my heart been burning i drown it with the liquor
but when its my time to shine i always deliver
i look in the mirror all i see a sinner
if i had a bad day take it out on my liver
oh you dont like me cry me a river
they wont ever get you girl you know i know you better
you say that im evil, i could beg to differ
im still traumatized about my past it still lingers
seeing me winning all the time must make them bitter

they stay hating but it never really phased me yuh
i smoke mango haze it make me lazy yuh
if i go m.i.a they wont trace me yuh
with a bad bitch in the tele drive me crazy yuh

im hella paranoid cant give my trust to nobody
only izra and selina that i trust fully
other then that i cant kick it with just anybody
how could i when they all just want something from me

phaseme

i got a vision that i have to hold up
at all costs i have to do it nobody gon do it for me
i have to do it all alone i hope that i can hold it
fake personality cant ever say they know me
im hella cautious cant kick it with no informant
you cant be a lame in my circle i enforce it
they really tryna be like me i see how much they force it

i recite my struggles on a beat and label it a song
and they eat it up they say that i been going way too hard
i wish someone could just see through it n realize i been hurt
they done played me as a fool thats why i dont got any trust

i know what to do i feel it in my gut
tryna give me love but love wont close up all these cuts
say im wicked i say girl im sorry you dont know the cause
they dont know i stay performing tryna hide all of these scars

i'll go on regardless