omg I love the beat what do you think of when it's just you and the mooj

i’m either numb or i feel way too much
i’ve come to terms who i am and how it’s just my luck
i always hated change i hate it worse involving breaking up
when i can feel i gotta front
i’m always acting tough
i’m missing all the days with not a worry in the world
cause now i’m in a daze just tryna make some sense of it
as soon as i climb out i fall into a deeper pit of darkness 
leaving me to wonder if i never found my way out
would i be missed

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

why do i feel like this
anxiety has got a hold on me it’s got a tight grip
my fist striking the concrete while on night shift
so many people but i still don’t know where i fit
i don’t wanna work a normal job 
i got dreams i could reach if i carry on
i have days when i feel like i could be on top
but then most of the other days i hate every single song

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

why do good people have to go through bad things
why do people like you more when you have a little fame
why do people have advice for you when they are not the same
why can i not explain the reason that i have this pain
i don’t know if it’s cause and effect
i don’t know if it’s something that i’m bound with to my death
all i know is that half the time i feel like i am dead
and the other half anticipate for when it comes again

when i open up my eyes
all i see and all i feel is leading to demise
the emptiness and shattered dreams the things that keep me up at night
the constant question what it means it got me looking to the skies like
like
like why

i'm either numb or i feel way too much (prod. cloud cadet)

new song with lxst boy, make sure to check him out

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Lxst Boy - stray lines (prod. Zaini)

SadBoyProlific - Misconception Ft Indii G [jungle - Vibe.com]

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

sadeyes - tendency

keegan
https://soundcloud.com/keegan-hay3s

8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

kam
https://soundcloud.com/kammichaelmusic

art
https://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.pinimg.com%2Foriginals%2Ff7%2Feb%2Fd8%2Ff7ebd8e5c4e0c867fcdc82f188ec3ce7.jpg&imgrefurl=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.pinterest.com%2Fpin%2F203154633161187445%2F&docid=XR13sy5TMCM13M&tbnid=PJY1bbLxY67ZpM%3A&vet=10ahUKEwiXwdHd2K3gAhWJJTQIHReWDl8QMwhPKAEwAQ..i&w=1280&h=1045&bih=608&biw=1366&q=drawing%20of%20fighting%20couple&ved=0ahUKEwiXwdHd2K3gAhWJJTQIHReWDl8QMwhPKAEwAQ&iact=mrc&uact=8

I like to look at the stars feat. Keegan Hayes (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

i couldnt get this on Spotify, should i keep trying to get it there?

4 am (ft. iriasona) (prod. caps ctrl)

Kam Michael - Us And The Moon (feat. Rxseboy & Mia Smith)

Jomie - Whats The Point

Discover Snøw:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fSVkkuijRIpxuvSqysYiP?si=sOLJYnTUT3eMYqS4Cd_COw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_callmesnow_/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv5FkNYxboERW_yuVsuZ_cw

Discover Poetics:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sdgbah9YMIS5jSYdyzpBP?si=5LduJMXRTXmZ5IdE4qgABA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodbypoetics
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prodbypoetics/

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=QMsf5S2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Thomas Reid & Snøw - Lucid (prod. Poetics)

My New Mixtape “LOST IN LIFE: A Mental Health Tape” is out now on all platforms! I cannot even begin to express how thankful I am for everyone who has stuck with me over the past years...truly mean it when I say I wouldn’t be here without you guys. I wrote the majority of this project at one of the lowest points of my life while I was stuck in quarantine going through a lot. As hard as it was to put my emotions on paper, I knew that my tough times would be able to help some of you get through your own struggles.

Make sure to share the project with everyone you know! Every extra stream, play and view helps me reach new people who my music may be able to positively impact.

Kam Michael - Us And The Moon (feat. Rxseboy & Mia Smith)

Endless

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