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holy snot! thats devin malone [prod. yung jza]

can’t go back

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ

//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

follow hateful

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

spotify

im good at being lonely cant u tell

@prodreaper @youngburial

i’m a little fucked up 
just a loser baby 
you could never love me 
leave before you hate me 
thoughts in my head i wish i could erase them 
but it’s not that easy

so stay away i really need my space 
so stay away i really need my space 

(fats’e)
if it was 2008
would u hit me up on MySpace 
We’d go to a show on a date 
but its not like that I’m not a kid anymore 

now I’ve got a lot on my plate 
And I’m getting older I hate it
and my past I want to erase 
so just stay away  I’m a burden and a bore

if it was 2008
will I live another decade tho
I really just need a little space
cuz it’s not like that I’m not a kid anymore

stay away w/fats'e (prod. reaper)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

ill be fine (prod. irby)

official video: https://youtu.be/nsRVpQbhiOs

prod, mixed & mastered by @youngburial

photo by @itsjaslee (instagram)
edit by @jungmicheal

lyrics:

(i said run it back)
couldn't run out
'nother gunman at the door
i was pushing hard 
i was young i wanted more
took all that i had and they left me on the floor

hundred bands, hundred dabs 
it won't work..
i said hundred dabs to my head and it hurts
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

i've been on my back
hurting ribs while i cough
running 'round LA off the yerb in the dark
i don't wanna talk, leave the racks on the curb
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

hundred days i've been popping the stack
wellness shots, taking L with the rest
living good, leave that all in the past
it's bout a month and 20 days until  this drops

i don't wanna talk,  leave the racks on the curb

goblin (+ nezu x malori)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

mixed by @foreignhype
mastered by @GRIMYBOI
produced by https://instagram.com/scryersdead?igshid=o7hy8ukf5du4

features: https://instagram.com/emofruits?igshid=92qgglursxzu

https://instagram.com/sappy_music?igshid=1kowhuc8gfqki

Rolls Royce - EmoFlyTrap x SsappyY x Emo Fruits (prod. Scryer)

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

walking on a tight rope
i do it w my eyes closed
u dont wanna be here
so why do u keep near
heads running off track
but you dont even know that
dont wanna be here
then stay clear

i wonder why
im wasting time
im losing it
u cross my mind
i cant forget
like all you did
like what am i doing

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

Rolls Royce - EmoFlyTrap x SsappyY x Emo Fruits (prod. Scryer)

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