soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/kyoakyo

i really couldn't be any happier than i am right now

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
I don't ever wanna let go
But I knew: This love was never gonna hold
Still though, I'm always wishing for the most
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

There's just a little left
Fight to my last breath
In the kitchen, singing
Making food at 2am
The memories I make with you, they're my favorite
Babygirl, I can't believe I'm bouta waste this
Talk on nothing, take my hand; This my last dance
Falling in with you is something that I really couldn't have planned
I'll never understand the way the world works
I'll never understand why I keep getting hurt

It shouldn't feel like this, I should be excited 
Left home all alone got reminded
Of the beauty of the place I resided
Of all the people, all the love that I might miss
Of having someone that I really can confide in
Of why I shouldn't walk away, you're my light, and-
No, I don't ever wanna let go

(It's all wrong, when did I lose the plot)
(Everything falls apart)
(I don't know how to stop)

[hook]

Every day I see you, it feels like I'm waking up for the first time
You're the only thing that wanders all around my mind; I can't get enough
Feel the tears in my eyes welling up cause I know
We've only got a few months 'fore I go
But I think I'm in love, I wish I never got close (not true btw i dont regret a thing)
You hold my heart but my souls headed home
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
I’m holding on
I can’t let go
Cause you’re all I want
You’re all I want

I wanted us to last for good
I did all I could
I wish you understood

(I’m still holding on)

Facing down at the floor
I’m chasing the steps now retracing
Don’t want anything replacing
What we had before
Why can’t you just stay?
I’m tired of walking away
This world is turning to grey
I don’t ever want to let go

[hook 2x]

{sidenote : this song is like 7 months old}

Holding Onto Hope w/ Xternalz [kyoa]

lyrics: 

bae, whatchu really see?
is it really me?
i tried to cover up
everything that makes me hate myself
y cant u luv someone else?
i can feel it start 2 melt
under canopies of fake facades
i cant bleed another drop
pls just leave, im not ur god
i can feel the squeeze of ur jaws

(from ur jaws)
(beauty in the open seas)
(from the jaws of a enemy)
(feel the teeth bury deep in me)

u ask me what is wrong between u and i
where do i begin?
inside the belly of a monster
let me in
no way 2 stop her
theres no innocence
desolation of a human
this rotten skin

(let me in)

bae, whatchu really see?
is it really me?
i tried to cover up
everything that makes me hate myself
y cant u luv someone else?
i can feel it start 2 melt
under canopies of fake facades
i cant bleed another drop
pls just leave im not ur god
i can feel the squeeze of ur jaws

(from ur jaws)
(from ur jaws)
(from ur jaws)

prod me
ty @pay for the help on this song

humandesolation

##Pseudo-Human

haven't slept the same ever since i met u...

featuring @51five
produced by me & @51five
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/qx92XMnzu9

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lyrics
@hiseph
i swear that it's all played out
let it all fall down in a moment
don't even kno what 2 say 2 you
when i try
i just end up choking

i take another pill when you cross my mind
how you gon tell me i would be "just fine" ?
tear drops through my blood red eyes
i go thru it over & over again
i take another pill when you cross my mind
watch you leave me on the damn sideline
i'm awake in the pitch black night
i go thru it over & over again

it's kinda funny,
think i'm caught up on somebody else
you seem to worry bout like
everybody but yourself
no i'm not doing well
acting like you couldn't tell
don't care abt my health
gon spin me like a carousel

bloodshot eyes in the dark
put a knife in my heart
couldn't save me if u want 2
i knew it wasn't love from the start
hmu, tryna talk
i could never be around you..

bloodshot eyes in the dark
put a knife in my heart
couldn't save me if u want 2
i knew it wasn't love from the start
hmu, tryna talk
i could never be around you..

@51five
you know what you did and you don't care
i hope you had fun treating me like i wasn't there
i been struggling, i need breathe for air
i been trying hard to breathe, but i'm losing air
act like you care but you don't care
but i don't care cuz you're not there
treat me how you do, is it fair?
treat me how you do, will i care?
bloodshot, that's how my, that's how my, eyes went
she had me in love, that's where the time went
blacked out, that's how my, that's how my, night went
really fucked up, i can't take much more silence
you can't look at me, have you been lying?
when you do, it looks like you're deciding
i might take another perc then i'm flying
and when it wears off, i cannot go on

@hiseph
i swear that it's all played out
let it all fall down in a moment
don't even kno what 2 say 2 you
when i try
i just end up choking

i take another pill when you cross my mind
how you gon tell me i would be "just fine" ?
tear drops through my blood red eyes
i go thru it over & over again
i take another pill when you cross my mind
watch you leave me on the damn sideline
i'm awake in the pitch black night
i go thru it over & over again

spotify!!!

bloodshot w/ 51five #dynasty ₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ .ᶻ .𝗓 .𐰁 .ᐟ ‧˚ ⋅ ₊˖°

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
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(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

tell me ur safe +neoprada (dimpleb)

00:00 + @waystalkerr
02:06 + @minok0
02:36 + @sparkl3xo
03:15 + @minok0
03:35 + @zuuloh
08:12 + @sytokene
08:40 + @waystalkerr




#2024 Q4 clips @cr1sis

Inspired by Vinso, Redpriest, Elxnce and Kurai

It's time to sum up 2024. I'll just say that this year has been painful, eventful and very difficult for me... But I appreciate what it has given me. First of all, it has given me good people. Especially thank you to my friends for supporting me all the time this year. And I hope that they will continue to support me, because without it I cannot live. So, I wish for everyone that the next year will be a good period of time when your life will blossom and all your wishes will come true. Thank you for staying with me. Love you all...

*Tracklist:

Emotional pack
0:00 - 1:19 okay (solo)
1:20 - 2:19 alike (w/ @h1dy)

Minimal pack
2:20 - 3:37 teardrops (solo)
3:38 - 5:00 think of (w/ @prodrevenxnt)

Dumb pack
5:00 - 6:23 message (solo)
6:24 - 7:40 loser (solo)
7:41 - 8:48 miracle (solo)
8:49 - 9:54 loveless (w/ @1darko)

Fantasy pack
9:55 - 11:59 beach (solo)
12:00 - 13:27 tired (w/ @fum1ko)
13:28 - 14:51 sea (w/ @1crisis)
14:52 - 16:43 miss (w/ @user-840560518)

Withering pack
16:44 - 18:11 maybe (w/ @prodrevenxnt)
18:12 - 19:41 toy (w/ @prodrevenxnt)
19:42 - 21:13 worry (w/ @prodrevenxnt)

Extra clip
21:14 - 23:39 Happy Birthday, L! (w/ @prodrevenxnt)

*All clips have been sped up for quick listening

Сlips '24 (w/ revenxnt, darko, cr1sis, hidy, fumiko! & jellysweesh)

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Ｐｒｅｓｓ <Ａ> - loveroché

#EuphoriaClips 6 + [askenemy, centrlx, cr1sis, nightiger, ilyzupa, blckhrt, starxvi, h1dy +more!]

Techno and Tech-House music produced with Love and Devotion. Enjoy :-)

Сlips '24 (w/ revenxnt, darko, cr1sis, hidy, fumiko! & jellysweesh)

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