I was molested as well i am not ok either i hope you can find happiness in yourself drugs isnt the answer i fell into the drug life at the age of 15 i am 21 and im still not sober i smoke and drink in moderation anything more will cause you pain

I almost died from suicide and medication i was being forced to take death isnt the andwer i had that happened and i found out that i dont wanna doe so i made improvements physical things help a watch a tv setup a cat hell a glass whiskycupcollection

To all the men going through shit and mental health issues it’s okay to say I’m not okay no one will ever judge you fucking believe that and anyone who says different fuck them

every day i look at my reflection and i  was disappointed  in the i decisions i displayed   they are irreversible and i see that with this song

i relate to this song more than I am willing to admit..

man idc how many times i listen to this its always gonna pierce me in a good way. enkays music makes me feel so damn heard 🥲 thank you for making ur music and sharing these stories

Growing up, I dealt with sexual abuse from ages 8-12. I’ve always been afraid to tell my story because I didn’t want to appear weak or as less of a man. This is the beginning of my story.

im not okay

Located in Portland, OR, alternative hip-hop artist Enkay47 (Nathan Kawaguchi) is an up and coming artist with a unique cadence and passionate, heartfelt lyrics. 
 
In 2017, Enkay47 started releasing original music and has since grown his fan base immensely due to his incredibly vulnerable subject matter and versatile tracks. From heartfelt storytelling songs like “im not okay,” which revolves around sexual abuse in his childhood. To raw, fiercely energetic underground bangers like “COWARD” and even haunting acoustic love songs like “Once in a Lifetime.” This artist’s skill set can hardly be contained by one genre. 
 
His music has received over 47 million streams and over 100 chart placements worldwide as of 2023. He’s been featured in The Popular Tv Show “American Dad!”, The Source magazine, Hip Hop DX, Music Crowns and Billboard to name a few. 
 
Enkay47 is currently releasing music regularly throughout 2023.

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