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Die Engel

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

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🔻Lyrics:

#Verse #1
I was down on my knees, but now I’m standing tall
I felt echoes of past, but they’re nothing but small
Turned my wounds to wisdom, turned my pain into art
I’m painting my future with a brand new start!

#Verse #2
I’m the master of fate bending life to my will
They called me a dreamer, but I’m wide awake still
My life's like a book, so I write down new page
With every word I wrote I’m releasing my rage!

#Chorus
There's no doubts for me, the right time has come
With a spirit so free I'm unleashed, it's on!

Go!

#Bridge
Fuck you…
i'm totally unleashed (x4)

Yeah, it's on!

It's on! No doubts for me!
It's on! Time has come!
It's on! Spirit so free!
It's on!

#Chorus

It's on!

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You are a little liar
You are a little liar
You decieve those who are true
You decieve those who are true

You are a little liar
You are a little liar
A maggot conditioned
By your so called, ruler
A maggot conditioned
By your so called, ruler

Named
Your honor 
Judge of hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth
Your honorable 
Judge of hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth

You judge
When your ruler says not to judge
You judge
When your ruler says not to judge

He commands you
To do the opposite
He commands you
To do the same

He commands you
To do the opposite
He commands you
To do the same

For he is named

Your honor 
Judge of hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth
Your honorable 
Judge of hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth

He teaches 
False commandments
Opposite of the faith

He teaches 
False commandments
Opposite of the faith

For he is named
Your honor
Judge of Hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth
Your honorable
Judge of Hypocrisy
Deceiver of the truth

Judge of Hypocrisy

Hellbent

My small personal project — a mix of AI-created songs made to practice Estonian and explore new sounds. Each track blends emotion with digital atmosphere — alternative rock, metal, and post-hardcore meeting quiet reflection.
No big concept — just experiments, language, and the joy of creating.

Põlemise Kood

Three things: 🤘 music ❤️ videos ☺️ gfx
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