These mythical beats will allow you to travel time

SHOP <3

Ravemusic 4 Edgy Timetravelers

Sex With Medusa

im a fucking god now

what did you say bout my hair?

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https://ephypinkman.bandcamp.com/track/josuke

JOSUKE [JOJO01]

second song of my EP

"Berserk"

not only a reference to the legendary Manga, but also THE perfect reference to that one chapter of life

No one represents being broken but strong better than Guts, I never ever went through what Guts did (I still have my right arm n' shit)

but hell the burning anger and desperate need for affection turned me into something different, sadness became aggression, and from there I had nothing but anger and tension in me,

I didn't care who I wanted to hurt, all I knew is, make people suffer just like I did, I knew it wouldn't heal me, but the illusion of it healing me drove me

i was so angry at myself for being so scared of little unnecessary things, for being so easy to manipulate, not standing up for myself, just watching people control me

I was very pissed that I couldn't break free from my mental jail
since I was raised in a unstable environment, I learned nothing but fear and hate, 

I was confused and angry

I wanted to go Berserk

04.03.22

BERSERK

first song of my EP "ULTIMATE CREATURE 565" 

The title speaks for itself, 

this one represents the worst mental state I've ever been in, the first time in my life where emptiness and sorrow where so strong, to the point I really didn't care about anything, even the closest people seemed like nothing to me,

i never hurt myself, but in that phase I did, because a domino effect of tragedies invited themselves in and beat the living shit out of me, I was NOT fine, life was hell and existential crisis were at its peak, 

clubs were closed at the time due to covid, I had nothing, nobody, nowhere to go to, no place to call home. everything seemed so foreign.

I just want a place to call home.

everything falls apart.

27.02.22

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everything falls apart :(

Its summer, the taste of a sweet n sour gintonic on ice bubbling on your tongue, the lemon & lime hitting you with that perfect sourness, youre on a huge rave in 2008, the warm sunshine covers your whole body, youre perfectly drunk, and this track plays in the background, the euphoric and uplifting memory makes your serotonin skyrocket.

Your ed hardy shirt with a shit ton of glitter is reflecting the sun and is blinding everyone around you since every mf wears a ed hardy neon shirt cuz its 2008 ya know.

yea thats my poetic interpretation to this track

GINTONIK 2008

my answer to the “why is there a spine on you vest?” question, 

I carry my old deformed spine on my vest as it became one of my biggest turning points in life. im wearing it proudly and as a sign of power, it always reminds me of that time when fear, anger, sorrow, regret, pain and desperation imprisoned me as I suffered like hell in the hospital bed, crying out of pain at 6 in the cold winter morning as a pink and orange sky greeted me, the sky was like a warm kiss on my forehead, it gave me hope in one of my worst moments. 

And with my track “Godspeed” I allow you to experience the liberation arc of me breaking free from the hospital bed and facing the challenges of becoming the performer I am today head-on, It’s a warm message to my 2016 self that everything is going to be alright.

here a message to you reader: don’t take your body for granted, let go of your past and use your worst days as a motivation to keep going, don’t let it ruin you, let it lead you to the throne you are chosen to sit on, Godspeed you.

Godspeed

FULL HD

Sex with Medusa

Sex with Medusa (2023 Rework)

During cold, dark and unforgiving
Times that life puts us through,

Hope is the only thing that we cling to, Which is also hard to feel when the world around you is getting darker.

Looking into peoples lifeless eyes,
Struggling to make it through the day,
Giving their all to keep themselves alive,
All this seems to be mentally draining to you isn’t it?

You look around and watch all the lights go out one by one.
The voices that once happily spoke, are silenced and choked out by the dark.

But there was one voice echoing through the void, one light that tried shining with its last drop of power.

This can’t be it. 
This is not how we go down. 

Theres one light that shines,
One light that refuses to get its courage to be taken away.

Im stunned by how strong this persons will was to stay alive while shouting its war cry from the top of its lungs.

Like the conductor of an orchestra,
The spirit has reached the masses, empowering the ones who thought they lost it all.

This light im talking about,

Is YOU!

You alone got the power to conduct the orchestra,

Together we are unbreakable!

Don’t allow anyone to break your spirit.

Orchestra of Lights

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M' Lord! Allow me to introduce you the first ever Medieval Hardtrance track to enter Soundcloud, I named it "Andreas the Coffee Plug" a legendary Wizard known for its rebellious acts of freedom against the upper half!

He uses a specific brew of coffee which gives this man powers beyond human nature...

Andreas the Coffee Plug

SUPPORT THE WIZARD <3

Elaine the Porridge Smith

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Elaine the Porridge Fairy

he calls himself "the manic magician" 

idk bout this guy but he is for sure the weirdest of them, but still cool as fuck, he talks a lot and stutters, has very long hair and is followed by a pink trail of lightning, he has a huge staff with a glowing lightning-crystal thingy that sparks every once a while, aaand, he drinks a lot of energy drinks im surprised he didn't get a heart attack or smth but I feel like he gets huge powers from it, he also might be the most energetic of all since he dances a lot when the manic episodes start hitting.

Efe the Manic Magician

My track "everything falls apart" was born when my life was at its lowest point, 27th February 2022 I had no vision, no hope, no self-reliance, nothing…

Not even a place that feels like home. I had nothing to cling to anymore, not even that „Ephy Pinkman“ guy I used to care about.

„Thats it.“ I thought, this is how my life is gonna look like forever. Shattered into a million pieces, nothing but an empty ghost filled with pessimism hovering through the inner cities looking for purpose.

I complained about everything and blamed others for the way my life turned out, I thought it was never my fault, and If it was, I reacted with nothing but self-hatred, hoping to receive pity from others thinking it’ll seal the black hole thats eating me alive. 

Im very thankful that I have patient friends who always humbled my self-pitying ass (even tho I took it personal and got angry)
thank you so much sticking around <3 <3 <3 <3

Two tough years passed, my body scarred from all these experiences,
i became someone who I used to gossip about, stared down on others thinking im better and more worthy, I betrayed, broke hearts and watched myself fall apart.

I was looking for the enemy, a person to blame everything on, but it took all these years to show me that the real enemy is non other than me.
I am the one who blocked the path to success, I was the one who stopped me from growth, it was me…

The realization hit me hard, suddenly all the repressed emotions stepped forward, shame, guilt, anger, sadness, sorrow. Especially shame.

I moved on from glorifying self-hatred & drugs, I refuse to repress my troubles by drowning them in alcohol.
I chose a long & tough path of self-healing, reworking all the trauma and learning self-reliance.

I remember banging my head against the wall, hoping for it to be over
I didnt understand why all this tragedy is happening to me

Now I understand that it had to happen, 
it wasn’t because life is unfair and the world hates me... 
it was all part of the path I chose, I asked for it...

and it works, everything that troubled is getting better,
im seeing beautiful development, a more realistic and optimistic view on life, it works, the world wasn't against me...

i am starting to see why all this shit had to happen...

…Everything comes together now :)

everything comes together :)

made a song for the place of my childhood where I grew up in,
all the nostalgia, security & peaceful memories live in this place...

its the anthem of my home where I feel safe...

...now I made these emotions listenable for you :)

mastered by Balkhausen

Kreuzberg Luvstory <3

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kreuzberg luvstory <3

An anthem for the playful ADHD kids who can’t go one minute without doing sum stupid shit

As kids we were curious, naive & adventurous, always outside running around playing with friends hurting ourselves while letting the intrusive thoughts win, always getting into trouble because you thought it’s a good idea to put fireworks into a toilet, coming home with bruises n’ scars, but that didn’t matter. The most important thing was, we had fun doing all that dumb


But now that you’re a late 20s adult, Where did that curious, naive & adventurous child go that you once were? 

The more you grew up, the more you pushed that playful child away from you because you were told to „behave“ for the sake of fitting in and working your ass off in a job that you probably hate.

Growing up doesn’t mean you can’t get to be a child
You can Live like an adult and still dream like a child.

this goes out to all adults who took care of that playful child within, who didn’t fold for the sake of people’s opinions.

Don’t hesitate, and jump into the sun, it’s warm here :) :) :)

jump into the sun, its warm here :) :) :)

a very dramatic chapter of my life with an happy ending <3 <3
our love story shall become our safe castle <3 <3 <3  

MASTERED BY BALKHAUSEN (@balkhausen.berlin)

our safe castle <3

in the middle age, for the norsemen aka vikings "drengr" was the highest honor to ever receive, it means you're an honorable warrior who never backs down from a fight no matter the strength, size or power of the opponent. even if you're wounded in the darkest place, a Drengr will push through.
long story short, it basically means badass in viking slang.

enter the battle trance with this testosterone skyrocketing banger

Drengr

DRENGR

The song that made the gods in me come alive, my most cinematic Nordic Folk rave banger now out on all platforms :))

mastered by @balkhausen.berlin (hit im up, he's nonchalant)

VALHALLA STREET VIKINGS

ELVÅN

an intense 8 minute rave journey through the viking age

Ragnar

RAGNAR

Doomer Kitty is the lore of a stray cat struggling to find its home in a dystopian metropolis colonized by modern humans who'r so blinded by their own prison they have created, they dont care about anything else but money, social media status...and ordering funky shit on amazon.

this stray cat cries out to the humans for help, but the first thing humans do is whip out their phone out of muscle memory, take a picture of da cat and yank it straight to their insta-story with captions like "bro the car really ordered a yappucino lmao" and its cries for help remain buried under a load of low quality cat image memes.

this cat doesnt understand the actions of humanity, but it starts to understand its fate on this planet, since it will never get the honest love and attention it truly needs, the cat starts to understand that its only purpose is to serve as content for human entertainment.

the stray cat runs away in a panic, as far far away from humanity as possible into the forests, there is no love in the cities, only machines.

Doomer Kitty :3

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music for real time travelers

each song is a shard that I picked up during my time travels through the ages of mankind, have a listen traveler...

booking: mat@venom-agency.eu

Ravemusic 4 Edgy Timetravelers

EPHY PINKMAN