RADIATION

Life and death, not life or death

Death does not need to have anything to do with killing, but we have created a culture in which we cannot know the name of death separate from a word for murder. In our minds, if our physical or psychic existence is at stake, it is necessarily a life or death situation, not a life and death one. Most sexual violence and the pornographic treatment of all the themes we have treated so far, hinge on this deeply dualistic consciousness.

When death is denied, life is denied

As long as death is denied, life will be denied as well. As long as death is denied, sexual imagery will be dominated by corpses and sexual exploration will consist of mechanical fumblings and violent ravings.

Until we are comfortable with the overall fact of death, we cannot be truly at home in our skin. In fact, it's likely that until we are genuinely excited not only by the fact of death in general, but by the inevitable approach of our own, personal death, we cannot fully know the physical
ecstasy which is available to us.

Far from being a patriarchal plot, the linking of orgasmic sex with death seems an inspired human intuition. It does not need to suggest some cosmic cruelty but may reflect an unfathomable kindness at the core of the universe.

Orgasm is about death, but that death is not - or does not need to be - the result of psychic murder, nor ego suicide, nor interpersonal violence, nor anything in the realm of cruelty. It holds the possibility of both annihilating and completely transforming us; yet it is not something we can or need to protect ourselves against at all.

Sex is how body finds it's link to soul

Perhaps this is because they have also decided that death is the enemy of life, rather than its most faithful companion and only mode of existence.

Death hands us sex as its child

Death circles life and overwhelms us with a presence so infinitely vast that it is almost impossible to consider on its own terms. Perhaps that is why it hands us its child, which is sex, to teach us this mysterious way.

Death, like sex, is without finality


P∆N¶KM∆G¶K- ∆CΩLD†R∑N∆

TRANSVERE INVERSION

DARK ART

CONTROL

STRANGER DAZE

OUT HERE WE DO BLISS

POST REAL

MYSTERY DRINK

OUR MAGIC IS REAL

DREAMTIME

HATCHLING

MUSIC TAKE CONTROL

PARHELION

CO SIGN

KALAMARI

TALISMAN

PLASMA LAGOON

THUNDERSQUEAK

CONSTELLATION

A collaboration from across many years and miles. Thank you Dad. Thank you Ren. 

The Time-Flower of Complete Awareness

I stood at the Doors of Perception
But blinded by the bustle
And anxiety of existence
I did not see them.
I stood in dumb silence
In blind grinding rage
Behind the curtains of activity
Which obscured the way
To Awareness.

I stood,
Until at last, by stages,
Amid the poetry
Of deserted streets and half-finished buildings,
In introvert moments encased in crowds
While herded in buses
While blasted on hill tops
While drowning in sleep
I fought towards the Doors
And pushed.
And the Time-flower of Complete Awareness
Was mine.

TIMEFLOWER OF COMPLETE AWARENESS ( ENIX-INRI ETERNIA DUB REMIX)

THIRD EYE RESEARCH INSTITUTE alumni
Studied : Musicosmology