This year will be my year. Starting with my first album, “They Don’t Understand”. This album symbolizes how lost I am in my own mind. Nobody knows who I am, even I don’t. I cannot control this. By listening to this album, you are entering the perspective of my numbness and pain. I hope you find peace and that my pain will be enough to numb your pain, even if it’s just a little. This year, you will get nothing, but the best from me. -The Album With A Mind Of It’s Own
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LYRICS:
They don't understand what's going through my head/
They don't understand how much I cry in my bed/
They don't understand the way I feel/
They don't understand the face I conceal/
They don't understand the pain I hide/
They don't understand that I'm dying inside/
They don't understand why I write my music/
They don't understand that I'm just tryin get through it/
They don't understand that I'm going insane/
They don't understand all these thoughts going through my brain/
They don't understand that I'm back and better/
They don't understand how much I love her/
She don't understand I wanna second  chance/
She don't understand that I wanna talk in advance/
She don't understand how much I really care/
She don't understand that she's beautiful toe to hair/
She don't understand how much I have to lie/
Oh wait, crap, she likes a another guy/
I mean, I know its her choice/
Yeah/
I just love her too much especially her voice/
Now what am I supposed to do/
When the best part of me was always you/
They don't understand that I'm nervous/
But they all understand that I'm worthless/

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CREDITS:

Prod. Bricksondabeat
Artwork: Enagin
Audio Engineer: R¿k
Mix and Mastered: R¿k
Recorded At: The Stu’

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