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[LYRICS]

I tried to tell you about your funeral
I missed the moment to call you beautiful
But we can't go back in time
Forever you were mine
But you have crossed the line of life
I'll see you on the other side

Cuz I'm left again
Broken and dead 
I can't forget those deep haunting emerald eyes

I tried to tell you about your funeral (emerald eyes)
I miss the moment to call you beautiful (emerald eyes)
But we can't go back in time
Forever you were mine
But you have crossed the line of life
I'll see you on the other side (emerald eyes)

Emerald Eyes
Emerald Eyes

I don't wanna die in this town
Let me just cry and come down
I don't wanna die in this down
Let me just cry 

I don't wanna kill myself in your garden
You gotta call for help when you want it

Cuz I'm left again
Broken and dead 
I can't forget those deep haunting emerald eyes

I tried to tell you about your funeral (emerald eyes)
I miss the moment to call you beautiful (emerald eyes)
But we can't go back in time
Forever you were mine
But you have crossed the line of life
I'll see you on the other side (emerald eyes)

Emerald Eyes
Emerald Eyes

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Blue Version

Emerald Eyes

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

He Said She Said

Detached

Way That I Feel

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

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Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

bruised eyes, you kick me down
chipped teeth now faced to the ground
warped vision, can’t get control
loose touch yeah where is my soul

like a dear on the highway not home
blank stare to your lights hit now alone
don’t go outside you'll be overthrown
the waves hit too hard now your overboard

it took me years just to get back on my feet
why do you still haunt me in my dreams
spend the night with the moon, hope he’s listening
I needed someone when you were never there for me

where do I fit in obviously not here
the wolves sing my name embracing all my fears
said it once, said it twice, yeah ill be fine
I need some space from myself to clear out my mind

HOUSE BURNER

its temporal shift in my mindstate you’re late
im trying to debate if im worth it, I hate me
cus you wanna block me out on the daily
im come to the conclusion it’s my fault lately

your eyes now water down to your cheekbones
its a hollow heart and an empty crosshair
your bones start to crack at the pressure
when you realize that you’re alone

medicate fuck me up in a new way
disappointed yea im left in the ashtray
you know me, im that kid whos forgettable
you did something that’s so unforgivable

hesitate, kick me out in the alleyway
winters coming and im lost in the picture frame
prescription ghost, you lost your place in her heart again
WHAT DO I DO NOW

cus I don’t want to be alone
yeah im crush down, im crushed down
your burning at the ends of my soul
cus it hurts now it hurts now

sinking down into the worst of days
didn’t make sense how I ended this way
sick to my stomach yeah
I can’t bear to look at myself anymore

my mother says I was always perfect
but I don’t remember the last time I could smile

I'M ONLY TEMPORARY

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

Take me to a wonderland
Keep me from falling into hell
Save me from myself again
Lately I've been giving in

Taking all of these pills again
Doctor tells me its illusions, they're all in my head
Something tells me the walls are slowly caving in
Vivid memories of a time where I would love this end

Slowly making paths
Dark halls lead to bright lands
Chained to beings in
Voided memories
 
Calls to 
All of the people that doubted me now
Yours true
emjaay is back and he's making it loud
Your fault?
Bitch I would place all the blame on myself 
I know
That I wouldn't make it without all this crowd

Sitting awake
Flashes of all of the takes
Dreams that don't fade
Won't go away
Won't go away

Stay in my lane
Myself that I pray
The future I wanted
With effort is made
With effort is made
Don't want it fade
Want it fade

Was a slap to the face
Put me back, put me back to the place
That I feared most
That I tried most
To stay away from, 
And you know its true 

Always stayed awake
Till the sunlight breaks
4:00am turned work to sleep
broke the chains I'm free
Wish it called to me
A void so empty
As I see I'm falling

I can feel it fall away
I can feel it fall away
Can it get out of the way
I can feel another day
I can feel another day
Going to waste
Let a dream fly away
Young jaay seal your fate
Think its time to face
Challenges made
Make it a pace
Make it to wonderland

Make it to wonderland
Make it to wonderland

Take me to a wonderland
Keep me from falling into hell
Save me from myself again
Lately I've been giving in

Wonderland [prod. smokerose]

Let Down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down

Call me a let down
Break out of the safe house
Inhale all the fallout
Rain 
From the dark clouds
Look up to see hell, now

Calling me a let down
You'd think that I know by now.

So
Get me the fuck away
Follow me to my grave
Suffering, seal my fate
Until it's too late

Coughing up blood
As my lungs fall apart from the 
Drugs that I used to take
Masked the pain

Shit used to keep me sane
Ruined my friends and my family
So fuck it, follow me.

Hope somebody shows me
That more to see in life
I've been lost inside this dream for too long
I don't wanna show
All my vulnerabilities
All of it falling on me
I see it closing on me
Cause I feel like a

Let Down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down
Call me a let down

Look back, choices I regret now
Fix the mind with a white pill
Temporarily stable
For a moment I'm able
Knew it wasn't forever 
Hurts more when you see it
Fall to pieces to feel something
Call me a let down

Let down [prod. CapsCtrl]

Stuck at a crossroads
Not easy to find where the path goes 
Hearing the voices of past ghosts
They lie to me now, what would I know?

Flicking the light bulb
The darkness consumes all that I know
Said I was stuck in a cycle
Took longer to realize but I know now

It's not easy to find it
So lost in, 
Dreams that I'm finding
Why do I feel so confided
I burnt the page
I cannot see where to love again

So easy to hide it
Shadows I've left, they're behind me
Look back I feel my heart sink in to nothingness
I cannot see where to bury pain

Cold in here
But I'm so damn done
With all this harm
Made a fool again
With my mistakes
So it's all my fault
Pointing the finger
It's right in my face
Such a disgrace  
Pointing the finger
It's right in my face
Such a disgrace

Drift into ether, cause I'm a believer
That souls can be deeper, starting to feel it
The pain getting steeper, till I leave forever

Why do they say that, pain is so temporary
When its all that I've known
So fucked, its affecting me

It's not easy to find it
So lost in, 
Dreams that I'm finding
Why do I feel so confided
I burnt the page
I cannot see where to love again

So easy to hide it
Shadows I've left, they're behind me
Look back I feel my heart sink in to nothingness
I cannot see where to bury pain

Crossroads [prod. APT.102]

Caught
In silence
I fought,
Doesn't feel right

My mind
Conviced myself it's all for you
But I tried
And it always fell through

I feel it 
It's coming
The end is slowly nearing
What takes me
Myself or
The things that I hold close

Hit another low again
It's a cycle that I never miss
Reversed love like a devils kiss

Eyes are locking on the ceiling
Contenplate like a teen kid
"I can't feel shit"

But what are you supposed to do?
Wrapped with thoughts nobody sees through
What I am I supposed to know?
Am I missing something, can you let it show?

As I feel it closing in
I'm losing it again

When the fuck is the right time?
Holding for hope that I'll be right
Lost alone in the night times
I'm Caught in
I'm Caught in

Caught
In silence
I fought,
Doesn't feel right

My mind
Conviced myself it's all for you
But I tried
And it always fell through

Caught in silence [prod. Wraith Nîr]

prod. Saba Lagrange
https://lnk.to/RekoDespair

Crossroads [prod. APT.102]

emjaay

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