A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY

SHOUT OUT TO REYHAN! FOR MIXING THIS FOR ME GO SUPPORT HIM AND HIS MUSIC HE’S AMAZING 




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics 

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you saw in me

I wont try to be her
I loved you 
but I never wanted to hurt you

you brought me pain
and now im scarred 

but at the same time
you fixed and broke 
my heart

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you wanted me to be

I will write my wrongs
lyrics in every song

I miss what we had 
but I know

that she puts a smile on your face
I know what I did

idek anymore. (Prod. IOF)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

-Lyrics:

You caught me by surprised 
And I said a million times 
That i'd never give my heart away

You've got these bright blue eyes 
And your smile lights up the night
And I've never felt this safe before

The time was late at night
You had your lips on mine

I miss your touch already
You made me feel so safely
I wanted to see you once again

I cried the day you left 
Cause I've never felt so happy
You made me smile and I said

"If I could turn the clock
I'd do it all again
To hold you one more time
To see those bright blue eyes"

July 8th, Zanezville Ohio

July 8th, Zanezville Ohio (Prod. heydium)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics:

Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the baddest of them all?
Is it me in the reflection?
Sadden eyes with no complexion

Cut's and bruises on my thighs
Never seemed to fit in the lines
Why can I not see the light?

I wish I could see my worth and my beauty
I wish I could find my values and envy me
And I oh I can't see

My worth and my beauty
My worth and my beauty
Worth and my beauty

I feel so wrong without makeup
I feel like I would need to cover up 
The ugliness on my face

I feel insecure about my body
Tiny waist from the side
No curves just a line
And I wish I had the perfect body

Insecurities 
Insecurities
Insecurities

Insecurities </3

insecurities </3 (Prod. heydium)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


- Lyrics:

I always thought i would find love
And i would smile
The world hates me
I was happy for awhile then now

I tried to show you
All the good things in life
But life doesn’t work that way
For me baby

I fell in love
And got hurt again
All cause of me
All cause of me

Brown eyes
You can see everything 
He made me wanna fly
I planned things for him and i
The world hates me
It's obvious too baby

I’ll never be happy
Yeah yeah
I wanted you
I thought you wanted me
I guess we're just friends
With memories 

I loved you so
Now i gotta let go
Cause now your happy

</3

all cause of me

all cause of me (Prod. RRAREBEAR)

Tacenda (n) - 

Things better left unsaid; matters to be passed over in silence 

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


Lyrics :

I've been alone
I went though shit alone
nobody had my back
somehow I never fell back

Tell me where I am
Tell me where I am

(Harmony break)

I had so much to say
They all just walked away
I'm kinda used to it

They all just come and go
maybe your better of alone
I think i'm better of alone

Tacenda

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

Lyrics :

Don't do this
don't do this
don't do this

you made me feel worthless

I hate that
I still miss your face 
and you fucked me up
 
and I wish i put you in a grave 
I was hurting
you tore me to piece

I've been hurting
but you never cared

I feel worthless
but I know I'm not perfect
you're just stupid

Callin' me pathetic 
you're so stupid
I did nothing
but love you

The way I wanted too
I guess you would never know
all the good shit I said about you

God why did I care for you
you made me feel like a fuckin' fool

Fuck you
I loved you
and I thought you did too

- ANGELIX

dontdothis

dontdothis (Prod. jewelryboy)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


Lyrics :

I've got so many letters to write
I've got a book full of memories inside

You were apart of my history
I will no longer leave you out of the memories 

Memories
the memories

- ANGELIX

letters

letters (Prod. IOF)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


Lyrics :

Never knew how to tell you
I still write about you
you still pop in my brain

I think I'm going insane
you were the best thing that
I never got to have

But that's okay cause I know
I think you're better off alone

you keep callin' my phone n'
I wish I could say the words too

(Harmony break)

Ended up on a wrong note
I didn't wanna let you go
but things are better now I think

We barely talk like that
your music makes me sad
but were both progressing I think

Is it bad that I'm dreaming? 
dreamin' bout' you and me?
Is it bad that I'm thinkin' ?

What life could be
is it bad that I'm dreamin' ?
Is it bad that I'm reminiscing?

Bad that I'm dreamin' 
dreamin' bout' you and me 
and I still love you
I still love you 

- ANGELIX

istillloveyou

istillloveyou (Prod. Splashgvng)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

Lyrics:

Baby i wanna fly

and touch the sky

i feel fine 

when your by my side

(are you feeling alright?)



I’m yours

and you’re mine

this feels right



i’m waiting for your call



baby listen

your my home

butterflies and email ring tones

(that’s how i know) 



you listen to me when i’m in my head

hold me tight and i feel fine

(cause your by my side)



i wish you knew how i felt about you

god if you knew



intertwine our hands again 

hold me close and walk all the way

you know i’m always late



i steal your clothes 

and you call me small

laughing talking all night long

(your always on my mind)



your skin so cold

but your heart so warm

you know your the one



i miss your face 

and i tell you that

we play and joke around 

all the time



your lips so soft 

and it feels like heaven

i feel like i’m floating

kissing you



god if you knew

god if you knew

god if you knew

Wish You Knew

Wish You Knew (RRAREBEAR)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

Lyrics: 

Cause I’m dreaming 
I’m dreaming 

(I hope you’re dreaming)
(I hope you’re dreaming of me)
(and how you left me)

Cause i’m dreaming 
of you and me

“I tried so f*ckin hard to fix everything 
that I texted your mom 
to figure out what the f*ck 
i could to do fix it”

Cause I’m dreaming 
i’m dreaming 

“I didn’t know what to do
I wanted to f*ckin d!3
I wanted to f*ckin d!3 because of how i felt
cause how you made me feel
and you just treat me like that after it”

Cause im dreaming 
of you and me

am i dreaming? (Interlude)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

Lyrics:

I’ll leave flowers at the grave for you
anything to make you smile

the house smelled like a cigarette 
each time I came around 

you lived farther away but now
you’re farther than before

I left flowers at the grave for you
just so you know i’m here

we haven’t talked in awhile but now
i’m still standing here

i gotta let you know this 
because i know she misses you

shes been hurting for awhile now
I know shes here because of you

we left flowers at the grave for you
the whole family gathered 

It was a sight to see 
and it rained the whole way there

flowers (Prod. IOF)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics 

“i wanna fall for you, wanna give it all to you. wanna show you what to do.

I wanna fall for you, wanna make things right with you. I wanna be with you.”

look at me, baby. 

how could you talk to me, wanna run away from me. just come and talk to me 

baby is this a sign? are we supposed to meet between the lines? Where is the meeting spot for you and I? 

HARMS

tell me why you left the way you did
all I did was wanna be your bitch

broke my heart and left me for this
wishing you woulda let me fix this

heart so cold im broken deep inside
why’d you leave and leave with a lie
i just tried to make you mine 

its not you and me
were meant to be
you know you lied now your hurting me

“baby”

No

“You and me?” 

Not again, you messed me up
now i mess with drugs


“why can’t you just let me fall for you? Why  cant you just let me love you? All i wanna do. All i wanna do. Is love you. All i wanna do. is love you.”

“fall for you” (Prod. S.J Beatz)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX 




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help 

Lyrics: 

Why 
did ya lie
to me? 

i think its crazy
its tearing me apart 
and its chaos

and its pushing us apart￼
why did you lie
to me??


We’d already broken up
by the time i said that it was done and done
you already fell in love
with the same old bitch
yeah shes the shit? 
are you done? done

ya breakin’ my heart
breaking my back babe
i was good on my own
till you came in life baby

call me at night crying n’ whinin
im good on my own
stop callin my phone

wait

what are you doin? 
got me fucked up and you’re screwin’
stop callin my phone
just leave me alone

your missin my phone calls
but you get mad when i dont call
whats on youre mind? 
just tell me dont lie

reminiscing bout the good days
thinkin’ bout those times when you were mine
good olé days
good old day
thinking bout the time when u were mine
reminiscing bout the good days

ugh love .

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help

Lyrics: 

I wanna wander into a forest
full of beautiful creations
why question this moment?

say your goodbyes..

thankin’ the lord
for the time 
i have served

its time to say goodbye
say your goodbyes..

what do i do?
oh woah

where do i hide 
when i dont feel fine

dont wanna say 
those goodbyes..

i’m waiting for lord
to show me light

its time
to say goodbye
dont wanna say those goodbyes..

sayyourgoodbyes (Prod. Dexter Yu)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
Little did you know
Oh woah little did you know

I was there for you during your tough times
I was there for you serving your jail time
Look between the lines
Your now playing sides

Play your cards right
Or swerve the car right
Don’t do donuts in the parking lot

Look straight before you make a stop
Text on my phone and say
“We gotta talk” 

Pick a side
Pick a side
Pick a side (pick a side)

I don’t want you in my life
(in my life) 

Pick a side
Pick a side
Pick a side (pick a side)

Pick a b**** and keep her for the night 
(for the night) 

Pick a side
Pick a side
Pick a side 

Stop hitting my phone
Hitting my line 

Obsessed ass stop texting my phone
Trynna keep what we had

Keep what we had
What we had
Oh 

Dont need you in my life
Just leave out my sight
Get out of my mind 
Dont wantchu in my life

“I didn’t plan for you to leave
the fire inside my heart never believed”

You wish you told me you loved me
one more time
You’re thinking about the time
when i was in your life

M-M-Me and you were supposed together for life
Overthinking was everything that you said was a lie 
Was locked in forever you said you was mine

Them other n***** don’t know yo worth they don’t even deserve the time
Was I just here for the satisfaction 
Huh, Huh, Huh

You said pick a side,
You said pick a side 
Did you really wanna ride

Constant agreements did you really want to fight
Felt like you knew the wrongs, yeah you knew the rights

You lied to me straight in my eyes
My hearts been cold it’s been on ice
Messing with you was a gamble, yeah you know i’m rolling the dice

Huh, Huh,
Nah,
You know how I felt
You know how I felt
It was, It was supposed to be real

Replacing me you thought that was the best for us
You thought I wanted these hoes that’s not what it was
I may be nonchalant just because,
That’s why I hate love cause that’s what it does

Don’t need you in my life 
Just get out my sight
Get out of my mind
I don’t need you in my life

You didn’t plan for me to leave
The fire inside my heart never believed 
You wished you told me you loved me one more time
thinking about the time when I was in your life

Obsessed ass stop hitting my phone 
Trynna save what we had

fck my ex (ft. WATER$)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

lyrics: 

going through the motions 
falling in the open
im looking for a sign

i don’t know where to hide
and im not feeling fine 
and im running out of time

im falling 
come save me 
im drowning in this ocean 

titanic come save me
im only barely breathing 
atlantis come near me
i dont know where to go 
and im begging
come help me

im only barely breathing 
barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 

barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 
im barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 
barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 

im trapped in this ocean 
i dont know where to go 
and im begging for your help
im only barely breathing 

atlantis come near/save me 
im only barely breathing 
im begging come help me
im only barely breathing 

barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 
im barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 
barely breathing 
im only barely breathing 
barely breathing

barely breathin’

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

lyrics:

ive got candles in my room and somehow their smelling like you x4

I cant get your scent of my tongue
you wont leave my room 
and i can feel your arms around me
i feel so trapped inside my head

you tried to scare me
into your arms
no 

i see your silver car
i see the hotel room
i see the pool we were by

we were by the pool
didnt know what to do
you had me fucked up and confused 

you were abouta graduate 
i just went into 8th grade
what were you trynna do?

and then you lied about your age
whatchu trynna do?

and you got me messed up thinkin ima trust you
oh no no no no no

I was
there for a trip’in 
you were making me feel safe
i wanted to run back home
i was listening to music
you were making me feel safe
i dont know where to go

candles

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

lyrics:

we fight at night and struggle sometimes 
i know its real happens all the time
and i don’t wanna lie 
i love sayin good morning sometimes

little did you know 
i start the fights but its only cuz 
i miss you all the time

you’re the better half of me
and you bring me to life
don’t know what to say
cuz im losin my mind

i just want you to know 
im here for life
are you down to ride
sometimes it dont feel right

that your not by my side
you are my light and your the reason it shines

ft. WATER$ 

yeah okay yeah okay
i cant wait counting my days
called you bae

wanna let you know that you are mine
no matter what we been through 
got me running through this maze
ive been trapped in a daze
and saying that im okay

good morning goodbye
love that look your eyes
do you wanna ride with or without me
love on you ima go and take the lead

from yo past it was you plus me
girl thats all I need 
as you can see
memories flood inside of me

cant believe a girl pretty as you like me
i was to blind didn’t know what i wanted to be
girl i needed you
what will i do without you
left your feelings blue
forgot to say im sorry too
good morning goodbye

im sorry for leaving you like that
my feelings for you had to hide that
and i know karma gon bite back

sunsets in the morning 
we all on the phone
why would i leave you i knew i was wrong

first a verse now n’ im writing this song
didn’t mean to leave you all alone
now you mad at me like look you using this tone

good morning goodbye, you were mine

good morning goodbye

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

Barely Breathin’ REMIX (Ft. LilStrap)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

Lyrics:

Under the stars
Where love begun
Under your arms
I found the one

Wish i could've found you sooner
We could've been together
For longer than December

Starry nights remind me of you
Your so beautiful 
(Under the stars)

I didn't mean to fuck this up
I know the distance really sucks
But your farther now
Than you were before

What do I do?
Cause you know i'm missin' you

What did i do
To lose you?
(You didnt lose me I lost you)

I didn't mean to fuck this up
Now look at you not givin' a fuck
You're so far away
I wish you would stay

Under the stars
Where our love begun

I wish I could've found you sooner
You would be here in my arms
For longer than December

stars (ft. Truth!)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

Lyrics:

It's 3 am
and I should be sleeping

I'm up so late 
cause' I was thinkin'

What more do you want from me?
I'm suffering in silence 
I think I should get some sleep

Use my music as a melody 
So many hidden meanings
You can't see

This is my cry for help
Are you listening?

are you listening

before you go to sleep

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

Lyrics:

What more do you want from me?
I'm sitting here waiting
What more do you want from me?
Tell me please

What more do you want from me?

what more (Interlude)

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

Lyrics:

Why should I
Look in the sky

I wanna see you there
Don't wanna look up there

You painted the sky
And I damn near cried

Why

I didn't wanna see you go
I wish I would've let you know

Now your in the sky
And baby fly high

The day you died
God got an angel

Now were here to thrive
In honor of you
I'll sing to you

here’s your flowers

save me

Getoutgoodbye (ft. Truth!)

with you

time (goodbye)

The song “Candy Heart” was written around Halloween, ANGELIX ￼uses away a figure of speech to show something. Nowadays in her generation, most boys and girls only like to use other people. When in general a person is really special in their own way, ￼￼￼ but she still finds a way to love them. she feels broken inside after what they did to her.￼“The hard thing about love is that you can get addicted so easily, it’s like a favorite game. Once you keep playing it you keep getting addicted to it where you feel like you need it in your life￼￼.”- ANGELIX

Candy Heart🍭🍬

ENVYX making music based on all the moments i felt like my voice wasn’t being heard. </3

ENVYX

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