my singing shit

I NEED A FRIEND
NOTHING TOO PERSONAL
you dont gotta live without me
WHEN IM ALONE
I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE
you dont gotta live without me


SPEAK YA MIND NIGGA YOU DONT GOTTA REPRESENT
IN THE RESIDENTS, TALKIN ALL THE SENTIMENTS
ENJOYING LIFE, SOMETHING I HAVE ALWAYS STRUGGLED WIT
IN A BATTLE WIT, DEPRESSION IVE EMBODIED IN
RUNNIN OUTTA TIME, LIVIN LIFE I AM A GHOST
IN THE PAST, IVE FORGOTTEN, LEAVE IT TO THE HOST
LOSING FRIENDS, BUILDING HATE I STILL BLAME MY OWN
TRYNA SMILE, THROUGH THE PAIN WHEN IM HURTIN MOST


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS COMIN, N I MIGHT RELAPSE
STILL DECAYING, IM AFRAID I AINT COMIN BACK
I FELT LOST IN THE VOID, IM STILL IN THE PAST
ALL THE GOOD TIMES HAD, EVEN WHEN ITS BAD
STRESSED OUT, AT A TIME, WHEN I AM MY WORST
STILL ALONE, IVE BEEN SAYING AN IT FUCKING HURTS
YOU WONT KNOW WHEN IT HAPPENS, YOU WONT FEEL THE FEAR
FADE AWAY,  THE REAPERS HERE, SMILE WHEN I DISSAPEAR

smile |prod. Idly Blare

DARK THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
GO TO SLEEP
OR TAKE MY MEDS
THINK I REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MY SELF

SWITCH THE VIBE
ONE MORE TIME
TAKE A SECOND
CLEAR MY MIND
EVERY NIGHT I WANNA GET AWAY FROM MYSELF

TAKE YA TIME
DONT STRUGGLE
WHY DOES EVERYTHIN
GOTTA BE EMOTIONAL
YUH ITS YA TIME
OUT THE RUBBLE
WHY YOU GOTTA ACT LIKE IM DYSFUNCTIONAL

FEELIN LIKE
THINGS DONT CHANGE
CLOSE MY EYES
AND THINK AGAIN
I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM MY SELF

YOU THINK TOO MUCH
N THATS THE TRUTH
IT AINT THAT DEEP
BUT ONLY TO YOU
GIVE YOURSELF A MOMENT 
AND GET THE HELP YOU NEED

STAND TALL
BREAK THE WALL
PURSUE YOUR DREAMS
AND STOP YA TALK

SEE YOURSELF A PROPHET
YOU BEEN ACTIN SO STRONG

YOUR NOT ALONE
PICK UP THE PHONE
CALL YA FRIENDS
N FEEL YOU BELONG
LIVE INSIDE THE MOMENT
GET THE HELP YOU NEED

self heal your projection |prod. Erlax

we driftin in the wind
where is my soul
tell watcha hidin from
im sick of the show
but what i do know
im just dumb ass kid
whats going on
whats going
whats going
jus let go x2

vivid colors
the clock ticks slightly
violate a nigga
and ya ass wont find me
war torn villas
im sit inside the soul
waitin for that bullet
that penetrates my skull
i see me weaken
from dumb shit n drama
stare inside my eyeballs
now im lookin for ya trauma
motivation coming we singin about our problems
yet i dont gotta vision, for anything dissolvem


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https://soundcloud.com/kavonkut

prodigious temerity ft. kavon kut |prod. mingus

lyrics
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plastic eyeballs

WHATS GOING ON 
BECAUSE IM JUST FEELIN HURT
IM IMMERSED WIT THE WORST
IT GOT MY HEAD IN THE DIRT
N I BEEN TRYNNNA MOVE ON
BUT I BEEN IN MENTAL HELL
RINGING BELLS CASTIN SPELLS
I WANNA BE SOMEONE ELSE

ALL I DID WAS HATE THE WORLD
AS BIOME, N IVE NOTICED
MAYBE IM JEALOUS, BUT I BEEN LOSING MY FOCUS
YOU WERE FAKE
WHEN I WAS SO HOPELESS
ACT EMPATHETIC, BUT NIGGA YOU JUS A LOCUST

AINT BEEN MYSELF
IN MENTAL HELL
IF YOU COULDNT TELL
CUZ I BEEN BATTLING DEVILS
WHILE TRYNNA BALANCE MY HEALTH
CANT EMBRACE IT
CUZ EVERY NIGGA LOST ALL MY PATIENCE
BEEN IMMERSED WITH THE WORST
BUT IM THE BEST COMBINATION

I BEEN DOWN INSIDE THE GROUND
MAKING THESE SOUNDS
BUT I JUST HATE THE PERFORMANCE
BECAUSE IM OVER MYSELF

BEEN ABRASIVE 
FROM EVERYTHING IM STUCK IN THE MATRIX
FROM ALL THE SHALLOWS N GALLOWS
WHERE I WAS FEELIN SO BASIC

YOU DONT GET IT, THESE NIGGAS BEEN AFTER ME
FACTOR SEEMS, NIGGAS WANT MY ENERGY
PARANOID BOY WITH A KNACK FOR DOUBT
SAME DAYS WHERE A NIGGAS BEEN ACTIN OUT
WARBORN CUZ THESE NIGGAS BEEN RIDING DICK
BABYSITTING MY BALLS FOR A SNACK TO LICK
SAME BITCH WANNA SAY SHE AN ACTIVIST
SAME NIGGAS WHO CLAIM THEY A PACIFIST

BECAUSE I AM MY WORST ENEMY
OVERTHINKIN MY TONES
LEAVE ME ALONE 
WITH THE BULLSHIT
BEFORE I BLOW OFF MY SKULL
I CANT FOCUS
JUS MAKING THINGS THAT HELPIN ME COPE
WHILE I BEEN DROWNIN FROM NIGGAS
WHO MAKE ME FEEL SO ALONE


music video 

https://youtu.be/Js6gPQoI-YQ

mental hell |prod. erlax (music video in description)

rabbithole |prod. Erlax x Morecalcium

i know sometimes im the problem
maybe im the only one that doesnt
nigga i dont really care about my problems
or how to solve them
bag it up n throw it all in my closet
i understand that you tired of my bullshit
you wanna go but you under my hypnosis 
i been trying im jus hopin that youll notice
that im trynna show my love when yo copin

do you remember the day where we fell in love, we talked on the phone n 
then got along, like daisys in a field of stones
bitch i like the way you jus love me for who i am, because i jus get insecure cuz i dont even love myself
bitch i love ya face n i hope this shit dont change a thing n if it dont then my love 
gon be for faith
my love wont ever change, n if it did, ill feel that pain, u break my heart
then ill never love again

nigga all i need is faith
i know she said she want space (space)
take off them clothes
wear a smile
lets take our minds off everything
i wont attract bitch i'll chase
fuck that case, 
because ill be the only one that she'll date

faith |prod. grayskies

dont be afraid
welcome to my world 
lemme take you away

we can spiral

checkin on my health
i see myself start slippin
im just trynna waste my time
with you


ive been sitting in my cycle
wasting all my time


cuz i hate how things been 
and i hope it works out 

its not the same

ghosts|prod. grayskies

i know |prod. grayskies

shetookhisbodyfromthegraveyard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Safe With You

shes a home
that feels like home, its how i know that ill be safe hen i get there
cuz everytime im scared, i think of how she keeps me well aware
that i can face these fears, my brokens spirits gone and now im home
if i could see ya face, id wonder how ya lips would taste

KIRSTEN IS HOME

YO, I BEEN RUNNING OUTTA OPTIONS, STOMACH HURTING EVERYDAY IM FEELING WORTHLESS, COULDNT REASON W ME ALL I SEE IS BULLSHIT, IT WASNT YOU IT WAS THE PEOPLE FROM MY PAST SHIT
CUZ IM, NOT THE TYPE TO MISS OUT, SO WHAT COULD I SAY, MY LOVE DOESNT FADE, MY LOVE ONLY GROWS

KIRSTEN IS HOME

Safe With You |prod. grayskies

i was the king of the world at one point in my life

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS IN THE BACKROOM
RAZOR TO THE SKIN TILL IM OKAY
THE SMELL OF PERFUME
REMINDS ME OF THE SINS WE DID THAT DAY
I WANT IT BACK
OF WHAT WE HAD
NO SKIN INTACT
IM PUSHIN OUT THE THOUGHTS
OF LUST I AM A FUCK
A FOOL IN LOVE
WHO HAD THE
WORLD
IN HIS HANDS
JUST MY DEMANDS
AND NOW I BEGGIN TO DIE
SMOKE ON THE BLUNT
UNTIL I SLUMPED
MAYBE IM SICK OF GETTIN HIGH
JUST KILL YA SELF
FUCK ALL THAT HELPS
MAYBE I JUST DIDNT TRY
I DONT WANNA DIE NO MORE
I DONT WANNA CRY NO MORE

WE HAD IT ALL
WE'RE STANDIN TALL
AND NOW WE FALLIN APART
WE DIDNT TRY
WE WANNA DIE
NOW I JUST BLAME MYSELF
I NEED THE HELP
I NEED THE DRUGS
THEY COULDNT SELL
AND SO I SOLD MY OWN SOUL

TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME
TELL ME ITS ALL FINE
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
MAYBE ILL SAY THAT YOUR MINE x2

iwasthekingoftheworld |prod. imotape

I said hey, hello, hi goodbye
I wanna die real fast so i get fucking high
Im in my head sometime watching days go by
Im gonna kill myself if i see you cry x2

Tell me beautiful things about your life
Im not feeling the same, i wanna end mine
Sometimes im just dying i dont feel right
Will you be my love, sweet valentine

Hook x2

Ive been up in a rut
And everyone sucks
Said i dont give a fuck
But i wont tell the truth
Ive been all by myself
Its only been a minute
All you got me dying
Now im feeling fuckin finished
Feelin scared of my life im in a nightmare
Nothing feel real dissociating eye stares
Highschool did me wrong now im fucked up
The void stays in my chest i know really know this life sucks

Hook

she don't dance the way i do |prod. redMosk

Faggot

FAGGOT |prod. TQ

why you wanna waste my time
why you wanna you talk them lies OKAY
LIKE HEY GIRL
WHY YOU ON MY MIND
WHY YOU WANNA ACT LIKE SHITS ALL FINE
WHEN ITS NOT
I AINT PLAY YUH
I TAKE SHOTS
JUST LIKE AN AR
PARANOID BOY
THAT ACTS JUST LIKE A PLAYER
HEY BOY RUNNIN OUTTA TIME
RUNNIN OUTTA FISH
JUST GET ANOTHA LINE

PARANOIA LIVIN IM LIVID JUST LIKE THE PUSSY I SHOULD SWIM IN I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THESE WOMEN ANYMORE, 
PLAYIN WIT YA PUSSY 
I BEEN PLAYIN WIT THESE WHORE
BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK BOUT THAT
I INACT ON THE FACT THAT I BUST MY ASS 
IM THE MAIN BOY COMIN OUT THE PIT INTACT
IN TIME
IMMA MAKE YOU MINE
YOU GON SEE ME ON TOP
FIGHT UNTIL IM SIGNED

RACELESS FACES SURROUND ME
ALL THIS LOVE IS GONNA HOUND ME
ALL THIS LOVE JUST GONNA DOUBT ME
DID YOU THINK YOU RUN WITHOUT ME

YOU GON BE MINE
LOOK IN ME IN THE EYES
CAN YOU SEE THE STAR STRUCK SHIT
ON MY MIND
AND MAYBE I LIED
MAYBE ITS FINE
I JUST WANT YO LOVE RIGHT
DONT TRY

im just an animal
n i been feelin almost everything
that i wont know
n she gon see me hit that ceilin
when i got control 
right now 
im talkin bout my feelins
because im all alone right now

RUN IT BACK TO NOVEMBER
CUZ IM FEELIN THE SEASON
WHEN ALL THE SHIT GOT WACK
YOU ALL KNOW WHAT IM DEALIN
I WAS JUST THAT KID
NO ONE KNEW WHAT I SEEIN
I COULD WATCH THIS WORLD
BLOW UP WITHOUT A REASON

JUNCTION |prod. benny alexander

RUT (FT. HONI)|prod. Yung Lerx

lyricism

ZOMBIES IN MY BASEMENT

AY
YA
AY
YA
FUCK THE SYSTEM ON MY
ACAB 
ARAB
SHIT
IMMA BLOWEM UP


i know you be fuckin sad n shit
but when im starin at yo body baby
ravish it
you been lookin at me strangely
cuz im fat as shit
but when i smoke a bit of lady
i be bad as shit
but when im spraying all my ops im going

FUCK THAT NIGGA
IMMA HIT THAT NIGGA
IMMA HIT THAT BITCH
IMMA HIT THAT KID
IMMA HIT THAT JIT
IMMA HIT THAT BLUNT
IMMA SMOKE MY WEED
IMMA SMOKE MY SKUNK
UNTIL MY MIND IS SAYING UHHHHHHH
WHY THE HELL I EVEN WANNA SMOKE THAT BLUNTTTTT


WE GOING AY WHY DO YA WAIT FOR ME
AND I DONT WANNA PLAY BABY YOU HATE ON ME
CUZ I AINT TESTIN IM JUST PRESSIN
WHEN I HOLD MY SMITH N WESSON
TO MY CHEST IM DEPRESSENED
BY ANOTHER BITCH REFLECTION

 GONNA ELOPE WIT THAT ROPE
YOU GON WATCH ME HANG
IN THE WHITE MANS WORLD
YOU DONT KNOW MY PAIN
YOU JUST TAKE SO LONG
JUST TO MAKE THAT CHANGE
AN YOU WONT DO SHIT
TILL WE ALL IN CHAINS TODAY

WHY DOES IT MATTER I PICKUP A PISTOL THEN SPLATTER MY BRAIN
WHEN I AIM AT MY HEAD
GRIPPIN THE CROSS WHEN THEY SEEIN ME DEAD
NOBODY CARES THEY JUST STAY IN THE TRENCH

zombies in my basement |prod. yang

where do we go when we die |prod. wurlishmouk

alone boy |prod.phantom

when the smoke clears

(enigma) 222

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rift walkin music video

https://youtu.be/pr2M1yxucEY

mental hell music video 

https://youtu.be/Js6gPQoI-YQ

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