Suicide Commando

mp3 snippet from "body machine body (demo version)" from SUICIDE COMMANDO, to be released on the new "unterwelt" single, out on Nov. 29th on Out Of Line Records. 
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suicide commando IIXIII body machine body (demo version) mp3 snippet

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Released on Metropolis Records may 20th, 2016

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Suicide Commando - Too Far Gone

From the Forthcoming Album "Caress of Sack" by The Master of Metal

May your Xmas be X-Rated and your Mother be Fucked! And may I be the Motherfucker, Eternally.... Sending Sex, Drugs and Metal to you, Minions.... tell your Mother I'm on My Wicked Way...

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

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They only come out at night

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Written and Produced by Roniit
Assistant Production, Mixing and Mastering by Nick Kaelar AKA: Varien
Album Artwork by: Hannah Purmort & IIZII

It’s crazy how long it takes us human beings to let go of relationships. We become addicted and attached to other human beings.  People we just met, people that come into our lives for years and then are gone and never spoken to again.  Sometimes it’s hard to accept that you spent years looking into someone’s eyes and sharing your deepest secrets, but will never have those moments or even see that person again.  It’s hard to accept that you imagined spending your life with someone, only to realize that they are not healthy for you.  You go back and forth, not wanting to let go, but knowing you are only doing more damage by holding on. This song feels like the final chapter of the book that is “my old life”.  




LYRICS:

This isn’t reality but I can still pretend

You’re always a tragedy that I don’t want to end



I couldn’t surrender you

Didn’t wanna face the truth

I wanted to feel you move

I needed to re live you



I wanted to look into your eyes

One last time

I was too afraid to say goodbye

One last time

Let me come and save you from the night

One last time

I know you can make me feel alive

One last time



I’m telling you I refuse to be someone you know

But I always lose myself when ever I’m with you



I couldn’t surrender you

Didn’t wanna face the truth

I wanted to feel you move

I needed to re live you



I wanted to look into your eyes

One last time

I was too afraid to say goodbye

One last time

Let me come and save you from the night

One last time

I know you can make me feel alive

One last time

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One Last Time

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mp3 snippet from "cut_bleed_eviscerate" taken from the forthcoming album "when evil speaks" by suicide commando

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suicide commando IIXIII cut_bleed_eviscerate (mp3 snippet)

mp3 snippet from "unterwelt" taken from the forthcoming album "when evil speaks" by suicide commando, out on May 3rd !

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Suicide Commando - Too Far Gone

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