the first bonus track off of 'look up, it's morning! (deluxe)'

update from  7/7/2021: thank u for 1k plays thats insane


this song means a lot to me as a creator. i often felt as if my work was unoriginal because i looked up to other artists for my style. that's kinda the story i wanted to tell with this album, that, its ok to have inspiration like that and my work is my own. that probably doesn't make any sense to anyone reading this but those were the kind of feelings i was having for a while. i felt like everyone had their own idea of what their music was and i was just left out. anyway dramatic rant over i had a great time making this and i'm excited to show u what i've been workin' on :>

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/mockingbirdofficial for mastering the track
shoutout to @willowhellebore on instagram for being an amazing artist
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/alaskabelle for existing (and also contributing vocals at the end ur so cool and swag)

i never felt what its like
to be satisfied with my work
i always felt i was falling
my face lay in the dirt

i never knew how to change myself, i never knew how to see
i call myself an artist because that's what i'm supposed to be

everyone knows what they're doing,
so why don't i?

look up, it's morning! (deluxe)

so-called artist

Life Forever

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Big Things - Life Forever

can u just reply
quit wasting my time
take too long im gon get high
walk dat bitch down with gen 5 
put one in ur drink
i cant fucking think
bitch im too high over the brink
watch your fucking mouth
i might tap ur dome
nigga run his mouth
he wont make it home
bitch im flipping packs on go
we can never fold
i might take yo girl
nigga u a hoe
yea my opps they smoking dih 😂😂
how tf is u all broke
nigga u a fucking bitch 
smoking on yo pack
how u hate on me u fat
nigga smoking on dat flac 
yea ur bitch ass is so flat




can u jus reply? 🤔🤔 prod qwerty

i had the vision but i couldn't see you.

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you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you in my dream
you were looking through a mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you, i saw you
through the mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

see you

this song was made on the roof of a rental house in san diego while watching the sunset.

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elevation

i just wanna go back to where it was before

youtube: https://youtu.be/yM2yILTbw40

enesai 
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i just wanna go back (aiden clarke remix)

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enesai - i just wanna go back (aiden clarke remix)

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TELEPHONE is a new charity album by the FORM community. Each track was created one piece at a time by artists who were not in contact with each other. All proceeds from sales and streams from TELEPHONE are donated to The Trevor Project.

ghosts

Seven Impala - ghosts

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enesai & yandrel - artificial affection

yeah let's run away.

made something i'm actually really proud of for the amazing https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele
i hope you like it <3
(free downloads enabled)

go support the music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxdtgB01o9E&feature=youtu.be

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https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele
https://www.instagram.com/jaronsteele/
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jaron - escape (sam hexo remix)

escape (sam hexo remix)

It's Hard To Use Words

i made this song for you tonight, i'm here to stay.

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lyrics:
i know, the way you're feeling right now
and i'm just tryna find out
how to fix the pieces of your heart
and i know, you're searching for a way out
high up don't wanna come down
i would try but don't know where to start

you got your dreams and i know that i got mine
but mine is less important if you are not by my side
i know it seems like i do not care at all
but when i'm on my phone you're the only girl i call

yes it's true, i know you know it too, yes you do
but you're worried 'bout the future and i'm worried bout it too
but i do not want a future if my future isn't with you
and i hate this feeling cuz you got me feeling oh so blue

late night's when i thrive
in the whip i drive
get you off my mind
one step at a time
the only time i'm fine
is when the music's high
and when you're by my side
this is not a lie
the weather's getting colder
and i'm getting older
gave me the cold shoulder
after what i told her
now you move away
but i'm here to stay
yeah i'm gonna wait

i know, the way you're feeling right now
and i'm just tryna find out
how to fix the pieces of your heart
and i know, you're searching for a way out
high up don't wanna come down
i would try but don't know where to start

here to stay

• over-thinker by heart
• enesaimusic@gmail.com
• https://soundcloud.com/the4boys

enesai & yandrel - artificial affection

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