Hi I love music it helps me with my anxiety it always has even more now with hard times

❤=Loved
❤️‍🩹=healing
💔=Broken
🖤=Depressed
🤍=Lonely
💙=Sad
💔🖤= suicidal
🤎=Normal
❤️‍🔥=Loved and happy as ever
ME=❤️‍🩹,🖤,🤍,💙,💔🖤

When I am alone, I think.
when I think, I remember.
when I remember, I feel pain.
when I feel pain, I cry.
when I cry, I break down.
when i break down, I have panic a attack.
when I have panic attack, I can't breathe.
when I'm done, I cut.
when I cut, I want to scream.
when I want to scream, I cut more.
when I finish, I wait for blood.
when blood comes, I go lay down.
when I go lay down, I die a little inside.
when I die a little inside, I cry to sleep.
when I cry to sleep, I sadly wake up in the morning alive....😔

Well somepeople might leave me for this but I think imma change some things and praise the God almighty!! Jesus christ died for me and I'm done living with that sin that makes me want to end everything hopefully you feel the change too!❤️‍🔥

Emmy❤️‍🔥