Midwxst - Heart

wasn't gonna release this but y'all wanted it <3

ONE4ME

produced by young elya

ig: @lonelyphantasy @roseyyesor

cigarette smoke ft. rosey

i wanna die (keeta)

cul de sac

prod @twikipedia

i cant do this any longer
my mind’s all over the place
no i’m not getting stronger
wish i could take my life and have eternal slumber
if i kill myself tonight do not text my number
you called but i wasn’t there
because i finally kicked my chair
rope burn slowly takes my air
cry out for help no ones there
im sorry i overshare
i know that nobody cares about me
made that shit clear
but i guess thats life
it’s not fair

take my life, i can’t stand it
i’ve been trying to heal my damage
spill my blood on a blank canvas
pray we crash this planes not landing

oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm
and if that cant hide it 
then ill go put bracelets on my arms
and i know its not healthy
but hiding my pain is something that im used to
and these drugs are not helping
but im turning to them because im tryna get through
this nightmare of life for nineteen years
things would be easy if i disappeared
thought i would change but i cant switch the gear
seasonal depression its that time of year
and i pray that it flies by
and if that shit doesn’t 
then i probably wont be alive
and if thats the case
then this is goodbye 
this is the final note
a suicide

fuck this shi-

goodbye

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

produced, mixed, mastered, and engineered by "endri"
@endrisdeath
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i can't think bout you
got my mind real muddled
turn in my tombstone
baby i feel troubled
slow the tempo down
while we fight and struggle
gave my two cents
and then you burst my bubble

i can't think bout you
got my mind real muddled
turn in my tombstone
baby i feel troubled
slow the tempo down
while we fight and struggle
gave my two cents
and then you burst my bubble

i missed your phone call
hold off
on cussing me out before i can explain myself
it's been too long
too long
since i have felt this way about somebody else

and she claims i'm the problem
oh, she tryna barter
my own heart away from me
i'll go insane for the cause, and
turn into a martyr
since we're losing our chemistry

i can't think bout you
got my mind real muddled
turn in my tombstone
baby i feel troubled
slow the tempo down
while we fight and struggle
gave my two cents
and then you burst my bubble

i can't think bout you
got my mind real muddled
turn in my tombstone
baby i feel troubled
slow the tempo down
while we fight and struggle
gave my two cents
and then you burst my bubble

rot, in, my, tomb, stone

tombstone

pretty

Guitar

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cul de sac

endri

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