shpwrt

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i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

i dont know if ill make it.
[cover art drawn by autumn, post processing done by me <3]
autumn > https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
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yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

get out of my face
you dont know what to say
anyway
anyway..
i might have to fake it
fake it, yeah
but i wont 
let it end me..
no, no..
i wont let her go..
i wont let her go...

yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

where i belong w/ emptychest, strivesad, noxiousnights, The North Shore & soulfade

..
what do you expect me 2 say when i fall again?
i know that i took a risk
why do you give a shit about me?
or what im doing
i thought you said ur moving
i guess im not as fluent
as i thought i was.
aye, dark cabin sunken deep in this april fog
i write my wrongs and all these songs in this soggy cot
wendigo love aint real
kept me staring at my phone at night
fuckin, dead.
you like to fuck my head
feels like you broke my bed
wish it was me instead
none of it will happen if i feel alright
i love you, can we meet again?
meet again.
MARKED ON THEIR ARM FOR SLAUGHTER
I LOVE HOW THE WINTER BOTHERS ME
THATS MY DOWN TIMES
THATS MY DARK TIMES
YOURE MY LIFELINE
FUCK IT, HES MY NIGHT LIGHT
I GOT REDEYES
CAN YOU PLEASE STAY THE NIGHT?
"S" FOR SUICIDE
NOT NOW MAYBE ANOTHER TIME
i write all my victories in blood stain
all that petty guilt from the past remains
i never really know what to say.

red_eyes

blood_stains (emptychest)

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

produced by wisssery & jolst.
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they ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

movin at light speed
i do not have time for that
i remember days when i was livin out my backpack
ive never been more uncertain
but ive never been happier for the future i see
grey cities 
toxic skies
black smoke
bad guys
battery
gas prices
no one really has what they need

and thats really the kind of disaster i see
(thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories. :(
(those memories)
(ill let this go..)

mmh.
ooh
yuh ahh
yeah x5
and tell me
if i ever do,
it wrong..
and thats really the kind of disaster i see..
thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories.

dead to me,
yeah ur dead to me
you aint ever motherfuckin been
there for me
hard
i know u dont have no guidance
u dont have a heart
i know u been trapped 
and u been lost inside the-
dark,
dark.

hey ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

(livin out my backpack..)
(livin out my backpack...)

backpack.

produced by Furyl@EVOMUSIC

mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..
☆
yeah..
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
to be alright
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
thanks for asking, i guess
but i dont wanna digest
the food heals my stomach
but the music heals my soul
ill just keep it quiet 
cause i dont want them to know
be alright..
☆
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
(i need to!)
(i need to..)
(i need to, yeah)
(i need to </3)
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking

i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..

how to love again

produced by nevrfall, artwork by @punimonnn on instagram

ive been grinding too long and im tired of waiting
on me
its all about who you know, and nothing else
i dont wanna spend the time to see where im headed
imma quit this shit because i dont like the setting
"you got a new fan", thats what they said, i appreciate it, but,
i..
ill never see the better side
this is a goodbye letter
it was fun, but i gotta get better
and you should know that i cant get it like this
so imma get it somehow else, i swear
its not what i wanted to do, but i have to
lifes pale like blue
youre someone i knew.