Goldwing By Billie Eilish (From Happier Than Ever: A Love Letter to Los Angeles

bags - clairo (live at world cafe)

How to Disappear- Lana Del Rey

you’re here that’s the thing - beabadoobee (live acoustic)

boygenius - Cool About It (slowed + reverbed)

When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking, "I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two"

[Verse 2]
Will I die? Or will I get to that ten-year mark?
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me, Father, Sister, Brother?

[Verse 3]
Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me?
Will the baby be alright?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it even if I do?
It's said that my mind
Is not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I'll be fine

[Verse 4]
It wasn't my idea, the cocktail of things that twists neurons inside
But without them, I'd die
They say there's irony in the music, it's a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with Dad, Grandma, Grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the National Park sky, it's a shame and I'm crying right now
To get to you, save you, if I take my life
Find your astral body, put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I, I'll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
'Cause, baby, I
Ran through a time when I felt you were doing it

[Verse 5]
I couldn't handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn't hear what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It's a shame that we die

[Verse 6]
When I was fifteen, naked, next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beach side
I wanted to go out like you, swim with the fishes
That he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time

[Verse 7]
Caroline, what kind of mother was she to say I'd end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime into the drinks that they made
Have a babe at sixteen in the town I was born in, and die

[Verse 8]
Aaron ended up dead and not me
What the fuck's wrong in your head to send me away, never to come back?
Exotic places and people don't take the place of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry

[Verse 9]
Let it crash over me
Like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite, as they bow down to me

[Verse 10]
Sunbather, moon chaser, queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me

fingertips - slowed to perfection - Lana Del Rey

not strong enough - boygenius (live at siriusxm)

Songs List 

1 Cry - Cigarettes after sex
2 Beach baby - Bon Iver
3 Don't you worry - oh wonder
4 Birdcage - Novo Amor
5 Apocalypse - cigarettes after sex 
6 Angela - Flower Face 
7  The 30th - Billie eilish 
8 Moon song - Phoebe bridgers 
9 Still feel at all - MARO
10 Scott street - Phoebe bridgers 
11 Chewing cotton wool - The Japanese House
12 Lonely shade of blue - Nick Leng
13 Watch you sleep - Girl In Red
14 Alewife - Clairo
15 By your side - The 1975
16 K. - Cigarettes after sex 
17 April sky - April sky
18 Hypnotized - Years & Years
19 Turning Page - sydney rose
20 Be my mistake - The 1975
21.Perfume - Mehro
22 Middle of nowhere - Vancouver sleep clinic 
23 Pistol - cigarettes after sex
24 Rosyln - Bon Iver (ft. St Vincent)
25 Lucky for you - Novo Amor, Gia Margaret 
26 Forever and always - zeph
27 Why can't I have you - Gloria Laing
28 Fear of the water - SYML
29 Tin lover - The paper Kites
30 No fun - Novo Amor, Gia Margaret 
 31 Smoke signals - Phoebe bridgers 
32 Falling in love - Cigarettes after sex 
33 Repeat until death - Novo Amor
34 Bluebird - Luca Fogale
35 Where's my love - SYML
36 Keep me - Novo Amor
37 State lines - Novo Amor
38 One day - Ten Towers
39 Lose ourselves - Boundary Run
40 Anchor - Novo Amor
41 Going under - Boundary Run 
42.Coastline - Hollow Coves
43 Skinny love - Bon Iver
44 Same old road - Ten towers, Judith Rindeskog
45 Bloom - The paper Kites 
46 Cold - Novo Amor 
47 Caterpillar - Mountains Of The Moon
48 The wisp sings - Winter Aid
40 To build a home - the cinematic orchestra 
50 I found - Amber run
51 Little freak - Harry styles 
52 Sunsetz - Cigarettes after sex 
53 Come down when you're ready - Tender
54 Scared to be lonely - grace grundy
55 Feel something - clairo
56 Coloring - Ten towers 
57 Waiting - Boundary Run 
58 Maybe I'll never know - Thomas 
59 Santa Monica dream - LaVine
60 Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson 
61 Haven - Novo Amor 
62 Found - zach webb
63 Arms - The Paper Kites 
64 What was I made for - Billie eilish 
65 When was That - Angus & Julia stone 
66 Male fantasy - Billie eilish 
67 Have we met before - Tom Rosenthal, fenne lily
68 Fine line - Harry styles 
69 Killer + the sound - Phoebe bridgers , Abby Gundersen, Noah Gundersen
70 Black files - Ben Howard 
71 Crying during sex - Ethel Cain 
72 Villains - Luca Fogale
73 Clouds - Before you exit 
74 Memory lane - Haley joelle
75 Matilda - Harry styles 
76 The Alcott (ft. Taylor swift) - The national 
77 The scientist - Jamie lawson
78 All I want - Kodaline
79 In love - EKKSTACY 
80 If I didn't love you - Ben Abraham 
81 Photograph - Ed Sheeran 
82 Down - Mokita
83 Real estate - Adam Melchor
84 Ceilings - Lizzy McAlpine
85 Landslide - fleetwood mac
86 Paris, Texas (ft. SYML) - Lana del Rey 
87 Ice machines - The national 
88 You're somebody else - flora cash
89 Stay - Gracie Abrams 
90 Right when I falter - Marcus arch
91 The 1 - Taylor Swift 
92 Come out and play - Billie eilish 
93 Fallingforyou - The 1975
94 To each his own - talos
95 In the end - Ryan beatty
96 Carry you - Novo Amor 
97 Peace - Taylor Swift 
98 Lone voyage - Adelyn Paik
99 exile (ft. Bon Iver) - Taylor Swift 
100 visions of gideon - sufjan stevens

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