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Nowhere Near. The lost remnants of forgotten dreams. If you enjoy any tracks or the whole album a Like and/or Repost is very much appreciated. Thank you <3

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Release Date - Sept. 28th, 2025

Nowhere Near

allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

i've run out of things to write
find me in the side of light
sweating little bullets i can't handle it it's blinding bright
u got mad at me for singing songs that never told u lies
im angry and confused 
but neither thanks to u
see i want some fucking answers
but none that u can give me
my mother always said that god would send me to her city
i don't even wanna go
i want to stay right here
i've fallen for this simple life and everybody here
the last few years were scary but it's finally looking up
now we're safe and sound and we can look around and finally see the trees
the willows weep for me

willows, weep for me

cross on my mind

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(LYRICS)
You’re not breathing, 
Write up all of my problems again, 
I’m so tired of loving all my friends, 
So back to the mountain where we had met, 
I keep drying out the pen, 
Trying to make sense, 
Of the patterns that you shed, 

You’re not breathing, 
So tell me who’s your god, 
Could he ever do wrong? 
So tell me is he really that strong, 
Or is he just like you are? 
He ever try to cry? 
When you forgot July? 
So tell me, can he fly?
Even see through the sky, 
Is he really so high? 
Or is he like you? 

Get a grasp, 
Hold yourself, 
Find your heart, 
You’re not breathing, 
Push your chest, 
Your target, 
Find yourself, 
Are you dreaming? 

Is he like you? 
Distant home, hear your heartbeat, 
I wish that you kept talking, 
I don’t know where we're going, 
Is this home all you’re showing me? 

Write up all of my problems again, 
I’m so tired of loving all my friends, 
So back to the mountain where we had met, 
I keep drying out the pen, 
Trying to make sense, 
Of the patterns that you shed, 

Get a grasp, 
Hold yourself, 
Find your heart, 
You’re not breathing, 
He ever try to cry? 
When you forgot July? 
So tell me, can he fly?
Even see through the sky, 
Is he really so high? 
Or is he like you? 
 
Distant home, hear your heartbeat, 
I wish that you kept talking, 
I don’t know where we're going, 
Is this home all you’re showing me? 
Is he like you?

breathing (like you)

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(LYRICS)
Trynna' find peace, 
So I can build me, 
But I'm still missing a piece, 
Yeah its so alarming, 
Shaking you awake, 
So I can see your face, 
Through the sunlight in your eyes, 
When your alarm rings, 
Don't you ever think, 
Maybe it's just the thought, 
Of ever being lost that you're scared of? 
You wanna fix it all, 
Pick up all the rubble, 
But let yourself go, 
Trippin and you fall, 
You never really call, 
I never really called, 

But what’s the point, 
With broken toys? 
What’s this noise? 
My old voice, 
But the killer is gone, 

If rot consumes i’m assuming, 
That life is sick and losing, 
But please don’t lose me, 
I’ll loosely stay above the water, 
I’ll loosely stay above the water, 
Please don’t bother to save me, 

Trynna' find peace, 
So I can build me, 
But I'm still missing a piece, 
Yeah its so alarming, 
Shaking you awake, 
So I can see your face, 
Through the sunlight in your eyes, 
When your alarm rings, 
Don't you ever think, 
Maybe it's just the thought, 
Of ever being lost that you're scared of? 
You wanna fix it all, 
Pick up all the rubble, 
But let yourself go, 
Trippin and you fall, 
You never really call, 
I never really called,

missing piece

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(LYRICS)
What am I, 
Doing here? 
With my fear? 
I don't know, 
Can I still heal? 
Still rebuild? 
Save myself? 
Save my soul, 
Is God real? 
Does it feel? 
Why does man, 
Dig a hole? 
Or will I stay, 
With my ways, 
Don't make me please,

nice goin'

adolescent dreams

the life we knew

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(LYRICS)
Your arms are sore, 
From doing chores, 
What your mother told you, 
What you are supposed to do, 
Expectations, 
Weighin’ on my chest, 
Holding close my breath, 
These expectations, 
Weighin’ on my chest, 
Holding close my breath, 

I just wanna play inside the weeds, 
And see if maybe god is there, 
That’s not fair but he- used my blood to write poetry, 
Used my blood to write poetry, 

I don’t know, I don’t know how to be, 
I don’t know, I don’t know if i’m free, 
I don’t know, I don’t know if it’s me, 
I don’t know, no I don’t know, 

Weirdly i’m home, 
Coloring books, 
In the nook, 
Weirdly i’m alone, 
In the lawn, 
Then i’m gone, 
Then i’m gone, 

I just wanna play inside the weeds, 
And see if maybe god is there, 
That’s not fair but he- used my blood to write poetry, 
Used my blood to write poetry,

coloring books

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(LYRICS)

salamanders Feat. Will Jordan? & MelancholyTree

take mine now
wait till my eyes black out 
where there’s still a small sound
in the way now 
it’s too much now 
how can i control how 
my blood comes out 
or how im sounding
talk with eyes
never without mine 
two gifts i open each night 
i guess that’s what they say right 
how can i sound out
every word for you and i
i feel so unable 
how’s my life 
why’d you ask about mine now
every single time 
i see this some how 
with my mind 
with what i lost now 
my teeth still want to find 
underneath

blackout

beckoning

not like that

you came back to a place
where nothing feels the same
now that we both made a mistake
but honey you came back
you came back from everything
we wanted to end

but everything you wanted
you could find in someone else
that isn't quite as lost or broken
as this left me

so actually lets close the door
and i actually will turn the key
and we'll actually start moving on
because actually
you want to be with someone else
someone with stronger hands
to find the balance of being held
without the burden of holding back
and i just want to be myself
around anyone

so no i don't hate you at all
we're all just looking for something to look forward to
the little single moment that stops the earth from turning
a little piece of something that makes this all feel worth it
it goes on and on and on

i look for it in everyone
i look for you in everyone

the balance of being held

silly love - daniel johnston cover

Two songs written and recorded in fall 2016, returned to and released in fall 2019.

Stream: levelmusic.lnk.to/WhatWelcoming
Download: germanerrormessage.bandcamp.com/album/what-welcoming-hand-comes-down

What welcoming was in me then?
What calming wind?
When my heart had opened up
accepting some wisdom

Homes full of holes
honey dripped in a
blue afternoon

What is comfort?
I am interested!
I am interested
I'm interested

I don't remember getting home
Tried to stop thinking

Yeah
I am fine
but not amused
Kind
but not excused
From feeling that weight

What is the loss that you've welcomed?
Who is the "you" in all your songs?
Go wear new clothes
my hair grows long

Do you know what the dream means now?
I was lost but it's okay how
I won't remember anything
Sing songs to the ground
About the way the language changed
No great unveiling

What Welcoming

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