Afraid I’m gonna have to gatekeep this one

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im so obsessed with this song and your sound is chef's kiss

produced by me, maxchris, and jwayisthetruth

featuring @djembeofficial

instagram: www.instagram.com/endrisdeath/

fine by me (with djembe)

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

produced, mixed, mastered, and engineered by "endri"

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maybe i'm just a nuisance, to you
and everybody else
the mirage will consume me, thoroughly
leaving me unrecognizable

she taught a lesson to me
one that i'll never forget,
it hurt me softly
regretted it
five times (5x) over,
but i can't change things
take all my air
lock with my lips,
antagonize me
let your mind run free,
destroy all of my mean

i think we're way past when (when)
there's, different types of meanings to your ends (ends)
i've been digging my grave in your name
bi-bite my tongue
i'm not the same

sick and tired of waiting
on you confiscating
all of my moments from my palm
(moments from my palm)
your secrets, they got charm

maybe i'm just a nuisance, to you
and everybody else
the mirage will consume me, thoroughly
leaving me unrecognizable

she taught a lesson to me
one that i'll never forget,
it hurt me softly
regretted it
five times (5x) over,
but i can't change things
take all my air
lock with my lips,
antagonize me
let your mind run free,
destroy all of my mean

i've met all your friends
held my tongue once again
constantly tell myself "it's okay"
when it isn't anyway

cut my head off
got me running around
i look towards and
follow the sound
oh my god
tell me things i don't know
leave me just dumbfound
whine all you want
i ain't coming around

maybe i'm just a nuisance, to you
and everybody else
the mirage will consume me, thoroughly
leaving me unrecognizable

she taught a lesson to me
one that i'll never forget,
it hurt me softly (zeth)
regretted it
five times (5x) over,
but i can't change things
take all my air
lock with my lips,
antagonize me
let your mind run free,
destroy all of my mean

mistakes (feat. 9lives)

midwxst - in the chamber (blindspot + paryo)

produced, mixed, and mastered by me.

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this deja vu feels like it's so beyond me
i hate your touch oh, 
it feels way too alarming
it's not okay- but
i know we lost our parts (please)
feeling the coda, hope i-it comes tonight

this deja vu feels like it's so beyond me
i hate your GUTS oh, 
it feels way too alarming
it's not okay- but
i know we lost our parts (please)
feeling the coda, hope i-it comes tonight

this night feels so taboo
it's like i used to know you
now all my tears are full
they're dropping for you know who
but i can't go back
cause we're falling out
running through the patch
he has me so lost

i done met all your friends
and i hated them all
there's a lingering stench
she's been playing foul ball
i cannot make amends
with someone i don't want
he gon' make an attempt
told that boy to try sum

this deja vu feels like it's so beyond me
i hate your touch oh, 
it feels way too alarming
it's not okay- but
i know we lost our parts (please)
feeling the coda, hope i-it comes tonight

this deja vu feels like it's so beyond me
i hate your GUTS oh, 
it feels way too alarming
it's not okay- but
i know we lost our parts (please)
feeling the coda, hope i-it comes tonight

5x

endri

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