this is a song I wrote a long while ago... I didn't properly record it but here is a little voice memo I wanted to share :)

I grew up across the vastness of a city I could never span, so I tore 
and it broke my infantile heart.
I've always been a guest in my home,
the warmth it would come, it would come and it would go

a nomad in the cold of the city
as I try to love its evil
but the devil's in me

I made one my fortress, the other the devil's cave
I found no escape until all worlds collapsed.
I moved out of town, made a home in my heart
where I know there is warmth

no longer a nomad in the cold of the city
as I try to forgive its evil
but the devil is still in me

nomad (voice memo)

birds fly in the yellow sky
I bet they can see you over there
where I'm not
oh I hate feeling this trapped
It's not everything I want with you gone
you call a different city your home now
spill your life out into foreign streets
now the only thing we share is the sky and a history

yellow sky

chocolate & flowers

chocolate & flowers (ft. whoisthisgabriel)

ihateyouiloveyou (voice memo)

new lovers (voice memo)

i think our hearts could've melted into each other one night.
that night I gazed up at you and shivered as you sighed
that night you swayed into me and softed your hot skin against mine

so I sit with your absence now
a physical thing in the room
and baby, I can see where ghosts come from 
because my thoughts of you

seem to all have your face
they all kiss my lips
trace their fingers down my waist
they're only thoughts of you but they make me feel safe

if ever a ghost is haunting me,
if ever a ghost is haunting me,
if ever a ghost is haunting me,
i'll give it your name

ghosts with your name

i know the sound of silence that is truly you crying
everything swallows you up and you feel like hiding
so when you drown in the rush of your thoughts
please knock on my door
i'll talk it out with you
let's go to the balcony smoke a cigarette or two
anything i can do
i'd do for you
please don't hide your darkness from me
i'm not as afraid as you think i'll be
i've seen the mirror, i can see you clearly too
have i told you i love you?
i love you

lolo

made this a while back in november <3 

lyrics:
lay your limbs down on my bed
i‘ll keep them warm 
twist your curls in the palm of my hand
the way you spin me round (and round)

I feel the coming winter deep in my bones
an ancestral ache, my body it knows
It may soon lay to rest  
It may soon lay to rest

you’d let me curl up in your arms
allow me to come home  
when i awake maybe you’ll reappear
i don’t know where to go

turn me over in your heart
so i can fall from your branch 
turn orange, brown, and die
tell me, tell me boy, that i can fly

coming winter

mulberries

white sofa

all you are is a dream to me now

we walked the beaches in summer
when you were still with me, so close
I got your call some months later
you told me you’re going to stay
for another two years 
and I don’t know how to do those without you
I keep thinking how I’d rather be with you
than stuck here
I need your hugs and your smiles
need your good advice
I need you back
need you back
want to see you every day,
I’m bored without your silly jokes
and laughing loud
when no one was around 
we would dance on the sidewalk
every chance we got
I need you back
need you back

need you

Personal Puppet

lyrics

can I make a bed
in your head
for just one night?
maybe I could sleep
escape my thoughts
and close my eyes

I dont mind the silence
its something to confide in
when your not here to keep me warm
everything seems foreign
but i’d rather be ignoring
all the things inside my mind

so ill take my time while im here
look at the stars
and forgett what they mean
that im only small
and times only short 
I’ll try my best not to be cold
feelings are hard
hard to explain
in my head things are easier to say
a ghost stole my words
kisses remain inside my head
Its just a fairy tale gone bad
a fairy tale gone bad
just a fairy tale

nightmares fever dreams
everything seemed so real
everyone left, no one cried
human fears can be funny sometimes

I don’t mind the silence
its something to confide
people never stay as long
all my days are boring
and i cant keep my thoughts from
flowing out my mind

so ill try my best while im here
but wish I was gone
cus I knwo that im not 
the one that youd call
and times only short
ill try my best not to  be cold
feelings are hard hard to explain
at night things are easier to say
a ghost stole my words
wishes remain inside my head
its just a fairy tale gone bad
a fairy tale gone bad
a fairy tale

everyone left, no one cried
human fears
can be funny sometimes

emma theresa

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