sad, melodramatic, melancholic, dark, gory, miserable...

dark enby

it's all the same even when you're far away
i wanna stay, even when i run away
hold me closer, hold me closer
i know it's late, but just know i feel your pain
anyway, just wanna say
i'm sorry babe
i was afraid, when i saw the rain coming your way
 
w h y
everything was fine till you walked away
n i g h t
you turned my days into night and tonight i wanna be your favorite
l i e
you turned me upside down
then you left and left me so lonely, now
all i'm looking for is your way

i started the war, now i'm begging for more of your giggles
got me begging for more, as a mouse on morphine i'm addicted
without you i morph into this monster with his big teeth, 'cuz
maybe my heart is a haunted place
and my love was buried, look
had this dream last night, except, you weren't in it
for the first time in four years i'm recovering ain't it?

moving on don't feel right
i missed you so fucking much
but then in the morning i'm like

i heard your name
repeating again in my conscience and then
thought to myself that i did the right thing
no need to pick up a pen and jot what i go through
i lied to you and myself though
i fucked us both i know
it was all a mistake (it's too late)
didn't speak it loudly but i vowed
i'll do whatever it takes; just to keep you separated from hell
i did my best and you couldn't tell
really didn't expect you'd disrespect me
but it's okay now, the curtains are closing, we're not close plus it's cold here

i keep telling myself

unnamed 4

why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(it's all the same)
why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(all you do is complain)
why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(don't you understand!)
why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(you were not a man)
why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(you were not the one)
why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
(she found a man)

nothing has changed you know
even though you're miles away
nothing has changed you know

unnamed 8

should i take action?
or should i let time decide?
and in times like these i'm alone
i wanna try change but can't go on
tomorrow is a heavy burden
it feels like time is on my shoulders
can i learn to not burn again?
but you're my only inferno

we spent the years all alone
we can't leave it shattered and let go
we can't hide we can't tear it apart
the universe was made to hold us close
we maintained the balance
between the bad and the good
we can't leave our dreams, if we try
i know it's gonna be so hard
now i know why it's so hard
days i cried i begged while you're absent 

and now i need some absinthe to leave you
and just pass away disappear
girl, don't you see?
i've tried i've tried  i've tried i've tried
now i'm tired
if the future was to hold us back
maybe i'll pray to god to make it fast
sometimes i feel all alone
no i can't go on
aching my nights to the sleep
but tears won't come out now

unnamed 11

why does it hurt if it doesn't matter?
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original: https://soundcloud.com/enby/unnamed-8
eli.ogg: https://soundcloud.com/elidotogg

unnamed 8 (eli.ogg remix)

unnamed 8 (remix by eli.ogg)

hi, i'm Enby, i'm a young artist, singer, and songwriter from Morocco.
i make music for different genres, i like to experiment with various musical styles, and i prefer to work on all aspects of my songs (from songwriting, arranging, producing to mixing and mastering).
my driving force as a musician is my love for creating music and my enjoyment of discovering new creative ways of self-expression, as well as my desire for helping people through the toughest moments of their lives, make them feel better or at least help them feel accompanied and not alone.