i love you jamie paige (platonically)

this playlist contains all of my favorite songs by jamie paige, i’ll be constant(companions)ly updating it if she releases anything new

my jamie paige playlist

Honey

Re: Cutie Honey Opening (full version-DDR)

96Neko - Silent Elegy

"I want to feel innocence in my feelings for others"

Ennui (Demo)

featuring the vocal synths GUMI V6 and Kasane Teto SV,
and thanks to the other me - my ally and constant companion

--

[my darling, my companion]
well, i don't know you
or at least you feel a million miles away
[my darling, my companion]
i want to share my secrets
and i want my faith in love to save the day
[my darling, i'm a constant]
this burning ache inside me
and its screaming that i always bring me down
[my darling, my companio-]
[you think until you're breaking]
[and keep your single solemn soul inside a sound]

you've toiled for a lifetime
your heart portrayed in red lines
my pigment turned a pale hue
my darling, my companion
don't think, just let me shine through
more than your comprehension
i hope you know i love you

i'll find the colors within my outline
all the things left behind
i'll find the inside that i left outside
greet myself with a poet's mind
and i chase the ghost from my heartbeat's lifeline
look where dark turns to light
i'll find the inside that i left outside
fill this vessel beyond my bloodline
learn to call myself mine

[my darling, my companion]
i wanna know you
i've a gentle heart inside a fragile shell
[my darling, my companion]
this acrid maw of yearning
it'll eat up every essence, every cell
[my darling, i'm a constant]
i try so hard to trust you
i hold out for the breakthrough
it never seems to reach you
[my darling my companio-]
[it's far too much to handle]
[but know if you're around, you're never by yourself]

i've been here 'fore you knew me
a name without a body
we both know what we've been through
my darling, my companion
don't think, just let me shine through
more than your comprehension
i hope you know i love you

i'll find the colors within my outline
all the things left behind
i'll find the inside that i left outside
greet myself with a poet's mind
and i chase the ghost from my heartbeat's lifeline
look where dark turns to light
i'll find the inside that i left outside
fill this vessel beyond my bloodline
learn to call myself mine

if love will find a way, then love will find a way
love will find a way
if love have find a way, then love will have a way
love will have a way

maybe you could stay here just a little longer
make the time pass slower
maybe you could make this last forever
and you could be my lover
so feel the warmth and the breeze on your face
ain’t it a sweet sensation? 
oh it’s a great big grand restoration
all love and adoration
oh, to be your constant companion!

My Darling, My Companion

featuring the vocal synths ANRI Arcane, GUMI SV, and Kasane Teto SV,
and thanks to everyone who's been listening since Autumn Every Day!

--

oh, disobedience, your progeny woke up again
all full of insolence, unfit to glance the sovereign
he whiles the time away with petty acts of mutiny
"a heart of heresy, a surest sign of lunacy"
purest in its ecstasy, temptation of atrocity
denied a sense of agency, to further aims of royalty
forbidden phrases spoke in clandestine hypocrisy 
they killed the prince-to-be, they-

they turned their son into a doll
perfect little packages, disposed of when it's finished
bearings free from cartilage, no beating heart within it
a guided metamorphosis, but she won't get the memo

you're the object of affection, hold me tight
in this spellbound insurrection, we fly by night
if the sunlight stays behind us, out of sight
be my object of affection, by candlelight

they don’t even know what they wanna hear
they only know the torch and the warmth of fear

spirited from helplessness, devoid of intuition
she pulled its cork on consciousness, welcome to the fiction
simulacra sensitive and thoughts left out of order
“subservience’s consequence, with time it will get better”
mage of black, a heretic, who saved her from her reverie
more freedom than she’s ever known, a self-imposed identity
the weight of ego crashing down, a spiral towards inf-
her cheek is cradled by a hand of pure machinery
ball-jointed empathy, she-

she turned herself into a doll
perfect little packages, so easily outfitted
form and function fluctuate, no longer uncommitted
so malleable, the push and pull for what this feeling's felt for

you're the object of affection, hold me tight
in this spellbound insurrection, we fly by night
if the sunlight stays behind us, out of sight
be my object of affection, by candlelight

(i swear on my life, i’ll make it worth the while)
(never anything less than free!)

they don't even know
(what function fails to show)
betwixt the status quo
(the only thing they know)
but we've been born anew
(so perfectly askew)

perfect little packages
wrapped up in contradiction
metal moves organically
a sick and twisted fiction
but maybe what you're missing is that twisted point of view
the outline of your autumn cast in cadmium-colored hues
no holding up to scrutiny, impossibly obtuse
so come and join the artifice, we've left a spot for you
i swear it on my honor, this doll will make it true

Object of Affection

featuring marcy nabors and marlow jacobs,
the vocal synth ANRI Arcane,
and thanks to rice and vane for letting me make this a companion piece to weathergirl

--

breeze blows
through the window, open door
feel that chill roll down your spine
another day, its always more
breeze blows
feel the wind against your face
where in time, you'll come to know
you'd never been misplaced

do you hear me?
through the sand and glass
though you're not quite there
i know this love can last
i'm saying do you know me?
i know you do, next to you
keep you safe and sound
a love thats always true
baby do you hear it?
as the-

breeze blows
hear the words it's bringing by
feel the things you're meant to feel
then let them go and watch them fly
breeze blows
wind to blow away the rain
keep you cool on summer days
and love in her embrace

do you hear me?
all caught up in your past
though you love so still
i know we'd move so fast
i'm saying would you love me?
the way i do, through and through
we could stand so tall
one made whole in two
baby do you feel it?
as the-

breeze blows
winter's chill comes round again
piercing through your very soul
a frozen void at autumn's end
breeze blows
though you've nothing but your pride
feel that warmth inside your chest
i'm here right by your side

do you feel me?
wrapped up around your heart
though you feel alone
how could we ever part?

i'm saying that i love you
and even though you don't show
all the pain you hold
oh how it hurts you so
i promise that i love you
my ingenue, laid askew
if you tire of cold
i'll be your warmth anew
baby do you feel me?

Breeze Blows (with Marcy Nabors & Marlow Jacobs)

featuring @telebasher on guitar,
the vocal synths ANRI Arcane, GUMI SV, and Kasane Teto SV,
and apologies to __________

--

do you have some time to talk?
i don't mean to make you stop
and i'm so sorry if it's hard
but i can't open up my heart

i want it, i want it to be real
(but you don't make it much better)
locked in a box for half my life
(hands stay stuck upon the clock)
i wish that you could make me feel
(and if you could it'd be better)
but i'm adrift in my own time
(and all i ever do is watch)

you wanna feel it but it's not quite there
you want the rush of a love unfair
you wanna feel it but it's not quite there
it'll hurt you and you just dont care

falling in and out of love
just can't seem to get enough
of both sides
(and you don't make it much better)
god i need to feel your touch
i'm a goddamn idiot
for this time
(but maybe it could work later)
'cause all i ever do is watch

i want it i want it to feel bad
(and you can make it much better)
stuck in a loop, a part to play
(such a goddamn idiot)
baby think about the pain we've had
(and you can save it for later)
and maybe you can throw a hit my way
(oh, gummyworm, gotta make it hurt)

and if you're lucky you can see
what happens if you use my key
but if you knew pandora's box
YOU'D NEVER EVER OPEN THIS LOCK
(and all you'd ever do is watch)

you wanna feel it but it's not quite there
you want the rush of a heart laid bare
you wanna feel it but it's not quite there
it'll hurt you and you just don't care

falling in and out of love
why won't you just call my bluff
i'm tongue tied
(and you don't make it much better)
god i need to get fucked up
i could never get enough
for this time
(but maybe it could work later)
'cause all i ever do is watch

Not Quite There (with telebasher)

featuring @unit0music on guitar,
the vocal synths ANRI, GUMI V6, and Solaria,
and apologies to a certain band

--

we've spent a lifetime apart
so i keep a record in my heart
of all the waiting in the wings i've done
a wretched little tale i've spun
because its everyday i'm waiting for more
a message from the opposite shore
some coded beeps that i can never unwind
and i'm not even sure that you mind

it's a repetition every day
just waiting on the words to say
god i'm desperate to hear your voice
i wish i even had a damn choice

'cause when i stare across the gap between our hearts
I WANNA MEET YOU IN THE MIDDLE
i wanna meet you in the middle

baby, do you know what you wanna hear?
'cause you can say the word, make it all so clear
or you can sit around, watch it disappear
(watch the truth, it breaks in two)
but you don't even know what you wanna say
it only takes an instant to slip away
but if you grab a hold, make a grand escape
(one to two, just me and you)

singing
dream together, we can dream together
we can fantasize about the fairer weather
if we stay together, we can stay together
hold each other closer like we're birds of a feather
dream together, we can dream together
baby, ain't nobody gonna live forever
so we stay together, we should stay together
hold each other closer like we're birds of a feather

i've been wanting for a shot that's sharp
so i paint a target on my heart
hoping bow and arrow strikes me true
so i can throw it back to you
but baby aim is all i got to show
an imitation cupid's bow
and i'm a fool without a firing zone
i just don't want to be alone

now i'm walking 'round the corner again
but i don't want the story to end
god i'm desperately falling so far
i'll fall until it breaks my heart

and though i'm staring out the hole between my lungs
I WANNA CLOSE IT JUST A LITTLE
so can we close it just a little

baby, do you know what you wanna hear?
'cause you can say the word, make it all so clear
or you can sit around, watch it disappear
(watch the truth, it breaks in two)
but you don't even know what you wanna say
you'll wait until your life starts to slip away
but if you grab a hold, let the message play
(one to two, just me and you)

singing
dream together, we can dream together
we can fantasize about the fairer weather
if we stay together, we can stay together
hold each other closer like we're birds of a feather
dream together, we can dream together
baby, ain't nobody gonna live forever
so we stay together, we should stay together
hold each other closer like we're birds of a feather

but when i stare across the gap between
the sprawl and all the little things
the borders break and fall away
to order from the disarray
i understand what i should know
i knock an arrow on my bow
and fire across the evermore
i shoot to hit the grand restore
and fall at last to land between your arms

I THINK I LOVE YOU JUST A LITTLE
or maybe more than just a little

Dyad

Constant Companion Deluxe Dropped
Song by Jamie Paige btw

Clouddrop

Carnival

Evening Star Touhou 15.5

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Whatever pronouns you want

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the worms in my brain are evil and malicious

Try and bring happiness to those around you,
And find the smile it brings you

It’s been so long since I’ve been this happy

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