I love this song ♥️ 😈 to my dad I know how u fell about that part .. he left me n he had kids n a new wife he pick them over me when I was he's frist he's blood he didn't want me in hes life with he's kids n wife 

Did Me Wrong

Pablow Astro - Big Fye x SCY JIMM

IN THE MOMENT

Enkay47 and Eon Zero reflect on depth issues of god, depression, and suicide.

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Confessions (Enkay47)

Problematic - Oh Lord
Verse 1:

When I get on the mic ain’t no telling what Im gonna do 
Writing out my life Ima spill it right in front of you
About to take flight ain’t nobody in my rear view
Whole nother atmosphere you’ll never reach my altitude 
Chasing down this revenue/ Smoke another dab or two
Always in my zone ya’ll know Ima speak the truth 
Never one to hate no debate Ima make it through
Gotta have faith/ find strength or you Finna lose 
Work around the clock I don’t ever take a day off
I never feel I do enough my mind it won’t stop
I overthink and overthink until my brain rot
Lately I’ve been so depressed praying that I don’t flop
If you ain’t showing no respect then its bye bye
I ain’t dealing with it if you wasting my time 
I got a goal got a dream and I’m about to shine
Im empathetic don’t forget it/ this is my life 

Chorus: 

Ask me how Im doing I will say Im fine
I bet that you would never guess that I was lying
I crack a smile but inside I am really dying
At war inside my head I think I lost my mind
Oh Lord please come rescue me 
Oh Lord oh lord come rescue me
Ive been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no get away from me 
Oh Lord please come rescue me 
Oh Lord oh lord come rescue me
Ive been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no get away from me 

Verse 2:

Been living on the edge I can tell I’m paranoid
Counselling and meds that is something I’ll avoid
You say you wanna help but only in it for the dollar signs
Here’s a pill take it on the daily it will ease your mind
F*ck that you don’t care about our souls though
But they will strip you of your money till its all gone
So much they hiding from the public its a dark road
Self therapy is what Im seeking all that I know 
Oh lord please forgive me for what Ive done
Ive been a liar/ been a thief/ I cheated on one
I still don’t know if I can love I got a long run
These bad decisions having karma come around son
Im still me/ still writing in my notepad
Still lost/ still my happiness it won’t last
Until I find my inner peace but the odds stacked
It’s been a struggle everyday you should know that

Bridge:

Im rolling up this weed because Im not okay
The people I had in my life all gone away
I say a prayer these feet they cannot fail me now
Oh Lord I need an answer Ive been reaching out

Problematic - Oh Lord

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Located in Portland, OR, alternative hip-hop artist Enkay47 (Nathan Kawaguchi) is an up and coming artist with a unique cadence and passionate, heartfelt lyrics. 
 
In 2017, Enkay47 started releasing original music and has since grown his fan base immensely due to his incredibly vulnerable subject matter and versatile tracks. From heartfelt storytelling songs like “im not okay,” which revolves around sexual abuse in his childhood. To raw, fiercely energetic underground bangers like “COWARD” and even haunting acoustic love songs like “Once in a Lifetime.” This artist’s skill set can hardly be contained by one genre. 
 
His music has received over 47 million streams and over 100 chart placements worldwide as of 2023. He’s been featured in The Popular Tv Show “American Dad!”, The Source magazine, Hip Hop DX, Music Crowns and Billboard to name a few. 
 
Enkay47 is currently releasing music regularly throughout 2023.

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