SHVDXW HVND (ft. GhostThaKid & Manhertz)

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

It's true
Nothing ever gonna change
It's true
A long time that I've been this way
So follow
Me to see this story lead
It's a journey I'm just stuck 
why not write about its end?

Newer me, its a start
Newer voice, newer lungs
Stopped the toxics coming in
Toxic out is through a pen

Folders stacked, full of stuff
Written songs, never out
Time to change it starting now, 
emjaays back, thank the crowd.

So close
So close
So close
So close x2

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

It's true
Nothing ever gonna change
It's true
A long time that I've been this way
So follow
Me to see this story lead
It's a journey I'm just stuck 
why not write about its end?

Promise imma keep on trying
Promise Imma keep
Promise imma keep on trying
Promise Imma keep

It's my downfall
What I'm known for
Start it over
Lost and sober
Spose I've grown up
Last songs spoke that
Nothings ever
Shown me better

it's my downfall [prod. Jolst]

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Produced By: 
Gaxillic
https://www.youtube.com/c/GAXILLICBEATS

Lyrics:

I cannot take no more of these of these forbidden lies
She tried to break my soul like a thorn in disguise
I had to pay my toll
Nearly cost me my life
You know
Oh
Oh
Oh

Sick and tired of empty conversations
Endless tragedy and complications
Every night ends up in confrontation
It's a pattern there's a correlation

If there's pain on the way imma take it
Cause the pain doesn't fade when you make it
You're insane if you think that I'm breaking
It's the game that we play and I hate it

I see a face in the ghosts everywhere that I go
There's a weight upon my shoulder and it's starting to grow
There's no limit on the feeling when you're falling apart
I'll never fall in love again it's left me mentally scarred

I cannot take no more of these of these forbidden lies
She tried to break my soul like a thorn in disguise
I had to pay my toll
nearly cost me my life
You know
Oh
Oh
Oh

I fucking hate my life don't feel love anymore
I don't feel safe at night room is haunted and cold
I cannot make this right and I'm covered in blood
You know
Oh
Oh
You'll never see me no more

If I die would you cry
If I lost to my own min
Feel there's nothing left inside
Constant thoughts of suicide

If I die would you cry
If I lost to my own mind
Feel there's nothing left inside
Constant thoughts of suicide

I cannot take no more of these of these forbidden lies
She tried to break my soul like a thorn in disguise
I had to pay my toll
Nearly cost me my life
You know
Oh
Oh
Oh

I fucking hate my life don't feel love anymore
I don't feel safe at night room is haunted and cold
I cannot make this right and I'm covered in blood
You know
Oh
Oh
You'll never see me no more

Written By:
- Aleksander Juzwin

Good Riddance

Lil Misery - Good Riddance

FREAKSHOW (feat. Saylem)

Bathtub Piraya - Holy Ghost

cover art by @devilboyxo
[LYRICS]
I'm tired of running away
I'm tired of flying all the time
and I've realized

If that's how it is, I don't want nothing to do with it
If that's who you are, I really don't give a shit
If that's how it is, I don't want nothing to do with it
If that's who you are, I really don't give a shit

If you don't want me back that's your loss
And if you think he's gonna love you better,
you're a lost cause bitch

I won't fucking have it this time
'cause I'm sick of falling asleep
with tears in my eyes

My throat is bleeding from the screaming you just heard
And I'm asking myself "was it worth it this time?"
My soul is seeking, mind is fleeing from this earth
but my body is asking if it's worth it this time

You even knew I had mommy issues
I even knew you had daddy issues
We both knew we had trust issues
Without you, I got nothing to lose

Without you, I got nothing to lose

Without you, I got nothing to lose

FREAKSHOW (feat. Saylem)

End in Sight

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