I can keep it all inside
I can keep till I die
I know that it’s all a lie
 But you know I really just don’t mind

I want to see
This absence inside of me 
I hear the void spiraling above my head as fierce as the sea
All in spite of me
Lost in chaotic harmony
I don’t know why I talk shit
But I know that I am exhausted

I know the end is near
 And I just want to be clear
Of the legacy, I leave behind in my own wake 
Cause you’ll all say my name, 
say my name, say my

I can keep it all inside
I can keep till I die
I know that it’s all a lie
 But you know I really just don’t mind

I know where your mind goes
When the world is too heavy to unload

Keep me away from the light
Keep your torches set to bright
I can be the strongest side of me 
If I would only let it free
I can’t keep it all inside
I can’t keep it till I die
I don’t keep it all inside
I won’t keep it till I die

2021

Chaotic Harmony

Untitled

Odio Que Mata

Reincarnation

Hundido [Instrumental]

I cannot believe 
I've been so deceived
By the hunger of spreaded knees
And I left your message unread, when will we talk again
And I'll leave your message unread, cause I'm afraid we'll never talk again.

Can’t believe I’m in the same old place
Running the same old race 
Wondering about your face
Keep myself that I know bound to my soul
Attracting forces come and go
I don’t know where I get off
On getting off to the thought of you at dawn
I can’t stop staring at your eyes
That are frozen in time

I’m frozen in time
I’m losing my mind 

I cannot believe 
I've been so deceived
By the hunger of spreaded knees
And I left your message unread, when will we talk again
And I'll leave your message unread, cause I'm afraid we'll never talk again 

Why live this life if you don’t live it free?
She said, “What’s wrong with wanting a family?”
I can’t stop thinking about you
But that’s nothing new

I’m frozen in time
I’m losing my mind 
I’m frozen in my mind
I’m losing my time

And I keep you in my head
Because I don’t think it’s over yet
There’s no more pages left in this book
No more time to obsess over your look
Just like the setting sun this story is all done
But keep in mind that love is blind
And I left my glasses at home tonight

I cannot believe 
I've been so deceived
By the hunger of spreaded knees
And I left your message unread, when will we talk again
And I'll leave your message unread, cause I'm afraid we'll never talk again.
And I cannot believe I was so deceived
I left her for the hunger of spreaded knees

Sending Messages

Keep dancing in my head 
Cause there’s nothing left for me
This place is dead now
And I need some ecstasy
Keep growing up on your time
There is nothing left here in my lie
I’m running out of air to breathe
There’s nothing left for free now 
But that’s all I need
To know that I still bleed

Running free
Into the sea
Running free
Is all I need

Do I, go find
The only thing on my mind
Though I’m confined
Behind my walls where I hide
You’re falling over rhymes 

You’re feet both shuffle with mine
I know we’re running my dime
You hear him calling but you’d rather be with me tonight
This party’s just me and you
We dance till our feet are blue
The sun keeps calling but we’re full, on starry nights
Oh, I’m not fine
I can’t be fine
Until you’re mine

Running free
Into the sea
Running free

Keep dancing in my head 
Cause there’s nothing left for me
This place is dead now
And I need some ecstasy
Keep growing up on your time
There is nothing left here in my lie
I’m running out of air to breathe
There’s nothing left for me now 
But that’s all I need
To know that I still bleed

You'd Rather Be With Me Tonight (Or So I Tell Myself)

Eat ass 
Smoke grass
Fuck all of my past
There’s nothing left for me 
Just the reason why I’m angry 
Eat ass 
Smoke grass
Fuck all of my past 
There’s nothing left for me 
Which is really why I’m angry 

I'm coming inside and I’m running a lie
And then we’re all fine
You see in my eyes that Im gonna fly
But it tonight 
Tonight I was wanna make you feel alright
Hold tight 

Eat ass 
Smoke grass
Fuck all of my past
There’s nothing left for me 
Just the reason why I’m angry 
Eat ass 
Smoke grass
Fuck all of my past 
There’s nothing left for me 
Which is really why I’m angry 
Always fucking angry 

Do you know I’m just a horny boy?
Just looking for his heart of joy
Cause you don’t know where you should go but you know it’s not me tho
Cause you’re better than all this 
Oh baby keep up with your progress
Without me, you're doing your best
Which is above all the rest

I don’t know why I feel this way
But I know there’ll be hell to pay
Idk why I feel this way
But I know there will be hell to pay
Cause there is no free fuck 
You gotta break their hear then Duck

You wonder if it hurt me too 
It didn’t hurt me like it hurt you
How could I be so callous?
Cause with my heart I am careless
I dug that hole there
It’s where I dangle my body to feel like I care like I care
You’re coming inside and I’m running a lie
And now we’re all fine.

Horny Boy

([groan] fuck this day yeah!)

And I see you in my dreams
Wondering what to do with me
And as I stare into your eyes
I know that I’d rather be blind
Then never see you again
Then never see you again

And I don’t know where to go from here
And I don’t know where to go from here
I’m lost in the shuffle
And I’m cleaning to your hands, out of fear
Of losing you

It all comes in waves
It all comes in waves

And these dreams, go on and on
Taking different shapes and forms
And I wake up in a cold sweat
Angry because you’re not the one that feels this way
Now I’m just a lying, cheating, sack of shit
Who just wants his love ones to take his pain
Oh god I’m gonna hate myself today
I’m gonna fucking hate myself today

And I don’t know where to go from here
And I don’t know where to go from here
I’m lost in the shuffle
And I’m cleaning to your hands, out of fear
Of losing you
And I don’t know why I feel this way
Cause I’m the one that choose not to stay
It’s all my fault but what can I say?

I know that you’re not alone
You’re living your life not living mine
And I’m sitting here wondering why
I was so reluctant to fly
Because I see
You staring back at me

(Let's go, let's go, LET'S GO!)

(Woo! Woo!)

We are, as we’re born
Two bodies as one
Displayed in beautiful form
And bathing in the rays of an unseen crime
Generating electric dust
Makes me wonder is love or is it just a must?

White Black

White Black [Demo]

Para Ti [Demo]

Time passes by
And I know why
I’m not very good at keepin up
Always getting distracted
By my own dissatisfaction
Still were you left me in the road
Still so far away from home

And I don’t know why
I wanna be someone before I die
This isn’t just some goal
It’s an obsession or so I’m told
Just you wait
One day all will know

28 losing fate
Givin’ into hate
I just wanna hang it up
Losing ground and there is no slowing down
So, I tell my mom I’ve had enough
Well, she’s dead and gone
I’ve been alone for so long

And I don’t know why
I wanna be someone before I die
This isn’t just some goal
It’s an obsession or so I’m told
Just you wait
One day all will know
I’ll never quit
I’m just a slut for this kind of pain
There is no way I’d give this misery away
This isn’t just some goal
I’m obsessive or so I’m told

Someone

“Last time I did a bit about I was gonna do some rapping
 but obviously, I’m not gonna do it again because it sucks if I do it again”
 
I know that I’d rather die
Then to hear you say goodbye
I cannot sleep and I don’t know why
These feelings keep me up at night

I know I want you to stay and fight
But I know that doesn’t seem right
I just can’t make up my mind
But that’s just me 
I’m never satisfied

I know that you’d rather fly
So I’ll pat my feeling behind
I’ll do my best to get you in the air
Fly away from here without a care

I know I want you to stay and fight
But I know that doesn’t seem right
I just can’t make up my mind
But that’s just me 
I’m never satisfied

With anything
With anything

I Hate Saying Goodbye

You know how I go
It’s so hard not to curl my toes

This place
Where we set our play
Where we act out all 
Of our wicked ways

Go on
Rebel
In the middle of the night, you call my cell

The windows start to fog
While our souls interlock
As the stars hang so bright
My prayers reach up to their height

So kind, in my mind
Makes me wonder why
You gave me time

And I loved you too
But we were not ready to be that nude

The windows start to fog
While our souls interlock
As the stars hang so bright
My prayers reach up to their height

You know how I go
It’s so hard not to curl my toes

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