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Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralasys
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me
  
Pushed myself through all the hell and back
I see their eyes laughing through the fake they held
Jaded eyes, feelings that I withheld
Just forget it, just get on with it

Passing signs, ghosts behind me as I travel far
Remember me for who I was not what I've become
Suddenly these feelings overwhelm my mind and all
Electric dreams of past events that I can't shake off

Take off
With the same shoes on
Never worry bout me
I'll be always be here for you,
Hazy
I'll be gone safely 
Chest is feeling weighty
I feel I have fallen

Take another step towards the light
Close the gates, it's past the time
Remember how 
I used to love life

Breathe in the cold air
Hallways of dead ends
Mannequins, their death stares
Lock me in, paralysis
Froze up
Anxiety
Hold up
Let go of me

hallways of dead ends [prod. Wraith Nîr]

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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pyrrhic - kiss (lil peep cover)

late nights

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wXRSXQCIBhHwZgwUmosFg?si=0094ee016f47432e 

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

I DONT BLAME YOU (prod. StoneSoWavy)

Odusx- pompeii

Back to Where I’m From

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

@sushisai
@lilduckk


I’m getting tired of this same old war 
it’s getting to me now it’s all so sore 
deep inside me all the words we’ve said 
it always triggered since the day we met 
just let it go 
you would never just let me know 
you always say it but never show 
you never do it just let me know just let me know 


sitting back watchin the world
Burn to the core until it
ceases the dust could wash away
all the pain
lost to the galaxy
everything gone in a blink
we never deserved that kind of
place cause

Watchin all this violence
Makes me sick
who knew shakiness 
a quake
could make 
a never ending change
now there's no turning back now
no time anymore

look around at all this gone to waste
Oh you know its such a shame
oh you know its such a shame

Same Old War

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Same Old War (feat. suisai) [Prod. WellFed]

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

lonely

I threw it all away on a bad gamble
I bit off more than I could chew, more than I could handle
I crashed the ship and then I watched that shit dismantle
I watched it burn to ash and I just can't let go

hallways of dead ends [prod. Wraith Nîr]

emjaay

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