spotify ^w^

katamari +blackwinterwells prod. blossom

@mental
@odel007

wish i didnt wake up
need someone to show me love
and i thought it was enough
but its nothing like the way it was

i cant forget
cant get out of this mess
you made me feel so blessed
wish i could get some rest :((
(i need some rest)

move slow stay quiet
im tired of the violence
locked up inside it
dont know how i will survive this

careful when i go
i cant see it thru the smoke
i can never say no
couple days on the road
(i cant do it all alone)

could you separate our hearts
i miss the space between
i need to let you place your distance
i dont know how much you need
and they tell me its not mine to carry
i know its a lie
i could wash away your tears with mine
im looking for your light

nothing like +mental prod. odel

too late +wstdyth

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

@prodpitfall
prod me + @kojowav

[pitfall]
red and blue pills
like its 3d
copy what i do 
like a cd
take another 2
it aint easy 
yeah they follow what i do they wanna b me 

really i dont pay attention
can u please get the fuck up out my mentions 
h&k it got extentions
on the top of the roof with intervention

[emo]
go, go away
i dont feel okay ;~;
i wont do what u say
cant wait, theres no delay..

we're falling out
i tried 2 calm u down
its just me left now :c
im slowly bleeding out :c

u always wore me down :(
its so dark n its storming out
hollow eyes watching snow fall down o__o
its no surprise that i dont know how ._. 

[pitfall]
its just me vs. me
walk in n i spend about 3
cant decide who to be
ill stick around but i cant guarantee

shout out uly thats my bro, forever
she say that we dont talk alot, i think its for the better
i just wish i could forget her
yeah i think im lucky walkin round i got horseshoes on my sweater

i feel like im sg, can u blame me?
i dont keep a xd, im the same me 
and if u wanna feature gotta pay me
yeah im past all that shit I know u hate me

i dont feel okay +pitfall prod. emorave & kojo

@kggn @litothedon

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

im falling 4 it
i cant feel,, ignore it
where do i store it
i rlly wanna die but i cant afford it

nothings real i cant sleep uhhuh
no one hears what i speak uhhuh
i dnt care just delete oh well
life i cannot complete oh well

i cant run away cuz its selfish
ik its not healthy, ur not helping
im not ready for the fire that hell brings
im tired, im aching, i cant make it

so go and take it
all those smiles, i faked it
i thought ur love was sacred
i just sat there and waited

idk what u want
1 conflict im gone
i can barely walk
i dnt wanna talk, will u stop
i didnt think id make it this long

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

falling 4 it prod. kuru & litothedon

prod @twikipedia

i think its over but i dont know
everyones staring i wanna go
something is broken inside my soul
leave me outside within the cold

i cant make it to the weekend
i cant swim n im in the deep end
will u save me well it depends
crack u open like a keygen

i feel like throwing up
i cant rid of this feeling so i think im giving up
who am i kidding everyone knows im not worth saving
no im not gon listen when u tell me that im the bitter one 
im stuck with this sickness inside of me i feel like throwing up

ahaa but at least we going up
ahaa i fed u lies but u dont know at all
ahaa but idc it doesnt matter now
ahaa u r the last thing i wud think about

keep me inside
keep me online
myself i cant find
but i been waiting in line

i got infinite time
u pushed me aside
now is now im alive
im never letting me die

its everything
im panicking
im serious
im paranoid

lemme hear ur voice
ive been destroyed
cut me open
fill the void

deep end prod. twikipedia

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

ft @swagtastic666 @xxsyris
prod me

[swag]
bring the drugs in the club lemme chop it
off a xan im a zombie like richtofen
ive been smokin way too loud you hear me coughin
and i've been hangin out with emo so we locked in

and i've been hangin out with scene girls, mean girls, the meanest
i can't tell you how it feels but i know that i need it
shordy snortin way too much her nose just started bleeding
shordy snortin way too much while perkies double teamin

she said wow i like your eyeliner, thank you very much
i get shy around them pretty girls, you see it when i blush
got them thighs on with stripes on, give a little touch
give a side eye, i like him, but i think too much

yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
much 

[emorave]
can u kiss my lips again so i know im still alive
at the club with swag and katie yea we do this every night
u wont get my preset cuz i mix it different every time
pull up to the rave with like 6 guys yea its just my life

im on haight st with wastey
famous like im eighty
u think im a clone yea idc like lazy
get another check i stack it up it doesnt phase me
nothing matters in the end cuz all they do is praise me

yea they praise me
yea they love me
look up in the sky and what always sits above me
all i see is nothing
please just give me something
dont know what to do im so scared of what is coming

ill be fine, if ur always mine
dont look at the time, just stare into my eyes
breath in all the light, take away my life
never leave my side, i dont wanna die

[syris]
take a fuckin knife, slit my throat
i dont wanna be here
plz dont tell me that you lied
you already know my fears
yah they can watch us
but they cant get near
this love so replacable
i drop a tearr
hahaha tell me is it true now:/
blahblahblahblah wat u wanna do now
i dont care about this shit aymore
take my gun nd ill fukcin meet u at the door
bby im just playing maybe im not tho
i know that you hate me
but ur still my wife ho
takin over blowin up i get so emotional
i know i said id take you but you gotta go

fuck this +swag & syris

@cdgrl

[lyrics]
let me inside, angel wings white, you make me cry
back road, no street lights, cover your sight, telling you lies
dark night bleached eyes, make my teeth white, i cant see right
cut ties, blood covered ice, bring me to life, heaven's too bright

guess i can forget if i want to
bless me when i'm dead, i want you
dread, i'm scared, no breath, upset
confess my sins ill rest what haunts you

put me to sleep, down on my knees
roll up my sleeve, make myself bleed
keep myself real, make the time freeze
count while i breathe, keep me safe please

keep me safe please, wanna be real
make this time freeze
keep me safe please
keep me safe please
can we stay real?
can i stay here?
can i stay please?

i see right through it, look at nothing no music
sleep life i'm lucid, watch days go by its fluid

evil structures around me
slipping, black ice, i'm drowning
scary dreamlike surroundings
subaru, lights off, recounting

nosebleed, drowsy, u left without me, cant live without it
cold hands, slow dance, open doors, i'm broken

-

can you believe it?

lucid prod. cdgirl

track 7/7
prod me
ft @xxsyris

-
[emo:]
whered u go wheres my phone i dont wanna know
i feel slow i cant think take a adderall
count it 1 2 3 i cant count it all
u want smth from me? i dont care at all :p

im with wellsy taking care of business
get it out my system dont think i can fix this
its sold out? idc im on the guest list
dont look at my dms cuz im giving shawty kisses

spazz spazz kitty cat!
in the club im doing that
spazz, shawty in my lap!
poser ur a fuckin drag

spazz spazz kitty cat!
fly to sfo and back!
spazz, aww u look sad
lonely with no fuckin cash!

[syris:]
fuck ur girl she a mutt in the nightclub
cry a lot cause u want me I don't give a fuck
love it when u throw up
watch me hit my glow up
gotta skinny bitch who gon suck me till i blow up

ya ya i hit my dance in my white tee
hate on me bby what u need you cant top me
steal all of my swag what they say oh ya that's copied
stepped into the scene so obscene you cant mock me

im the fashion queen rocking the moncler kicks
see me in the party serving girls
we got hella bricks
rip out ur heart and eat it i don't give a shit
lied when i said i need it
ur a silly bitch

syris watch ur fame ur so popular popular
step into the street see the crowd full of photographers
do u luv me now spazzzkityy new pornographer
we can overdose nd watch the stars life philosopher

spazzkitty ft. syris

track 1/7
prod @blackwinterwells

-
[emo:]
go go fast just run till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring

cause you have to!
cause we have to!
if you fall back down imma catch you
ill stick with you like a tattoo
girl when ur sad im sad too

but its okay, i can take it
every single one of us r gonna make it
even when u cant smile gotta fake it
no matter what ur going thru u gotta face it

you can make it!
you can do it
ill help you 
get through it
just trust me
together
we have to
forever

just go go go go fast till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring
go go fast just run till you cant breathe
dont look back its not worth caring
they'll push back its not worth caring
doubts come back its not worth caring

gogogo prod. blackwinterwells

track 2/7
prod me

-
[emo:]
i dont know u dont talk to me
im falling thru the fuckin ceiling
out back in the dark cant fucking see
get out my requests ur a wanna be

spazz out! in the club yea im feeling silly
wake up every night in a different city
wait wait hold up hold on a minute
stood up 2 fast now im feeling dizzy!

oh i swear to god
going 80 in a neighborhood
bitch fuck the cops
off a addy and im feelin good
oh u not like us
take notes in ur notebook
oh helix up
with the team getting shows booked

go go done it all before
go go stupid hoe get ignored
go go with the bros in new york
go sleeping on the cold tile floor
  
oh no i got blood on my designer!
oh no i dropped the ash on dress, oh no
woah i look pretty right behind her
woah in the whole fucking scene we the best, i know

u a snake u a rat u a pest and ur broke
if the cig is from a girl thats the only time i smoke
in my pack its some illegal shit i got it on the low
get some coffee at a diner then we heading to the show

swear 2 god

track 7/7
prod me

-
[emo:]
i dont give a fuck go ahead and make fun of me
im a silly bitch in the club going crazy
they see that my music doing better so they hate me
i dont really care though i think its kinda funny

thank god for the money in my bank account woah
annoying fans in my dms i could do without those!
me n wellsy at margiela spending fuckin bands woah
emo shawty wanna fuck me i said come and dance hoe

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

pull up in a cute dress yea they jealous
free quinn nah im not talking kellin
she asked me whats in my bag but im not tellin
tall n skinny live forever bitch im elven

now we going out doors at eleven
we're not going back home till its seven
money longer yea my rax never ending
youd think im biden all these billions that im spending

im so glad im not broke
in new york, do a show
at a cafe with the bros
spend a thousand on a coat

emo bitch she on coke
she keep playin with her nose
they keep stealing my flows
all u do is scroll and post

i cant do it wrong every day i make a hit
made her favorite songs at the party getting lit
getting tired now, add some addy in the mix
on the dance floor shawty spin until she get sick

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

evergrace

prod me & @taylor

-
did it wrong
smoking fags in philly
i put u on
new pack im dizzy
keep me locked
in a different city
im super gone
doin lines of kitty

i wasnt sposed to keep trying
you fucked me over stop lying
cant stand the sound of you crying
took another dose now i'm flying

laying on the floor, feel like dying
goodbyes im gathering my things
feel nauseous, pain in my stomach
too fucked, cant read what im typing

give up, im giving
no hunger, wont eat
u cant control me
im always performing

last time swear to god
how im feeling feel lost
while you cut, cut me up
while i turn, turn it off

run me around
when i come down
cant be without
high in the clouds
cant hear a sound
i miss you now
bring me back down
bring me back down

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

prod us

-
im stuck inside of it, wont get out
xanax fill a cup with it, im barred out
ur fake when u fuck with it, no trust now
tonight im done with it, im safe now

we sip blue not mud
everfresh in my cup
hella snakes in cut
off the k now im up

spend a check just for fun
oh my god
chems in my blood
make it stop
fall asleep on her keyboard
good enough
i got blood on my sneakers
still i walk

everfresh ft. raithes

produced by me

-
wait for it
20 deep in the forest
gotta smoke a gram before recording
we gon leave if ur boring
true story
bought a gram for like 40
chill w bricks like a quarry
they gon scream my name they adore me

need a doctor
i been stuck in pain cant recover
feelings go away when i call her
please, i cant wait any longer

i dont act the same around people
cash american, bag illegal
i be chasing bread like a seagull
stuck in 2012 smoking diesel

can u teach me how cuz i cant get it down
hope its laced so i just feel my face on the ground
ud think that nobody would stay by now
move quiet, careful, don't make a sound

ill be gone
ill make sure u wont wait for long
huh, i'm ur dog
i hope u dont hate this song

i wudnt put it past me
look what u did are u happy
smoke gas down in cali
fuck fashion dress tacky

spent 50
taking lines till im dizzy
another pill could fix me
tell me i look pretty

i cant stay another day it'll break me
guess no one cares for my safety
if i tried to go, would you even chase me
take a pill, it's all i do lately

sour diesel

prod @cdgrl

-
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow
cuz the inside of my soul is hollow
itd be nice if u called tho
why do u live so far tho

if i went to hell would you follow
do u know what it means to be alone
do you know how it feels to be alone
do u know why it feels like im unknown

layed down and broken im bleeding im dying
u cant even help me it hurts when ur trying
when ur not in my vision it feels like ur hiding
pawing at the door and im whining

take another one, i wanna calm down
never satisfied unless im fuckin barred out
fall asleep in the morning wake up with stars out
only way im gonna stop is if i start now

yea watch my cry my fucking eyes out
yea i dont wanna be alive now
yea take another imma fly now
yea said im trying but i lied now

tor prod. freger & r000

prod @yumenikki n @prodsoma

-
smoke chronic
im toxic
i promise
i want it

im lost bitch
im helpless
you hate me
im so selfish

i got what
i wanted
i want you
to love me

so foreign
but its taunting
im haunted
but i profit

i cry out
i miss you
im nothing
not with you

i wanted
to kiss you
smoke solvents
crush crystals

so simple
superficial
im elusive
in the middle

team helix
we fiscal
i nod off
in new york
-

inspired by chelsea

pull/toxic prod. freger & soma

prod @taylor @cutspace
inspired by chelsea

-
i feel nothing im dead
molly rock in my head
keep that shit to myself
ill just get high instead

wanna feel like im there
miss my hands in ur hair
please why cant you just stay
keep me safe cuz im scared

mixing shit thats not safe
i dont care if im here
hold the vomit in place
i cant face all my fears

wanna cut myself im so mad 
oh my god it hurts so fucking bad
gonna bleed to make you all watch
cutting rocks up on the hot glass

want to feel like im there prod. taylor morgan & cutspace

@kiryano @taylor @sshinju

i dont wanna go
leave my home
did this on my own
need u no

i feel so alone
call my phone
prolly just decline
thats just how it goes  

idk
i change what i do
i change what i feel
i change me for you
im bulletproof

i took way too much
wna fuckin puke
throw the ball i run
wanna be with you

i dont wanna do it anymore
im in last place i dont keep score
off too much fallin imma hit the floor
im love with the pills i adore

u broke me to my core
i want it i want more
i watch you leave it hurts
i cant be ignored

thats just how it goes... ft. kiryano (tmo + shinju)

prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

prod me & @taylor

im a zombie
she want me
keep copies
i think its all me

its just me
please trust me
ur funny
want you to love me

above me
do u like me
you know where
where to find me

erase me
you chase me
i chase you
you played me

really just wait for the payment
lay my head down on the pavement
do it cuz i know how to fake it
xanax memory i erase it

relive that shit i wanna chase it
promise u then make an arrangement
full stomach prolly delayed it
i like percocet, molly my favorite

ur the only person i notice
die for life, live in a moment
crushin adderall i gotta focus
i do all these drugs, thats how im coping

kpins got me stupid, im clueless
fuckin hate my life i wanna lose it
i wont go that low, i wouldnt do it
hate that u dont trust, no way to prove it

zZzombie prod. emorave & taylor morgan

prod me

im lesser
percocet it make me feel better
molly rock it make me feel better
klonopin it make me feel better

whats left here
i just talk, i dont know what you hear
i dont know, i think i want you here
subtle moods, i cant make it too clear

reappear
im so fucking gone i cant see clear
let me go i dont want to be here
wanna cut, i dont wanna bleed here
hate myself, how could you want me here

wish i could stop time, i wanna stay here
wish i could stop time, i wanna lay here
if could id be here forever
so alone home is not a place here

so obsessed, i think youre my favorite
counting down, tired of always waiting
dont play games, i am not a player
all the things u left here im saving

cant get up, swear ill do it later
ketamine shots fuck a chaser
chew a kpin just for the flavor
sit for hours staring at the razor

bleed

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

gas to my face
i stay up anxious
cant stand my legs
i stay up pacing

want it my way
u think im faking
pain kill, go away
wish i could shapeshift

she just my favorite
highs what im chasing
lows what i run from
hide in the basement

give me a minute
give me a second
i feel so less than
im off depressants

i dont feel right
i miss percocet
it just feel right

want a good night
i miss good days
book a new flight
i count new days

im on self destruct and u save it
yea i guess molly feel amazing
i steal shit, i dont fuck with paying
i stay locked in dont fuck with playing

i shot two points n now im fading
geeked      updont know which way im facing
i miss foil burning i wan chase it
u dont talk, u just say the same shit

pill gon kick in
dope im missing
are you listening
i feel distant

stop the instant
hate progression
hate what this is
hate my leverage

depressants prod. jolst & taylor morgan

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i wake up, my body hurts
so painful, its just how life works
im tangled up in the wired
be careful, pull an all nighter

im special, foil on the lighter
im reckless, and im a liar
another dose im close to dying
we get close, im scared of finding

take xans for the flight i hate flying
take percs for the pain i hate crying
i spend it all on the dark web
dont wanna stop not even trying

im lonely. im so lost, dont where home be  
hate myself, think ur below me
i cant walk, downers, im ghostly

you chose me. i feel stuck. feel like you own me
why u here? u dont know me
prescription pills that i dont need

i cant sleep. im paranoid, think they all hate me
pills on me, they tryna call me
u cant try, nothin gon stop me

cables prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

i detach self
i get new health
u make new hells
bottom of the well

told me im wrong
told me im god
thought you got lost
thought you got lost

dont touch the walls
where do i go
i am so alone
named for my falls

cant fly away
i dont pass on
sin bound im cursed
shouldnt take long

end it all at once
cut my wings off
fall to the ground
im still me now

i detach self
i get new health
u make new hells
bottom of the well

told me im wrong
told me im god
thought you got lost
thought you got lost

old home prod. jolst & adrien

guess wrong, i lost
keep it boxed in, feel the cost
pressure, im gone
waste myself, lost cause

mess up, im locked
always me before who i love
dressed up, dissolve
need the pill to hit like right now   

k needle in me, lights out
im scared of what comes without
i dont talk, dont want my words out
i did wrong, my soul, it's cursed now

when i hate myself it hurts you
when i self destruct it burns you
give it all to do what i do
my fuckin oxy dose would kill you

wanna be someone else
only cared how i felt
take this pill fuck my health
did it all by myself

i done made my own hell
feel so bad, do it well
tried to walk and i fell
not a pill for this that could help

i just wake up early i dont choose to
i do what i want, what i choose to
geeked up, im gone sippin juice, blue
i get way to deep then i lose you

dont do what im told, how i learned to
u not cute so im finna curve you
i cant take one finna take two
shawty ask me what all these pills do

guessed wrong prod. jolst

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

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