heavy in my head

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My Heart Speaks in Tones

They say it’s peaceful when you pass.
That the world slips away.
But no one says what it’s like
to still be here,
in the back row of your own funeral—
without a name badge,
just watching.

I drifted in like smoke on coats,
Still knew the route from childhood roads.
Same brick church, same leaning tree,
Everyone dressed like grief was a rule to keep.
Cousin Jamie hugged Mum tight,
Uncle Pete said, “He fought the good fight.”
They handed out sheets with my name in bold—
I read the words but didn’t feel old.

They grieved like echoes in padded walls,
Said nice things in careful stalls.
But no one mentioned my daughter’s laugh—
The only thing that truly lasts.
I watched, unheard, among the rows,
AWOL in the afterglow.

She came in holding Nana’s hand,
Little pink boots kicking at the sand.
Shouldn’t’ve brought her—was my first thought,
But then… she reached for something I forgot.
They gave her crayons and a paper rose,
She drew on the back—my name in gold.
I knelt beside her, mouthed "I'm here,"
She didn’t flinch… but blinked a tear.

They Grieved, She Knew
They wept like rain on closed-up days,
She stared right through the fog and haze.
No one spoke of her midnight fears,
But she’s the only one who still hears.
I stayed, invisible in the flow,
AWOL, but she still knows.

Casket’s pine. Earth’s soft and clean.
They dropped in lilies, and one ice cream wrapper—
she said it was "Daddy’s favourite thing."
Mum looked up, said nothing new,
But I saw her lips move, maybe just “you.”
A robin blinked from the leaning cross,
I almost followed—almost got lost.

But then she turned and looked at the air,
Eyes like mine, just unaware.
And for a breath, the world went still,
Like something else had bent its will.
She doesn’t know, but she’s my thread,
The line that holds me from the dead.
And something deeper than grief unfurled—
A quiet knowing:
There’s still work in this world.

I thought this was the end.
But she still draws me in crayon gold.
And maybe that's where the real story begins.

AWOL

Dripping in You

[Hook] You speak, and I melt like rain Every word got me soaked in flame Say my name like you own that claim I’m dripping in you, no shame, no game Your voice hit deep, got me laid wide open Spellbound, breath short, body soakin’ You the rhythm in my veins, no guessin’ I’m dripping in you, lost in your essence

[Verse 1] Yeah, I don’t need no wine, no spark Your voice light me up in the dark Low tone with a high arc Hit my core like a beat from the heart
Look, I bend time when I bend for you Thoughts spiral, lips write the truth Taste that lingers, tongue brand new I sip slow, get drenched in you
Backshots to my chakras, yeah You align me with no mantra Hands read me like scripture Got me baptized in your tantra
Grip me tight like we breakin’ rules Rough hands got me wet like pools You dive in, no need for tools Just body talk and bedroom jewels

[Hook] You speak, and I melt like rain Every word got me soaked in flame Say my name like you own that claim I’m dripping in you, no shame, no game Your voice hit deep, got me laid wide open Spellbound, breath short, body soakin’ You the rhythm in my veins, no guessin’ I’m dripping in you, lost in your essence

[Verse 2] I see that look, that bite of your lip And I part like waves, lose all my grip You press in close, my senses flip Floodgates open, my body ships
Stilettos scuffin’ that bedroom wall You whisper “stay,” and I give it all Tongue trace slow like a candle crawl Every lick make my tension fall
You pry my legs like pages wide Write your name where I used to hide Every moan I can’t deny Got me speaking in tongues, no need to try
My thighs speak wet in your dialect We moan truth in a steaming duet No safe word, baby, just respect And a love so deep, I stay dripping in effect

[Final hook] You speak, and I melt like rain (Yeah, I melt...) Every word got me soaked in flame (Say it again...) Say my name like you own that claim (I’m yours...) I’m dripping in you, no shame, no game Dripping in you...
Your voice hit deep, got me laid wide open (So deep...) Spellbound, breath short, body soakin’ You the rhythm in my veins, no guessin’ I’m dripping in you... lost in your essence

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