at the end/beginning (prod. dedfaces)

PRIMI (Prod. Voltage)

the only way i know

Memorial

Just me, myself and Irene
Her mini skirt, my black jeans
High in the backseat
Lines off her Gucci
Yeah, they wish they knew me
Call me George Clooney
Your girl wanna do me
I'm tripping with Lucy

Feeling fucked up under club lights
Cameras flash in my eyes
Call her suicide
She makes me feel like I'ma die
Think I'ma overdose on you tonight

And this been driving me so crazy
How all this changed
Put in the work, so bitch, pay me
No, we're not the same

Nickelodeon, I'm all that
Gothic, I'm in all black
Pressure, yeah, we got that
Have her, I don't want her back

She smokes her cigarettes 
And I feel like a mess
She makes me feel dead
And I'm so into it

Yeah, I moved on
I got a ghost girl
She likes my new songs
We're in the overworld

777, drugs take me to heaven 
Making wishes at 11:11
Forgive me for, for my transgressions
You know that I got, I've got some bad habits

bad habits // 777 (prod. mt. silver x jewfy)

seeing us together
open heart
open mind
put the clues in order
circumstances
losing time
stress starts building
sleep it away 
waking to darkness
that feels comforting 
theres a type of way
you figured
i saw our future
it wasn’t a pretty picture

repetitive nature
quality 
beats quantity 
but who am i to make sure
live the life you want
create the art in your form
don’t let any body
tell you how to express
your pain and hurt

lifes not gonna get much better
than this 
shut your fucking mouth
ill never call it
quits
it could take my whole life
and still never make it
but ill be droppin the same shit
till I’m taken
away
from an unmeaningful race
of mindless slaves
the group doesn’t suffer
but if the individual is
pull the plug on it all
I’m done with it

old soul (prod. reaper)

produced by @3meokid

lyrics:

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

i dont wanna go back
but time is moving slow
and im feeling kinda nauseous
the meds just got me low
lower than the hole i already dug for myself
what am i getting into
i tried to quit life
but i guess thats a sign
i know u think im a fool
for trying
for dying

you put chains on my heart
every song that i write is about u and u kno its true
cause the way u make me feel is the opposite of blue

spotify

chains (prod. 3-meo kid)

I felt better after writing this one. I feel it clears things up

https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn

lyrics:

Nerve Damage (prod. Notmorgn)

I see the sand pour through the glass
Time slips away can’t keep intact 
Fit to fade but I’ll make it back 
2014 ended in a cold snap 

More morphine Benjamin retracts 
Turning up to a lecture… sorry fuck that 
Came down so hard fucking cement cracks
I miss Holmes handing me piece packed 

No movement in my leg with the knee tap
Numb to the core and they couldn’t even see that 
Rip out a dream now all I fucking bleed’s black 
Is my heart there and can you fucking fix that

Went through surgery, they’ve done all to me 
Tried to mend me with every type of therapy 
I learnt to live with it, concern I’m giving in 
Mom I got this I swear I’m fucking innocent 

Shit don’t really change, they reduce medicine 
I get the nightmares, then we fucking meet again 

Nerve Damage 
I could vanish 
I’ll manage 
In sadness x 2

I see the sand pour through the glass
Time slips away can’t keep intact 
Fit to fade but I’ll make it back 
2014 ended in a cold snap 

No movement in my leg with the knee tap
Numb to the core and they couldn’t even see that 
Rip out a dream now all I fucking bleed’s black 
Is my heart there and can you fucking fix that

✧ spotify ✧

nerve damage (prod. notmorgn)

Produced by Emerson James
Inspired by "Just a Memory" by Lil Lotus

Memory

produced and mastered by demxntia
@demxntia
@sushisai

cover for manga: misumisou

[lyrics]
grinding on my teeth
turn it into dust
everything is bleak
turning into rust 
down again
I can't breathe
down again
with my heart on my sleeve 
breaking these ties I just wanna go
troubled thoughts in my head got me slow 
I can't find shelter 
from myself

talking to myself censored words what the fucks wrong
angry voices in my head why my nights feel so long 
static in my mind
silence in my room
the wind is howling loud
what am I to do 

[suisai]
somethings so wrong when you're so used to
being controlled
rolling ever so slowly
down that broken road
think is there any place here left to go
see the sudden shift in
winds that used to howl
changes coming quicker
tho theres so much left to see
wish i wasnt such a coward
stuck in my own shadow
is this really how it has to be

talking to myself censored words what the fucks wrong
angry voices in my head why my nights feel so long 
static in my mind
silence in my room
the wind is howling loud
what am I to do 

[demxntia]
I don't know how long I can keep this front
I have a habit of breaking everything I touch 
I don't know myself as well as the mirrors does
always say I do but I don't
I don't wanna waste time no more
spend another night inside of my head 
I just wanna make it right for you
at least that what I'll say
excuses never go through

talking to myself censored words what the fucks wrong
angry voices in my head why my nights feel so long 
static in my mind
silence in my room
the wind is howling loud
what am I to do 
(X2)

silence w/ suisai & demxntia

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppiBREW5GpM


Mixed & Mastered by Alex Lulow 
@lu_lo

Tormented eyes
Piercing through the shadows  
You can hear there screams 
 And the cracking of bone marrow 
In between the seems 
 Of what seems to be 
 I can see  Through the veil
Can’t you tell  
There really is a hell 
 I’ve been there

  Animosity
Burning 
Inside of me
Tell me 
Have you
Ever Seen
Anything 
So crippling

 Devil
Inside
Of me
Won’t you 
Just let me be
These evil
Thoughts
Consuming 
My inner peace
Let me grieve

  Baby I’m burning up 
 I think i've had enough
So you can break me down   
Stuff me into the ground   
So you can break me down  Stuff me into the ground   

Oh 

Every time that I think I’ll be fine 
 Darkness soon plagues my mind  
The light of day means nothing to me
The light of day means nothing to me 


"Well then let us begin the ceremony"

"Even with your brains fucked, and your emotions sucked out, you're still alive" 

"from now on you will stay with our family and work with us " 

"Now, let me have your blood" 


Tormented eyes
Piercing through the shadows  
You can hear there screams 
 And the cracking of bone marrow 
In between the seems 
 Of what seems to be 
 I can see  Through the veil
Can’t you tell  
There really is a hell 
 I’ve been there

  Animosity
Burning 
Inside of me
Tell me 
Have you
Ever Seen
Anything 
So crippling

 Devil
Inside
Of me
Won’t you 
Just let me be
These evil
Thoughts
Consuming 
My inner peace
Let me grieve

  Baby I’m burning up 
 I think i've had enough
So you can break me down   
Stuff me into the ground   
So you can break me down  Stuff me into the ground   

Oh 

Every time that I think I’ll be fine 
 Darkness soon plagues my mind  
The light of day means nothing to me
The light of day means nothing to me