Name: EmoFlyTrap x Alex Griffith - There's Sides of Me I Wish You'd Never Seen (prod. Alex Griffith) by emoflytrap in gbc
Duration: 3 min 47 s
Description: art by Mina Legar (@miiiiiina_legarrrrrr__ on Instagram)

perfect song for october 🤟🏻🤟🏻

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics 

i cant imagine it getting worse
u couldve told that i never learn
i couldnt answer before i turn
its homing a cancer thats never burnt 
i wish u knew how much it all hurt
i guess youll know when im in the dirt
u’d wish the same when im under earth

its over
its alright 
take time
youll be fine
the toxins
get released
my body 
gets erased
and i love it

i dont rest
ill take your breath
ill save you now
ull break me down
i know

i rip thru the sign
yeah
all of it sits in my mind
i got my plans and theyll work out in time
give me some time to get out of ur sight
i just needed someone on my side
im sitting back and along for the ride
im going blind sitting under these lights
i think ill head to a place less bright

i cant imagine it getting worse
u couldve told that i never learn
i couldnt answer before i turn
its homing a cancer thats never burnt 
i wish u knew how much it all hurt
i guess youll know when im in the dirt
u’d wish the same when im under earth

its over
its alright 
take time
youll be fine
the toxins
get released
my body 
gets erased
and i love it

Earthlings iii (hollowprpl + sorrowbringer)

caregiver.wav

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

#settlescores #emojerk #hyperpop #fortnitecore #sonicadventure2 #bop #swag #99swags

Settle scores feat Brecken prod. Cxrter.wav

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

lyrics//

most ppl don’t know the reason
you left that night

i’ll eat a mouthful of words
you wont hear me right

each time i try 
its for my family line
hope that when i die
that youre there waiting on the other side


when you left i never felt the same
when i go out now i hide my face

youre taking years off my life, im bleeding red
you saw right thru my lies and went to bed

im sorry about it
still mad about it now
one day youll find that, in more ways you let me down

bleeding red

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: sailor + @jolst

castle in the sky (prod. sailor + jolst)

19eightysix p. the ushanka boy

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. (hollowprpl x ash.)

she live alone on a love seat but there's room for two

love letter (prod. offkiltermanner)

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city
i took the 1 train to hell
and i got tipsy by whiskey
no whitney, but houston
linked me up with a bandit
who likes ***** in a bag
and doing **** on the transit
i handed him my heart
i said, "it’s made out of granite"
now water can’t break that
but he’s known as a vandal
he been known as a vandal

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
welcome 2 my wicked love confession 

i fell in love on a bridge
made of bricks and tricks
with a real good kid
who sport the crucifix
it was satirical
and he was rather lyrical
a pragmatic diplomat
i thought i’d take a dip in that
now little did we know
i was his river of styx
i broke his heart quick
off of too many drinks
i was sober by october
but before that i was loaded
and he never got his closure

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention 
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city

i fell in love on a bridge 
made of bricks and tricks

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fell in (prod. Quanza)

lyrics 
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty
i need to get shit together in my head
they think that i'm a psycho, i think they're correct
i don't have no feelings, i'm a fucking wreck
don't need a bitch or a car, i just wish i was dead
i don't have no money, all i got is ten
my family thinks that i hate em but i would kill for them
i got so many suicidal thoughts in my head 
they keep saying i should die but imma try again
sometimes i get high and it helps me forget
other times i'm crying until 3AM
i only feel alive on the weekends
i wish i could hold you tight against my chest
i don't even know what i am anymore
laying in bed feeling like a corpse
staying up all night and sleeping til four
eating all my feelings and i get so bored
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty

wake up ( prod. metlast )

art by Mina Legar (@miiiiiina_legarrrrrr__ on Instagram)

EmoFlyTrap x Alex Griffith - There's Sides of Me I Wish You'd Never Seen (prod. Alex Griffith)

PROD: @justalilnervous

LYRICS:
god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i’m a stranger in my own damn mind
a major pessimist with blue eyes
and a fucked up smile, 
facade
flawed daylight with a grayscale sky
the broad stay high in her pale face lies

i guess i learned from all my elders
they're all fucking story tellers
i’m the next best seller 
im tryna die like old yeller
i’m a wrecker with a record, 
i’m not proud of that
but all the errors in my letters
speak loud in fact

i wrote 
my demise disguised in dark rhymes
with a geyser in my chest
dry ice on my mind
i’m smoking-
loud and open
and i’m sipping on a potion
hoping death is round the corner
cause i know i’m fucking broken, i’m

i’m a sinner at dinner 
and in the morning i lie
theres no holes in my memory
just a blank fucking line
i stare into the void
and yet i scream that i’m fine
but my mother knows i’m crying
cause she hears it every night

i’m tired of living backwards
i just want a backwood full of hash
but damn, smack works
eating xanax for the panics 
that attack her
savage fucking actor
or honest with her craft, huh?

i got obsidion idioms in esophagus
too dark in the sarcophagus
i’m cussin at some cops and shit
i’m breaking up these rocks for a fix, damn
the new patek on my fucking writ
ice to water, under bridge
36, soon begins
cleanse my dirty sins
imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

dear god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i been looking for reflections 
in the walls of all these mansions 
i’m a Slut real Manson 
in the Garden with a handsome 
boy, yeah he told me that he loves me
imma break his heart 
make everything ugly 
i did it fucking once 
i know that I could do it twice 
don’t give me the chance 
know u rather live your life 
real happy and sober
and without a problem 
but I am just that 
using downers to solve them
im tiny and fragile
and without a father
i guess thats why xanax
dissolve in my water

EmoFlyTrap x Alex Griffith - There's Sides of Me I Wish You'd Never Seen (prod. Alex Griffith)

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