listening to ally after a bad day makes the bad go away

i wish i had someone to make a love song about

Keep coming back to this song every day since I found it

this one my favorite, lmk if you down to collab, i fw ur sound hellla

tired (+xmichaelwarren)

produced by killedmyself

mixed and mastered by me

completely non profit


lyrics 

Where u going
I tend to fuck off in the moment
All of my tears started rolling
All of my feelings are showing
Not that im tryna be stoic
I dont not like to be open
Not in the moment and they took advantage
So i find it hard to be open
Trusting is hard when u know that
And talking is hard so just talk fast
Straighten her back
Straighten her hair
Take in it all just be glad u were here
Tryna be clear
U kept me sober for almost a year
U kept me locked up in some kinda fear
But now that im numb i just miss all the tears 
So heres toast to the jaded
And maybe one more cause im faded
Raising our cups to the wasted potential
Id say it a was borderline taken
A typical borderline patient 
Cause nobody know what im saying 
My head is not ledgible fuck what im thinking id say im better off braindead
I am not worth conversation
I feel that i am not changing
Stuck on a loop 
All of the same things that i keep replaying
All of the memories that put me in pain
If im feeling fine why i zero the vape
Freezin my brain
Cause down at my core
I do not wanna relate

if i can be clear (killedmyself)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

footsteps on the shore

SPOTIFY

yokai dreams - footsteps on the shore (ft. mr. nice ty) [iof]

carrie (prod. tunnA Beatz)

Prom is feeling boring
blood is pouring on my face
i feel the white hot boiling anger
feel it pulsing through my veins

they're like "congratulations carrie"
they'll regret this when they're buried
sensing such ungodly power?
they'll be dead within the hour

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

everyone is screaming
smile is beaming on my face
they're decorated with blood splatter
now im burning down this place

they're on their knees-begging for mercy
"please dont hurt me", so cliché
i have no patience for their tears so if they broke it then they pay

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

carrie (prod. tunnA Beatz)

produced by wisssery and noahmadethiss

can we slow down?
can't get to the phone now
make it stop
what'd you say? 
my bad i zoned out
i hate crowds and noises
that's why i don't go out
maybe one day i'll get better
just not right now

everytime I leave my bed its an endless cycle of fear and resentment
Even if everythings alright, can’t help but wonder why I live in the past tense
One step forward is five back
Missed a shot in the dark and it’s too bad
Six feet deep in the ground my remains still say you really didn’t have to do that
Forever the worst, never the best
You’re really toxic and that’s not a flex
got something to say, I invite you to test
Calling your bluff you just cap like the rest
Stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it, just push through the doubt
Deep in my thoughts
Stomach in knots
Im begging to stop
Just leave me to rot

Constantly fighting a war with my head 
sometimes I think I’d be better off dead 
everyone says it can only get better 
then why do I constantly wake up in dread? 
running in circles again and again 
i just wish I could be there for my friends 
forever the worst, never the best 
always talking that shit but it’s not with your chest 
everyone here’s just talking 
can’t pay no mind, gotta clock in 
yeah I took some l’s for a while
my mind is a prison, im locked in 
stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it just push through the doubt 
deep in my thoughts 
stomach in knots 
I’m begging to stop
just leave me to rot

leave me to rot (prod. wisssery x noahmadethiss)

@safeatlast

ive never met someone quite like u 
im still tryna find out why u popped up out of nowhere
but god i cant complain cus ur my somewhere
to go when the storm hits
yeah, ive been dealing with some shit for almost four years
i think im a little bit more grown up now tho
and i finally know what i truly need
i need a pretty fucking girl to hold me in her arms, right now,
someone specifically.
(grace)
i dont know much
but i know you mean every word you say
yeah, this shit happened fast, you're damn right
(damn right)
but what am i suppose to say when i feel alive?
(feel alive)
do you feel the vibe?
i dont wanna rush this, but i wanna thrive
my lifes a cycle and youre there to reset me
youre the first thing thats never really left me
you were there, i was there, and it felt right
if you were dying, i would stay up with you all night
cause i love you

grace

follow jolst

grace (jolst x homesick)

old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Other Streaming <3

who i am

prod. recyclebin x back2thapast

if you need me, ill be up in my mindd
countin days, countin time, dunno whyy
i know that ive been seeing straight death
word.
i can never stomach my breath,,

pull 9k in a lfa, while on the autobahn, dont know what im on
22 was ass, but i think 23 is u&me
while im off this gas, i feel my life is like a movie scene
im stayin' up, 
im stayin' up..
uh, uh..
i dont wanna see the sun! come! up! tho!
black bags like kuroki
blame life that im broken
(blame that im-)

blame life that im,
(hot and cold, dunno what i want!)
blame myself that i,
im not doing enough, im not givin a fuck,
i dont consider at all, .. i dont consider enough ;(..

AYE, IF YOU NEED ME ILL BE UP IN MY MIND!
COUNTING DAYS, COUNTING TIME, DONT KNOW WHY!
COLLECT THE PARTS OF MY SKULL I LEFT
AFTER THIS I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.
(ya!!>w<)

u could say it 2 my face
u could come right 2 my place
we cld run it up 2day 
pussy boy dont play ;)
♪yeah i pull up in a lfa, that shit got a turbo!♫
if you leave me then im done, fr
leave me when im ghost, fr.

blck bgs ; kuroki

Outtahea

lyrics:

bite your tongue
say nothing
i dont wanna hear a thing

looking at myself like why the fuck i got this rage within
ask myself this question every night
only time i get relief is when i stare into the light 

and i got the same stack of supplies
i cant change the meds and hope that everything will be just fine, no
i just got to find the inner light
looking deep i gotta switch on everything that i might like, no


i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me


i dont wanna pray my sins away
and i dont wanna feel like a mistake
i cannot erase what i did in the past
but i know how to grow and i feel like ive done so
but no one believes me
and i find it hard accept that im this easy to forget
i just wanna get some rest

i dont wanna pray my sins away
and i dont wanna feel like a mistake
i cannot erase what i did in the past
but i know how to grow and i feel like ive done so
but no one believes me
and i find it hard to accept that im this easy to forget
i just wanna get some rest


i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

i just hit a 14
i can not afford it
i been on the same ride
looking for a new sign
who u calling basic
bitch u lookin wasted
you know im inclusive
u wish that u could use me

grace (jolst x homesick)

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