During the UK's lockdowns I found it harder and harder to keep my emotions in order. Constant stresses of college and not being able to socialise led for me to fall into a spiral downwards. However, on the third lockdown, everything took a turn for the better as I started broadening my horizons with who I talk with, and met someone that truly makes me feel relieved. Though I lost many friendships during this rollercoaster of a year, it was worth it for her. Thank you. This album is a reflection upon the emotional side of my journey during these lockdowns, and the changes it had for my lifestyle and my outlook on things.

12. Smoking Off A Starship [Outroo]

10. Snacking On Wheaties

prod GXSTSHIP

During the UK's lockdowns I found it harder and harder to keep my emotions in order. Constant stresses of college and not being able to socialise led for me to fall into a spiral downwards. However, on the third lockdown, everything took a turn for the better as I started broadening my horizons with who I talk with, and met someone that truly makes me feel relieved. Though I lost many friendships during this rollercoaster of a year, it was worth it for her. Thank you. This album is a reflection upon the emotional side of my journey during these lockdowns, and the changes it had for my lifestyle and my outlook on things.

7. Tomorrow's Gunna Stop

6. KillaBean [prod. Eclipse X Riipsk]

5. Migraines (feat. Kerem Goral)

4. Stimmy Cheque [prod. Joh66y]

1. Transparent Doors (prod. Shinju)

Went through a really emotional break-up, tried to find my worth and value, went to London MCM Comic Con as Tanjiro and that's how I rediscovered my worth - by making others smile and talking about our shared love for Demon Slayer.
Yeah idc if it's cringe. It's just the description of the song. Don't cry xo

Tanjiro [prod. TECHNOLOGY BEATS]

I'm about 80% over the past and ready for the future, yeah it was a massive lesson and I am a completely different person when it comes to some social interactions, but its okay. Life's about growth and development. You will never start from the get-go being the best version of yourself. So learn to love yourself and forgive the mistakes you do. It's okay to be harsh if you want only the best for yourself, just don't be so harsh that it causes you to 'go backwards'!
I really want to chill with my amazing friends (LOOKING AT YOU JUNIPER PLANT AND NYASHA) because you dudes were eerily vital for me figuring myself out + playing valorant together is wayyy too slayyy. Ohhh and massive appreciation to Roger, come back so we can just walk around in cosplay around London ty!!
Btw I found Feiign searching through beats on YouTube (newest uploads first) and I'm so glad, they're so talented and I hope them the best <3

Other platforms

Guardian Angel [prod. Barbiee Beats]

Boat To Nowhere [prod. Feiign]

Appreciating ft. Feiign [prod. Feiign]

Birds [prod. Eternalwave]

Pretty Girl [prod. Eternalwave]

Communication [prod. HeroinDior]

Other Platforms

Anya Forger [prod. Yusha]

Willy Wonka's Little Children (feat. ✧exiledmøe✧ & spookygoth✰)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/emrx_k/?hl=en

DjuFeelThat?

IG: https://www.instagram.com/emrx_k/?hl=en

Lyrics:

I got so many grudges of you
And yet I still wanna hold you too 
I dunno where imma go lil boo
Lemme figure it out real soon.

On my bed breaking down into fragments
And falling into pieces 
I’m pretty hopeless in your absence
Glue me back with adhesive

On my bed breaking down into fragments
And falling into pieces 
I’m pretty hopeless in your absence
Glue me back with adhesive

Grudges N Pieces [prod. Apes]

mixed by @kurtains
IG: https://www.instagram.com/emrx_k/?hl=en

Lyrics: 

Dreamer
Imma dreamer
Gotta beemer
Leaver
Imma leave her
Not gunna see her
Ribena
On my fourty waist
I got ribena
Schemer
Xanax imma lace
Coz I’m a schemer

Dreamer
Imma dreamer
Gotta beemer
Leaver
Imma leave her
Not gunna see her
Ribena
On my fourty waist
I got ribena
Schemer
Xanax imma lace
Coz I’m a schemer

Dreamer

IG: https://www.instagram.com/emrx_k/?hl=en
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Lyrics:

Do you realise I’m not fine?
I feel this pain
Heart is hurting over time 
Going insane
I know you wanted all my bags
And all my fame
I guess I’ll hope a better tomorrow
But it’s all the same 

I remember popping xanny at your frontdoor 
Watching stars as it rained
3am blowing kisses out the window 
Knowing bitch that your hating ain’t changed

I remember popping xanny at your frontdoor 
Watching stars as it rained
3am blowing kisses out the window 
Knowing bitch that your hating ain’t changed

Monotony

Art By @Vladisdyin
IG: https://www.instagram.com/emrx_k/?hl=en
Vlad's IG: https://www.instagram.com/vladisdyin/?hl=en
Beat by @nxcturnal_nxwhere
Music Video: https://youtu.be/rGg9DYsRVo8

Lyrics:

Imma poor boy
With a poor heart
Imma poor boy
With a sore heart
Lemme be your pillow 
You can hold me tight outta window

Imma poor boy
With a poor heart
Imma poor boy
With a sore heart
Lemme be your addict 
Your stuck in my mind, wanna have it?

I ain’t gunna lie to you
But you always say that
Let me prove it to you
But they always want that
She said she’s abused and used to the lying 
But when i wanted you so bad it was when I was dying. 

Imma poor boy
With a poor heart
Imma poor boy
With a sore heart
Lemme be your pillow 
You can hold me tight outta window

Imma poor boy
With a poor heart
Imma poor boy
With a sore heart
Lemme be your addict 
Your stuck in my mind, wanna have it?

Poor Boy (prod. nxcturnal)

whatcha wanna eat? whatcha wanna do?
ask me that question n ill prolly say u <3

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Lyrics:

No going back
I’m just on my own 
(On ma own)
Fuck my life (and)
Fuck all these hoes
(All these hoes)
Drinking henny from the bottle
Let it flow
(Let it flow)
Through my system
Then it hits like woah

Hits like woah
...
I dunno 
What I’m doing anymore
Passed out
With my downers on the flo 
Skirting fast in the Benz 
on the low
...
Why she pop another fo?

Heart is dead 
And lungs
Black from smoke
She wanted me and I wanted her
Now it’s a joke
I don’t think I can see myself in the mirror
Coz everytime I do i know imma hollow figure 


Girl
You got me so sick
What’s the point of life
Waking up at six (like)
Babe
I dunno
Do you want me
If I want you
B

Going Back [prod. Iceboi QA]

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k?lang=en

Deku [prod. Yusei]

@imodarka @metlast

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k
Odarka's IG: https://www.instagram.com/imodarka
Odarka's Twitter: https://twitter.com/imOdarka
Metlast YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

How To Dream (ft. Odarka) [prod. Metlast]

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Lyrics:

Did this shit for you
I'm...
Breaking my bones
Breaking my sweat
... For you

I just wanna live with you
No strings attached
Baby you can go date him
I’m not your man
We used to call on the nightstand 
When I went down on that 
You know i will always be here for you
So girl go move mad

I used to love
Waking up 
London got me fucked
Sippin cranberry crush 
Now I’m done
Now I’m gone
In a box
No locksmith to get me out
Self isolated goth
Let it off let it off

She want the Audi with aderalls 
She want it auto man
She wanna fuck up the club now
She want the autobahn
She wanna drive real fast
She wanna feel my inner man
Plant a seed in her head
Fuck 'er raw
No stance

Move Mad (No Strings Attached) [prod. Sahara]

@imodarka
IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k
Odarka's IG: https://www.instagram.com/imodarka/
Odarka's Twitter: https://twitter.com/imOdarka

Useless (feat. Odarka)[prod. Remghost + Sanctuary]

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Lyrics:
Wearing all black
No racks 
No face tats 
Yeah I love thrax
Make tracks
Forever 

Wanna love you 
Forever 

Cuddle you slow 
Forever 

I don’t wanna lose you
I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna die and met you in heaven 

Meet you in heaven...

At least I made her smile
I guess 
Shared my jokes 
Now she’s stuck as my ex

Smokin dope 
And getting by 
See your face
In the sky 
Can’t complain 
I don’t mind
When you left 
For the other guy

Like ...

Smoking dope
And living life
Hear your voice 
When I’m high 
Asking why do I lie?
Baby I tried
To make you mine

Forever (Heaven)

Scarz (feat. Klonic)

Smoky Breath (Want My EX) [prod. Sketchmyname X Vaegud]

idk why i kept this in tha vault for so long prolly anxious or somin idk can't remember anymore

Danny's IG: https://www.instagram.com/lovedannydreamer/
IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Reoccuring Dreams (feat. Danny Dreamer)

"i wish i could see you everyday"
"i know imma drug and i don't wanna hurt u"
"i hate how you don't talk to me as often"
"and i hate the way how i disappear so often"
just a song of all my regrets ig

Talking Stages [prod. Sobernap]

During Nov-Dec 2020 I found myself in the worse possible position feeling isolated and lonely. However, having energy to make music I decided to convert my turmoil and sadness into songs with uplifting beats, contrasting that of the lyrics themselves.
(p.s. Sayonara Bros is not to be taken seriously)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/boshirou/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Emrx_k

Acnescars (prod. Alb1no)

“Why ‘Boshirou’?” - The name is a blank slate that I can create my own meaning for.

-Self-Mixed-Vocals-

Boshirou

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