exhausted prod meta

@violetxx9

#VLM

if i was u 
i would just hate me too
i'll stay up on this side 
keep watching what u do
ain't playing in them lies 
ain't never tell the truth
ain't never telling u
missed sign yea 
missed sign yea
tell me what u want 
it's over 
i should've never texted u while sober
hate when i seen u cry 
i said that shit the same way
can't fix her up 
so i send her on her merry way
ain't say goodbye 
but that's what u get for just breaking hearts
u never played ur part 
u left me sad and broken 
left me with a scar
and i don't feel the same
because i moved on 
in each and every way
i guess it's too long
to save u
i didn't want her to
i make sure that she understands that she ain't want it too
i asked her if she wanna land but she ain't wanna move
tied up im so tired
so stuck up on lies 
wish i done seen signs
when i stayed don't know why
i keep on telling myself it's ok
and do i still have love for her 
well shit there's no way
leave it up to God to choose my fate it's ok
i sat and stared for too long
ain't wanna cry 
why does this shit just feel wrong
can't drop low 
i gotta stay strong

hate being u p. violet

produced by @violetxx9
mixed by @pyu

What does it take to get you back?
I know I haven't been here like I should be
You're counting on me every day, I'll get you back
You act like this in front of your friends, yeah why do you do that?
Won't you do better
Yeah, you look for help but not from me
I know you hate yourself but I think you're where you're supposed to be
Can't make you better no matter how close you get to me
Distance is better even though it's harder every week
Don't hold it against you even though you weren't there for me
Oh, I can't give you everything?
Well you can't give me anything...
Just pick up your phone, I know that we can talk it out
We'll rebuild what he had, build it up just to break it down
And when it gets ugly can't you stay now
You get so worried, well I promise it's okay now
I'll be your shoulder just to lean babe
I swear I'll be there when you need it

I told you everything despite the fact you don't care
Imaginary feelings, I'm too scared to go there
Cause if I tell myself the truth, I feel it's not fair
I feel it's not fair
Knowing that I shared a piece of my soul with you
But you buried it as if it's what you had to do
I don't know what else I coulda done to reach you
In my life it feels like I can't seem to keep you
Cause I, tried to love you best I can
Way better than them
But it wasn't enough
Oh, it wasn't enough to love you

surrender

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surrender w/ violet

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KIDS

GIMMIE A BREAK

@v2nthan @uxiexo @pw4prez @177p 
art by @sixees @nishio-white
Lyrics:
CDG the kicks when you stepping on my heartstrings
See the GLE, gettin money's not a hard things
Thinkin bout the things that we say, but we don't mean
Tired of back and forth, why we gotta have this in between?

Hardy on the belt loop, Truey bluey on the denim jeans
Hardly know the difference between the real and all the fading things
Can't keep up the pace, stay in yo lane and get to chasing green

I can tell it's my time
I gotta let it shine
You not on my wave, no you not a friend of mine
I'm in the fast lane, how these boys get so behind?
When you see the crowd jumping, hands up tryna reach the sky

I'm in that high rise, penthouse
No we can't be friends now
Used to act above me why you begging for a hand out
White tee, stand out
Swipe card, bands out
Everything been goin up, damn I'm feeling like it's planned out

9 lives, boy I just need one
Been here way too long, but I still know I'm not done, nah
Whip look like a chariot, I'm carrying the sun
Why loop up to me when I still don't know what I want, no I don't know what I want

@v2nthan
Put this shit in sport 
Tires we gon skrt, this shit sum you can’t afford 
I’m up in a plane, got a show in California 
No I can’t hear what u say, I’m too busy makin more 
And I’m pressin on the brakes, fuck it, think I’m gonna floor it 

Stand out, got them bands out 
On my page, yuh, I know you fanned out 
Gotta say it loud so they hear ya 
Party with the bros, yeah we t’d up

@uxiexo
Hazmat, geeker
Play this on your speakers
Bitch I play a rave, I'm giving drugs out to the tweakers
High shot, reacher, tryna break the meter
You copy my swag, copy my lyrics & demeanor

Everything I say inside this song has a meaning
What's the reason, yeah, you gotta seek it
Changing up on me, yeah that's treason
Got the same girl, her hair change like the season

@cld
I'm in that high rise, penthouse
No we can't be friends now
Used to act above me why you begging for a hand out
White tee, stand out
Swipe card, bands out
Everything been goin up, damn I'm feeling like it's planned out

I'm in that high rise, penthouse
No we can't be friends now
Used to act above me why you begging for a hand out
White tee, stand out
Swipe card, bands out
Everything been goin up, damn I'm feeling like it's planned out

InBetween #XO w/ venthan & uxie (sochi 177p)

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