https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gdBWHDj5vU

Lost Trauma

Better Off Alone

Effervescent

Lyrics:

Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for
Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for

Wont pick up the phone
You don’t wanna call me anymore
Heart feels so small
If you aren’t with me then what's the point?

Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for
Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for

CHORUS
Where can I go
I lost my home
Missed ur cologne
Can’t find my own

Missed ur cologne
Can’t find my own

Don’t feel much better 
I never understood me anyway 
Won’t pick up the phone 
Might as well call me unknown

Feeling ice cold
Faces in the crowd leave me all alone
Tell me so I know 
Will I be able to see you anymore 

Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for
Where do I go 
I can’t find the things im looking for

The clock
Your face
The sound
The bass
You’re everything I work for
You’re everything I adore

CHORUS
Where can I go
I lost my home
Missed ur cologne
Can’t find my own
I adore you, 
Can you show me? 
Missed your cologne
Can’t find my own

Cologne

Real Tears has long displayed his passion for building worlds, atmospheres and feelings that linger long after his music ends. This was present in his Lost Again EP, his Guardian [mixtape] – and now, it is just as powerful in his latest offering: Exist. 

The new ultra-melodic, seven-track record sees him capture and harness a diverse range of emotions and styles – from synthy magic all the way to euphoric club tracks.

Available via SILK 26/09/2025

Exist

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beSomewHereNow

Eyes That Lie

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jwnL3JCVAA

Things are Working out 
Yeah like a muscle 
Girl I love you 
Sorry I’m an asshole 
I’ve been real bad 
But I’m a nice guy
In the coat check 
Thinking bout the next time 

That I see you 
Girl I’m see through 
Wonder if I’ll ever fucking feel true 
In my soul hole 
It’s so vacant 
Wanna die right now
On the pavement 


But the sun is in the sky 
Did I get too high 
I’m alive 
If I  believe in my own might 
I can blow my own mind
I’ll surrender to the light 

I’m bouta take a blue
But I’m not tryna take two
Cause I wanna get to know you

The things that I do
I can always improve 
feel bad for the fishes at Nobu

Its my first day alive
Its the cold air in my chest
Yea I had a hard time
But my present life is blessed

Feel the words leave my lips
Like They were my Cigarette
Just a body in a fit 
Its a puffer in a vest

And the life that I lead Is
A one way street yes
Im tryna back away from
The fakes and elitists 

Coat indoors
When I come home freezing
Poor circulation
Like a bulimic

Presence  (ft. postprosperity)

alter/ego

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alter/ego

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