This is beautiful😍😍😍❤️❤️

Streaming/Buy: https://song.link/i/1444808738
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqvqAKuJ-HI

Dear Listener, 

This song is about growing up. It's about wanting to run away to somewhere, anywhere, nowhere. It's about a girl who fought with her mom on mother's day, and in her frustration, anger, and grief, wrote a song about it in her closet at 3am a year ago. 

It is for the girl I used to be and still am. The girl who hated the way she looked in this video so much that she only ate protein bars for a good year. The girl who will run on the treadmill for hours trying to run off weight, physically and metaphorically. The girl who still wonders if she'll ever be pretty enough because years of hate are hard to undo.  

But most importantly, it is for you, whoever and wherever you are. And I am sending it to you with all my love from a broken but healing heart.

With all my love,
ESAE 

Thank you to Elyonbeats for helping me mix this. Check his music out at: https://soundcloud.com/elyonbeats

a car going nowhere

Scorpio Song (better quality)

feat. @ruuizu

lyrics:

i can't sleep 
i'm out of mind tonight
with endless thoughts
i'm up in bed all night
i can't sleep
can you stay the night 
with me, for me

there's no need
for anything tonight
i just need you here 
in my arms, so tight
there's no need
just stay here with me

got a lot a worries
not enough time on my hands
but it's all right
when you're here with me
no, it doesn't matter

and you got places to be
so much more to see
but it's all right
cause you're here with me
and nothing else matters

take my hand
close your eyes
hold me tight
throughout the night

out of sight
out of mind
let's stay together
on this sleepless night

no matter if the sun and moon collide
just know i'll be right here by your side

take my hand
and close your eyes
let's stay together
on this sleepless night

sleepless night feat. louise may (demo)

instrumental: www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rxD4OYndkM

can't help falling in love // cover

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1GXEKgiYpA3pPCPGg2q3y0

k-indie x lofi hiphop 

the magicians: 
@love-sadkid
@chriswrightotj
@ciikki

art: twitter.com/lordohsew

lyrics:

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)


This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지
(You were hot and gasping for air
you didn’t stop and it was awkward)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

rhodes played live by the homie Steven

sample: CIKI - Baby Crush

support here <3

strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

Sleep is singing

Lying down on a hill.
Blades of grass behind.
Looking up, at the night.
Eyes close. Thoughts starts to fly.

I'll take you on a trip to the moon.
Keep your eyes wide open. Take off your shoes.
Let the stardust tickle your toes.
Oh there's some in your hair and some on your nose.
	 
Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
Don't take pictures. Memorise this sight.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
About to take off, so hold on tight.

Cocooned tight in your bed.
Pillow hugging your head.
Watching the dimming lightshow.
Eyes close. Counting sheep to ten.

I'll take you on a trip to the moon.
Keep your eyes wide open. Take off your shoes.
Let the stardust tickle your toes.
Oh there's some in your hair and some on your nose.
	 
Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
Don't take pictures. Memorise this sight.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
About to take off, so hold on tight.

La dee la da.
For a second real life doesn't matter
La dee la da.
Let the dreamers drift for longer.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
Don't take pictures. Memorise this sight.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
About to take off, so hold on tight.

Rocking on a chair.
Watching embers hop
Listening to the ticking clock.
Eyes close. You don't even hear the knock.

I'll take you on a trip to the moon.
Keep your eyes wide open. Take off your shoes.
Let the stardust tickle your toes.
Oh there's some in your hair and some on your nose.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
Don't take pictures. Memorise this sight.

Sleepwalking to Apollo tonight
Treading on moonlight.
About to take off, so hold on tight.

Creds
all- nalba

04/02/2018

apollo

i just wanna be close to you 

nourish. spotify playlists
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on youtube
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COLDAN
https://soundcloud.com/juannymood
https://facebook.com/daniel.yun.507

The Deli
https://soundcloud.com/the-deli
https://facebook.com/thedeli23
https://instagram.com/thedeli23
https://twitter.com/thedeli23

nourish.
https://soundcloud.com/nourish
https://nourish.live
http://nourish.live/discord
https://youtube.com/nourish
https://facebook.com/nourishmusic
https://instagram.com/nourishmusic
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~ lyrics ~

빨간색 converse 신은 너가 맘에 들어
어디서 샀냐는 뻔한 질문을 물어
어떻게라도 너에게 난 
가까워지고싶어서이런날
싫어하지마요 darling
i just wanna be close to you 
just lil bit of talk with you
넌 머리를 넘기구
maybe i'll think 'bout it tonight
그녀는 조심스러운 나만의 bim light
oh shit 빛이 나 from u from u
oh shit 빛이 나 from u from u
oh shit ur like ocean
따뜻한바람이 따라가는 너의 motion
내안에 가두고 싶어 like a jail
허나 넌 너무 순수하기에 i fail
ay ay ay i love u baby
i've been only thinkin' 'bout u all night lately 
say say say 너의말을 말해줘 
말해줘

watch on youtube

coldan - red converse (prod. the deli)

Can you feel the rain?

Thanks for listening!!! We worked MEGA hard on this track. We're super proud of it and are so excited to share it with you all. 

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[lyrics]
rain 
falls slow
dripping down my windowsill
uhhhhh oh
day
dreaming
about you and me 
uhhhh oh

rosy pink sheets intertwined
thinking back to your precious smile  
bubblegums not so sweet 
when ur wrapped in me 
rescue me with ur blue eyes
im floating in the oceans tides
ur so sweet that i got cavities

kiss me softly

sunday morning drives
afternoon picnic im lost in ur eyes
lovely morning dates
sharing a cherry red milkshake
my baby

how can I say that I want u 
how can I say that I love u 
how can I think about u all night
how can I say that I love u 
how can I say that I want u 
how can I think about u all night

Art By @yangryart on Twitter

Cavity (w/ Dummy Feelings)

Made This Yesterday 1am on a drunk and stormy night haha hope you enjoyed
It is called Clouds Touch because i believe thats what i was thinking about since it was raining outside.

Clouds Touch

this song was thrown together so spontaneously that i will probably wake up tomorrow and regret even uploading it. but here it is, after months of waiting, this is called moonlight. a song about my crush.

lyrics:
i’m tryna tell you how i feel now
dont think i can really tell you right now
heart skips every time i look at you now
you’re so cute my mind just says wow

girl, please 
can you tell me
what you really feel so i can feel at ease
i’ll make you happy
if you let me
but right now i just need to let these feelings out

would you listen to me 
girl stop just listen to me
yeah
would you listen to me 
listen to me right now

meet me in the moonlight
and we can stay until the sunrise
put your hands in mine
and i’ll take you to the bedside 

prod:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGm7umDQlQc

moonlight (prod. Zeeky Beats)

a bit of deja vu for the day one mazama listeners.. re-upload boys...

Cavity (w/ Dummy Feelings)

emysprout

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