I know you’ve at least noticed that cause I love you
But as I keep trying, you just keep getting farther away
And that’s why I keep fearing for the day when you’ll say
Sorry about this, I’m sorry it has to be this way
But me and you we’re over, there’s nothing you can say
And since that’s the way that I figure it will go
I’ve already tried to figure out which way I will go
Cause I don’t know, and I don’t think I’ll know
To me, you were the future, so this is like a magic show
You’re pulling away the cloth, leaving nothing on the table
So now I’m searching for the moral of this awful fable
I just can’t get it through my head, I just can’t think
That me and you aren’t good together, it’s got me on the brink…

[Chorus]
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I’m tired of feeling this way
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
There’s no more color in life, its just gray
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I hate to say, you can’t stay
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry I just really can’t love you that way

[Verse 3]
So today these nightmares came true
And like I guessed, I didn’t know what to do
Cause you need your time, and you need your space
But in everything I see, I can only see your face
So it’s hard for me to get by, no matter how hard I try
And if you haven’t noticed by now, that’s all I did was try
Try to make you happy, and try to keep us alright
But as I’m finding out, this is another crashing flight
And it’s supposedly never my fault, cause I’m a great guy
It’s not you, it’s me, seems to be the common reply
But there’s gotta be something that changes everyone’s mind
Cause if I’m so great, then everything would be fine
So it can’t be that, I just need to know what I do wrong
So I can hopefully stop writing this kind of song
So I’m sorry if this hurt, cause I’ve been hurting for awhile
Hurting so much lately when I couldn’t make you smile

[Chorus]
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I’m tired of feeling this way
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
There’s no more color in life, its just gray
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry but I hate to say, you can’t stay
I’ve been waiting for the day, when she’ll say
I’m sorry I just really can’t love you that way

When She'll Say

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Switching Gears   (11/15/13-11/19/13)

[verse 1]
After these past couple songs I’m not sure my friends will like you anymore
But I guess the more that I think about, they never had to before
But they did, because they liked you, and not only because of me
They genuinely liked you, even if that’s something you could never see
Of course it never hurt, that they saw how much you meant to me
So at the beginning of the end of this, I told them, please don’t be mean
But now I don’t think I care if any one of them decides to go off on you
My friends have my back, and so they might feel that’s what they need to do
I took the civilized way out of this when I finally accepted that this is real
I believed you, though I had my doubts, that you just didn’t feel
The same anymore, but I think we know what happened next
You were out with the guy and who’d you come across, oh me, your ex
But whatever, you can do as you feel, and do as you please
Just know that I am no longer struggling and down on my knees
Because from that moment right there, I was able to turn over a new page
And as a couple of these songs show, it’s brought about a little rage

[chorus]
But now I’m switching gears, I’m leaving all of this behind
You’re now a thing of my past, so I gotta clear you from my mind
Because I’m switching gears, can no longer wish that things would (just) rewind
Cause I gotta keep my head up, cause everything’s gonna be fine

[verse 2]
The last thing that bothers me still when I think it all through
Is how you think we were just good friends, which is so untrue
The things we went through, and all the things that we did
I’m sorry but I don’t do half of that stuff with my good friends
But I know it probably makes it easier for you to reason it that way
Maybe eases your conscience, whatever works, as they say
And maybe that’s what I’m doing now, but mine’s all from the heart
It’s got more truth than your reason for leaving had from the start
But whatever, I’m getting tired of writing all these songs
That you’ll probably never hear, so it’s just time to move on
Cause my life’s already turned back around, its heading back up
Like the fire from this volcano that I finally allowed to erupt
Cause I tried to keep calm this whole time, though I was so confused
Then came that Saturday night, and I was a bomb that couldn’t be defused
So again, enough is enough, this is hopefully the last time I blow my lid
Over you, over this situation, over these lies, over all of this shit

[chorus]
Now I’m switching gears, I’m leaving all of this behind
You’re now a thing of my past, so I gotta clear you from my mind
Because I’m switching gears, can no longer wish that things would just rewind
Cause I gotta keep my head up, cause everything’s gonna be fine

[verse 3]
Lately I’ve been under control, haven’t broken down in a while
But today I’m having one of the days where I can only think of your smile
But the problem of when I think of that, I’m immediately forced to think of him
And that’s when the lights dim and my mind turns to the dark side again
And I just want to run out, and just scream at the top of my lungs
But instead I just scream inside of my head, keep my mouth closed around my tongue
And so this is why I’ve gotta switch gears, be more open and more outgoing
Cause I need someone else on my mind, a new topic for this flowing
And they don’t need to be the one, I’m just looking for someone fun
To keep my mind busy and to get me out of this rain and back in the sun
And it's against my style to not heavily invest myself when I find a fun girl
So it'll be harder than I think to try and not make her my world
Unless of course that’s the way it’s supposed to go, the way it all plays out
But in my current condition it may be tough, I’m not sure I’m ready for that bout
But I’ve got other goals to complete, to get me back where I want to be
So I’ll just focus and see what happens, but I’m not ruling out spontaneity 

[chorus]
But now I’m switching gears, I’m leaving all of this behind
You’re now a thing of my past, so I gotta clear you from my mind
Because I’m switching gears, can no longer wish that things would (just) rewind
Cause I gotta keep my head up, cause everything’s gonna be fine

Switching Gears

Motivation   (12/2/13-12/3/13)

[verse 1]
Game on, it’s time to get my shit together
Enough of trudging along in all this gloomy weather
Cause with great pain, comes the option to get better
And that’s why enough is enough, time to be a trendsetter
And even a jetsetter, rockin’ nothin’ but the hottest sweaters
Allowed to act when I catch a girl’s eyes now that we’re not together
But just know it didn’t happen instantly, work had to be done
It’s been an uphill battle, but in the end I will say I won
Cause everything you put me through, is fuel for my fire
And the next girl will benefit, I’m gonna take her even higher
Cause I’m not one for failure, even when it’s not my fault
It’s victory from here on out, that’s now the default
So I’m on my way up, cause I’m never gonna give up
And hard work is all that it takes, and maybe a few lucky breaks

[chorus]
I’ve got that motivation that’s gonna take me to the top
There’s nothing that can slow me down, I just can’t be stopped
I gotta be a harder worker, I gotta be a better person
But there’s no reason why my life needs to worsen
So with this motivation, I know everything will be okay
Cause the past is the past, and it’s a brand new day
So it’s head up, eyes forward, and keep moving ahead
Cause I have everything to live for up until the day I’m dead

[verse 2]
Happier and healthier are the goals I’m striving to achieve
Even when times have been their darkest, I just tell myself to believe
Cause like the Army’s old motto, I’m gonna be all I can be
And (even) though there’s no platoon next to me, don’t take this lightly
Cause this was never the way I expected to be motivated
It shouldn’t have had to come from my life being devastated
Though not all of it did, cause I was already enhancing my skills daily
But you put an end to it, when you said you could no longer be my lady
So in the end when I come out on top and better than before
I’ll kinda owe you another thank you though it still won’t settle our score
I’ve gotta keep doing this for me and I’ll deserve whatever comes my way
And I’m sorry you won’t be a part of this, but you’re the one who walked away
So I’m on my way up, cause I’m never gonna give up
And hard work is all that it takes, and maybe a few lucky breaks

[chorus]
I’ve got that motivation that’s gonna take me to the top
There’s nothing that can slow me down, I just can’t be stopped
I gotta be a harder worker, I gotta be a better person
But there’s no reason why my life needs to worsen
So with this motivation, I know everything will be okay
Cause the past is the past, and it’s a brand new day
So it’s head up, eyes forward, and keep moving ahead
Cause I have everything to live for up until the day I’m dead

[verse 3]
The path I’m on started with adoration and flirtation
Followed by excommunication and devastation
Until I was able to use it all as my motivation
Leading me to what I’ll just call now my rejuvenation
Or maybe it’s my recreation, or just a reformation
Cause it’s a new hairstyle, and new clothes, and soon a mini vacation
So soon I think I’ll give myself a nice standing ovation
And somewhere down the line, we’ll just make it all a celebration
Cause that fire inside now burns brighter than ever before
And this desire to find how to keep myself up off the floor
Is why I perspire and grind now till my mind and body are sore
But I won’t tire or unwind now till I’ve become something more

[chorus]
I’ve got that motivation that’s gonna take me to the top
There’s nothing that can slow me down, I just can’t be stopped
I gotta be a harder worker, I gotta be a better person
But there’s no reason why my life needs to worsen
So with this motivation, I know everything will be okay
Cause the past is the past, and it’s a brand new day
So it’s head up, eyes forward, and keep moving ahead
Cause I have everything to live for up until the day I’m dead

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Motivation

I Don’t Care   (12/20/13-1/6/14)

[chorus]
I don’t care, I’m telling you
I’m telling you now that I don’t care
Like what you wear, and life’s not fair
I’m telling you now that I don’t care

[verse 1]
Change it up a little, out scavenging the streets
Looking for a lady that’s not afraid of the sheets
She got a boyfriend? Speed bump, not a road block
Girls these days are all about that new cock
So if you keep hanging around long enough
Soon you’ll be giving her your dong and stuff
Two penis references in only three lines
What the hell is wrong with him, has he lost his mind?
Hell no, I just decided that I’d write this for fun
Cause what could be better? Maybe shooting a gun
But I fire off words right from the tip of my tongue
And your girl last night, well we were just drunk
It was never supposed to ever quite get that far
But before I knew it there we were in her car
And I’ll spare you the details, cause you already know
That girl you got, she know how to go low
Now on a first date with a different girl
Already telling her that she’s my world
Too soon? Yeah, but who cares
I tell her I’m rapper too, overshare
Cause if she doesn’t like me, oh well
There’s plenty of fish in the sea, don’t dwell
Jay told me that it’s on to the next one
So I leave them wanting more, don’t text ‘em

[chorus]
I don’t care, I’m telling you
I’m telling you now that I don’t care
Like what you wear, and life’s not fair
I’m telling you now that I don’t care

[verse 2]
So do you like me, or do you hate me?
Haven’t really seen you around much lately
Guess you didn’t really want to date me
But that’s ok, I don’t really need a fake B
Ruining my life, and bringing me down
You are all peasants, down on the ground
New flying motto, it’s first class or no class
Ricky Bobby, if you ain’t first then you’re last
Ticketed show, first row or don’t go
I’m kind of a big deal now, but I think you know
Cause EmC didn’t come to fail
And after you left, I’ve done so well
Live your life with no regrets
You’ll never make money taking safe bets
So you gotta take a risk and take a chance
Jackpot siren sounding like an ambulance
As I walk from the casino, money in my hands
Yelling out Boomshakalaka, NBA Jam
And that’s old school, so now you know
And knowing is half the battle, G.I. Joe
Joe Dirt, church it up a little, Dirtey
Couple drinks in my system, flirty
You’re different than the norm, quirky
But now I’m looking for your pain, hurt me, cause...

[chorus]
I don’t care, I’m telling you
I’m telling you now that I don’t care
Like what you wear, and life’s not fair
I’m telling you now that I don’t care

[verse 3]
They don’t start the party, until I show
The after party, thats wherever (it is) I go
And when I leave it’s like Santa, with three ho’s
Get it? Yeah what a lifestyle, I know
Cause I stopped caring, and it’s no longer a struggle
So I’ve got that magic touch now, non muggle
I’m a wizard of metaphors and witty retorts
Have you heard Tom’s Riddle? It’s about Voldemort
Ha, and I know that’s a little bit of a stretch there
But I’ll take it too far at times, if you’re unaware
Which is only really funny if you have a stand up act
And if you think that matters to me, run the hook back
Because I thought I made it all pretty clear
Like your urine after a night of nothing but light beer
I told you I was changing it up, didn’t you hear?
And if you hate this, just take a long walk off a short pier

I Don't Care

I’m Dating The Internet…   (1/24/14-2/12/14)

[verse 1]
All my attention and goals have now been focused on me
And a bunch of them I’ve been sharing quite openly
Way more than before, like back when I had a girl
Because I didn’t feel the need to broadcast it all to the world
And that’s because all the attention I needed, she gave to me
No one else’s opinions mattered more, to put it blatantly
But as you all know, that was then, and this is now
And since she’s gone, that’s why I’ve become so loud
Sharing everything, like all of these new songs
Inspirational sayings, to try and show I’m being strong
And how I’ve found the motivation to run for so long
And some of it may be bragging, but who cares if that’s wrong
Cause this is for everyone on Facebook who’s friends with me
Twitter and Instagram followers too, yes you see
Because all of you now are filling the void that she left
I’m using all of your attention to fix my heart’s theft

[Chorus]
It appears that right now I'm dating the Internet
Because the next girl of my life, no, she has not entered it yet
But when she does on that bright day
I’m breaking up with the information superhighway
So since the next girl has not entered yet
I feel like I’m dating the internet

[verse 2]
So every single like, every single double tap
Every single retweet, favorite, or comment back
Is the wood for my fire, the fuel for my lighter
It all lifts me higher, it’s my current desire
Cause right now I guess it’s attention I crave
Trying to use it as inspiration for better days
Cause without it all, feel like I’m heading to my grave
Cause it’s harder for me to hide away all of my pain
So now you know I’m “using” you, quote unquote
I’m in this relationship alone, riding solo on this boat
And all of you are the water which keeps me afloat
And have given me what I need, a little bit of hope
So I keep my head up, keep sharing my daily thoughts
On things that interest me, and things that I’ve bought
Because again it’s your reactions that I’ve now sought
Because at times the happiness it brings is all that I’ve really got

[Chorus]
It appears that right now I'm dating the Internet
Because the next girl of my life, no, she has not entered it yet
But when she does on that bright day
I’m breaking up with the information superhighway
So since the next girl has not entered yet
I feel like I’m dating the internet

[verse 3]
I think all my running and tweeting are more of a cover up
Ask me how I’m really doing and I’ll just bring the weather up
Cause at times I feel I’m good and I’m almost back there
And then something else comes up, and again life’s not fair
Cause this whole feeling physically better than I’ve ever been
Is just masking my mental state, masking the pain I’m still in
But you have to make due with what you have in life
So I’m stitching up my heart with everyone’s help after removing the knife
I’m patching myself up, I’m cleaning up this mess
Making sure that people know they still haven’t seen my best
Because it’s still to come, and the next girl is gonna see
I’ve learned from (all) my mistakes, so no repeating history
Cause it’s gonna be better days in the future
Filled with happiness and obviously plenty of humor
Cause I’ve started opening that up to all of you online
I just gotta keep my goals at the front of my mind

[Chorus]
It appears that right now I'm dating the Internet
Because the next girl of my life, no, she has not entered it yet
But when she does on that bright day
I’m breaking up with the information superhighway
So since the next girl has not entered yet
I feel like I’m dating the internet

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I'm Dating The Internet

New Dream   (1/6/14-1/16/14)

[verse 1]
So lately I’ve been going out again sharply dressed
Cause since I’m single, guess I need to dress to impress
Cause I just need to get that first glance, catch her eye
So that she’d consider taking a chance, with this guy
Cause after things get going, it shouldn’t be as big of a deal
If I’m not dressed to the nines for every single meal
But let’s not take this wrong, I don’t plan on looking like a slob
I’ll still do what it takes to continue to make your heart throb
I’ve just had a hard time when it comes to the initial first step
Mostly for fear of failure, which has rendered me inept
Yet once we’re over that first hill, things begin to pick up speed
Comparable to a roller coaster thrill, as I’ll suddenly feel freed
Of these chains of fear and doubt, so that’s when you’ll finally see
All the things I’m all about, all the things that make me me
And there will be no rest this time, there’s always room to improve
Even if you’re the rhythm to my rhyme, we’ll continue to make new grooves

[chorus]
So right now, you’re my new dream
Replacing the nightmares where I would just scream
But right now, you’re only my new dream
So we need to get this train moving, begin to pick up steam
So that right now, you could be more than a dream
And then we can see this all together, become a great team
And then right now, I could be your new dream
So let’s show this world how bright that we can shine and gleam

[verse 2]
So there’s a lot of people telling me, I need an older lady
Someone who knows what they want, less chance of them being shady
But the way it works out is I meet someone and I try and have a good time
Their age is not my first thought, it's at the back of my mind
But then when we get going, it doesn’t even matter then
I just try to keep her smile showing, cause that’s when I know I win
Cause physically I’m feeling better than I ever have before
Which gives me that confidence to be someone who’s hard to ignore
Cause that’s my goal, to be everything that you’ll need
You can fill this hole that’s in my heart, which then I will concede
It to you, and let you hold it in your hands
Cause I’ll be true, I just wanna be your man
I just want to find something else that’s worth fighting for
Which you’re making it easy to tell you’re what I’m looking for
So we’re heading up, don’t stop till we reach the top floor
I’m gonna make it hard for you to ever push me out the door

[chorus]
So right now, you’re my new dream
Replacing the nightmares where I would just scream
But right now, you’re only my new dream
So we need to get this train moving, begin to pick up steam
So that right now, you could be more than a dream
And then we can see this all together, become a great team
And then right now, I could be your new dream
So let’s show this world how bright that we can shine and gleam

[verse 3]
So physically and mentally I’ve finally got myself back in the clouds
But I’m still missing a couple things, one’s a girl I can make proud
And the other is a new job, but that’s now only a matter of time
Because I’m putting in the work, I’m on that daily grind
And there’s a swagger in my step, a change in my self image
You probably notice the effects, like Pop-eye eating spinach
A new haircut, and new clothes, and now even a new car
But it’s the same old flows, of how we can make it so far

[chorus]
So right now, you’re my new dream
Replacing the nightmares where I would just scream
But right now, you’re only my new dream
So we need to get this train moving, begin to pick up steam
So that right now, you could be more than a dream
And then we can see this all together, become a great team
So then right now, I could be your new dream
So let’s show this world how bright that we can shine and gleam

New Dream

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That Intangible Feeling

Song based on one of my all time favorite phrases.

Beat by Sean Original Music (soundclick.com/soriginalmusic)

"Three Words, Two Hearts, One Chance"   (8/6/2011-8/19/2011)

[Chorus]
Three words, all that it takes
Two hearts, neither of them breaks
One chance, is all that we need
Zero fear, so nothing's stopping me

[Verse 1]
I like to think I'd be a catch, but I first gotta get some looks
Everybody seems to think they've all read this book
But everyone knows you don't judge a book by its cover
You might miss out on one great thing after another
I've played it out in my mind over a thousand times
But when the moment comes, I forget every line
But that ain't stopping me from going on
With a feeling like this, I know I can't be wrong
And I try not jump right in to using the word love
Cause of tragedies in my past, but no need to speak of
Those, because I've already moved on, and now I'm here
And the way you look at me, I have nothing to fear
Maybe it won't be long before three words are said
Though I'm tryin not to let it all go to my head
We got that physical attraction, that chemical reaction
That's why I just want to be your permanent distraction
Cause I'm here to give you nothin but satisfaction
It's like one of your chick flicks, director yells action
So the scene fades in, and our movie begins
Except for this is a story that's never gonna end
Cause this time when I say the words, I love you
They won't blow up in my face, cause you'll know I'm being true
So prove to me I can again trust in these words
If you say them back, it'll be the greatest thing I’ve ever heard

[Chorus]
Three words, all that it takes
Two hearts, neither of them breaks
One chance, is all that we need
Zero fear, so nothing's stopping me

[Verse 2]
So I’m tired of heartbreak, tired of feeling used
Tired of being under-appreciated, tired of resorting to booze
People say open your heart and love will find its way in
You could be my medicine, just ask Dr Quinn
I always guard my heart, but for some reason not from you
It's been that way from the start, and I didn't know what to do
But its obvious now, I just gotta make you see
That you're the brightest star, in my galaxy
The way I steal your heart, you gonna think there's been a robbery
But then you're gonna realize that you would've gave it to me
Cause I wanna hold your heart, wanna hold it in my hands
Then we'll never be apart, know that I'm your biggest fan
I wanna be at your events, I wanna be by your side
I wanna run away with you, I wanna go for a ride
So here we go, sit back, and just let me drive
Feel the wind in your hair, I'mma make ya feel alive
Everything we doing got you on the edge of your seat
Soon our hearts will be in tune, marching to the same beat
Cause girl, yours and mine together, equals complete
You feeling that darling? I'm turning up the heat
Cause you’re making it feel so new again, like its the first time
Butterflies in my stomach, with you always on my mind
I'm drunk on your love, but I can still walk a straight line
People ask me how I'm doin; well with you I'm just fine

[Chorus]
Three words, all that it takes
Two hearts, neither of them breaks
One chance, is all that we need
Zero fear, so nothing's stopping me

[Verse 3]
There could be a million reasons for why this might fail
But there's only gotta be one reason for us to prevail
Cause it only takes one chance, one shot
For us to show this world, what it is we got
And there could be a bunch of people who disagree
But as long as neither of them are you and me
Then we can rise to the top, create a legacy
Its a fairy tale story, that's my guarantee
There could be a million reasons why this might be wrong
But it only takes one reason for this to be lifelong
Cause it only takes one opportunity, one risk
For us to find out we can create the perfect kiss
And there could be a bunch of people who just say no
But as long as its not us, we'll continue yelling go
So we'll put it all behind us, and start this show
In case they didnt know we're different, we're not the status quo

And so how did I finally get it all figured it out
I stopped showing fear, cause it was blocking my route
Decided what I wanted, then I just went all out
And so as you can see, I'm finally out of my drought
So now the beautiful girl is here with me on my arm
I vowed to protect her, keep her out of any harm
So with just three words, we joined these two hearts
And all it took was one chance, that's how it starts

[Chorus]
Three words, all that it takes
Two hearts, neither of them breaks
One chance, is all that we need
Zero fear, so nothing's stopping me

Three Words, Two Hearts, One Chance

I use this mostly as my outlet for things on my mind, and as a way to cope with things going on in my life. The "Em" both stands for emotional and is a tribute to my influence Eminem. The C Rog is just a nickname I was given back in the day. Enjoy.

EmC Rog

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