This song reminds me of the feeling of laying in bed at three in the morning, pulling the hoodie your loved one gave you and aching without their touch

Lift the blinds and pull myself together 🐇

PURGATORY

Garden

Needle And Thread

Fingers Crossed

Damn, standing at your front door
Wish I rang the bell
There's some crazy things with you
In my dreams I won't tell
I'm a little too anxious for you
There's a little too much to know about me

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up 'til they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
Boy, don't wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we make it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossed

Help, why do I have to keep this to myself?
Wrote a letter to you in blood that I'll never mail
It's a little too honest for you
There's a picture of us that we'll never see, oh

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up 'til they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
Boy, don't wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we make it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossed

I bit my tongue as they watched you run
Back from throwing rocks right outside my window
I'll continue keeping shut
With my foolish love, timing's always rough
Waiting for the right time takes a lifetime

The fish always sleep in, they swim in piles like the sheep
And the shepherd's drunk off the feeling
Of power, scheming and stealing
I got a shell that's protective, I swim alone, it's the best thing
My aura's been through finessing, I don't need to impress you
My value's too high, you think you can afford it?
When your water's so dry and you're lacking abundance
I'm not talking 'bout your pockets, yeah, your wallet means nothing
I'm talkin' spiritual wealth, how did your heart get so hardened?

Pearl in a sea full of clown fish
Iridescent when I shine 'cause I'm that bitch
Ballin' and we stay baroque, oh-oh
Baby, I'm born from the inner protection
Crystallized carefully to perfection
Hold me to your chest so close

Not just expensive but patient, it took me years to create it
Something so ostentatious that Judas found me allegious
Cover them with my graciousness, they wound me, I'm healing it
And fuck it, I heal them too, what mother of pearl would do
Pay respects to my process, I'm the oyster, the farmer
I'm the pearl that is harvested, polished, pampered and promised
Then I'm sold as a product to all the jewelry shoppers
The cliché couples who want me to fix all their problems

Pearl in a sea full of clown fish
Iridescent when I shine 'cause I'm that bitch
Ballin' and we stay baroque, oh-oh
Baby, I'm born from the inner protection
Crystallized carefully to perfection
Hold me to your chest so close

Mother of Pearl

Can't sleep, I won't eat
You're perishing before me
I'm panicked and rot at the core

Your words, they still haunt me
Like shadows on the concrete
The pain spreads like vines in my bones

Don't tell me that you're gone far away like that
I thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now I'm in the middle contemplating what my fickle
Heart really gained from the way that I left it with you

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

I hide in your corners, peak over your shoulders
It's strange how you're missing me now

Heart's breaking 'cause I'm gone far away like that
You thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now you're in the middle contemplating what your fickle
Heart really gained from the way that you left it with me

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

Death V2

Rarity I am, it's offensive
Got them on my tail and they're restless
Yearning to bottle up my sentience and transpose
Glowing green like heart chakras, melting
Pacing out my breath so I'm tapped in
Tuned to the station so I'm listening more

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the sky, from the sky
You should know that
I'm polished and refined
Tumbled through all the roughage
I am no accessory
A locket or display will suffice, pinky promise
You'll cherish all my sides, all my cuts and my edges
I am no accessory

Fertile like the great Aphrodite
Youthful shine got everyone fighting
Green like nature, green like their envious gawk
Expensive, yeah, I'm hundreds of karats
Jewelers' mouths stay open when counting
Drooling so much that they are drowning in love

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the sky, from the sky
You should know that
I'm polished and refined
Tumbled through all the roughage
I am no accessory
A locket or display will suffice, pinky promise
You'll cherish all my sides, all my cuts and my edges
I am no accessory

Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm

Emerald V2

I put the seeds down thinking they would grow sprouts
You brought the sun out, watered all my past droughts
Never would assume you'd consume all the fruit then just drop out
Didn't wanna grow, there's a cop out
Pulling all the roots and the crops out

You should cultivate more patience
Bit the apple when temptation hit
Blamed it on your inexperience
Never gonna change if you don't practice it, ah-ah

Left me all by myself to let the garden grow
Planted a seed and ran
Hey, where'd the water go?
Lay me on a bed of dead roses though
Dug out a hole and sowed, that's where your body goes

Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow
Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow

You don't belong here, fucking up my fresh air
I was on my hands and knees, you were in a lawn chair
Pissing on the soil that you spoiled, I was loyal to a coward
You were just a thorn on my flower
You checked out, I was putting in the hours

You should cultivate more patience
Bit the apple when temptation hit
Blamed it on your inexperience
Never gonna change if you don't practice it, ah-ah

Left me all by myself to let the garden grow
Planted a seed and ran
Hey, where'd the water go?
Lay me on a bed of dead roses though
Dug out a hole and sowed, that's where your body goes

Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow
Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow

Think it's time I cut the line and lift the blinds
And pull myself together
Took too long to move along
It feels so wrong to abandon all the effort

Bringing out the blade and trimming all the strands
Tying all the loose ends, pulling rubber bands
Thimble on my thumb, there's a mess when
Covering the blood on his hands
Can't believe I fell for it, turning all the screws
Never really worked, it always wouldn't do
All the corridors we went through
Only led me right back to you

As long as we're connected by thread on shredded fabric
Gonna wanna patch it, stitch it back together
Wear you like a sweater, baby
As long as we're entangled my feelings will unravel
Wouldn't it be easy? Fix it with a needle
Wear you like a sweater, baby

It's too hard, I'm hanging on just by the yarn
Uncover all the lessons
There's no harm in tearing off broken cloth
To sever the connection

Bringing out the blade and trimming all the strands
Tying all the loose ends, pulling rubber bands
Thimble on my thumbnails is a mess, man
Covering the blood on his hands

As long as we're connected by thread on shredded fabric
Gonna wanna patch it, hide under the covers
Hold you like a blanket, baby
As long as we're entangled my feelings will unravel
Wouldn't it be easy? Come back to the comfort
Hold you like a blanket, baby

As long as we're connected by thread on shredded fabric
Gonna wanna hang it, sew a tapestry
Stare at it forever, baby
As long as we're entangled my feelings will unravel
Why can't it be easy? Sew a tapestry
Look at you forever, baby

Needle and Thread

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

You're so jealous and possessive
Passive and aggressive
Paranoid and obsessive
You are, you are, you are
Indecisive, pick your lovers like your vices
Yeah, you're always self-righteous
You are, you are, you are 

Never meant to hurt no one, no one, no one
Sorry for the things I've done, I'm done, I'm done
Please let me out of this room
Can't be alone with my thoughts no more
Think I got a key but I don't see a door, oh-oh

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

You're so motherfucking greedy
Always stealing from the needy
Break hearts so freely
You are, you are, you are
Fake and cynical, so hypocritical
'Cause you fall so fast and you always get attached
And you cut 'em all out with no trouble at it 

Never meant to hurt no one, no one, no one
Sorry for the things I've done, I'm done, I'm done
Please let me out of this room
Can't be alone with my thoughts no more
Think I got a key but I don't see a door, oh-oh

Get me, get me out
I can't stand the mirror
I hear all of my skeletons calling my name
Judge me like a Catholic priest at confession
And give me your blessing to break through the void

Void

Blue stars running down my forehead
Cold wings flutter when they're moving
Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning
Laced with love, intensive grooving
They said, they said

I know how to make you go crazy every day
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)
Tease your mind and trick you, you really wanna stay?
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)

I know a way to make you lose your pace
Your trace, your trace
If you wanna run with the magic
Lose sight of the gravity of weight

Lips of sugar, I'm breathing pheromones again
Ooh-ah, ooh-ah (Ah)
Hands are tied and Miranda Rights don't mean nothing

Led me astray to the faerie soirée
Alone, alone
And now I wanna run with the magic
Lose sight of the gravity of home

Blue stars running down my forehead
Cold wings flutter when they're moving
Mushrooms everywhere I'm turning
Laced with love, intensive grooving
They said, they said
They said

Fairee Soiree

Rarity I am, it's offensive
Got them on my tail and they're restless
Yearning to bottle up my sentient transpose
Glowing green like heart chakras melting
Pacing out my breath so I'm tapped in
Tuned to the station so I'm listening more

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy 
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the sky, from the sky
You should know that I'm polished and refined
Tumble through all the roughage
I am no accessory 
A locket or display would suffice, pinky promise
You'll cherish all my sides, all my cuts and my edges
I am no accessory
 
Fertile, like the great Aphrodite
Youthful shine got everyone fighting
Green, like nature
Green, like their envious gawk
Expensive, yeah, I'm hundreds of karats
Jewelers' mouths stay open when counting
Drooling so much that they are drowning in love

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the- again
Okay, never mind, it's good, okay

Mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm
Mmm
Mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm
Mmm

Rarity I am, it's offensive
Got them on my tail and they're restless
Yearning to bottle up my sentient transpose
Glowing green like heart chakras melting
Pacing out my breath so I'm tapped in
Tuned to the station so I'm listening more

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the sky, from the sky
You should know that I'm polished and refined
Tumble through all the roughage 
But I am no accessory 
A locket or display would suffice, pinky promise
You'll cherish all my sides, all my cuts and my edges
I am no accessory

Fertile, like the great Aphrodite 
Youthful shine got everyone fighting 
Green, like nature
Green, like their envious gawk
Expensive, yeah, I'm hundreds of karats
Jewelers' mouth stay open when counting
Drooling so much they are drowning in love

They come toward me
But I decide whose energy
Fits my complex puzzle piece
So wait by my door

An emerald from the sky, from the sky
You should know that I'm polished and refined
Tumble through all the roughage 
But I am no accessory 
A locket or display would suffice, pinky promise
You'll cherish all my sides, all my cuts and my edges
I am no accessory

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