Peter Pan Was Right

fck i wish

My Mouth (la la la)

Delusional by John Michael Howell

John Michael Howell - Delusional

John Michael Howell - Once in a Lifetime (Lyrics)

Found Her First

girls will b girls

Scared of Myself

Eternity

Eternity (Orchestral Version)

[Verse 1]
Over and over, over again,
Same rat race you’ve always been in.
Every single time, every single morning,
The bottle calls out — I know now.
One shot, yeah, takes you a little closer,
Some days I question every moment.
Right now I’m sitting on the edge of the cliff,
Just trying to find a way not to jump off.
See, that bottle’s calling my name,
Every single one, every side of them —
I know what it’s gonna do for me.

[Verse 2]
Break those chains and try, yeah,
Many years, monster on my back, yeah.
Trying to get me to drink just one more shot,
I know where I’ve been — been down that road so many times.
I’ve pulled the same bottle, yeah, called my name before,
So many times I’ll give in to the beast within.

[Verse 3]
Times like this, I wish that I could, yeah,
Have a genie and ask him — grant me
One wish, make that bottle disappear from my lips.
Every time though I feel that urge, yeah, come over me,
Yeah, like a hurricane, an urge, and I won’t give up.
Through all the drink, keep hearing that whisper inside of me:
“One sip, as long as you need,” you know,
“Give in to the beast within me.”
I know one shot won’t ever free me, I know.

[Verse 4]
One more — I know that the days are...
There’s moments here in my life I don’t realize, yeah.
Hear the beast inside, yeah, calling for another drink.
Yeah, another shot, yeah — “One more won’t hurt you, man.”
I know, yeah, I’ve talked to him before, yeah,
He’s got a hold on me before, but I know
There’s a way that I can break this hold.

[Verse 5]
Looking at You, I know,
So many times You’ve blessed me though.
You said, “Don’t drink the bottle,” — I know, I should’ve known.

[Verse 6]
How many wants You said to me,
I saw the clouds are sending me.
I’ve seen You say, “Don’t drink that anymore.”

[Verse 7]
I keep on trying the urge to cross,
I know there’s things that I need so much.
But I know this addiction — I’m gonna kick its ass, I know.

[Verse 8]
Time, do You realize that the monster on my back
Got me, yeah, by the balls — maybe even more now.
Trying to find a way to shake him off my back, for
So many years, you know, this monster’s been claiming me, I know.
Taking me down roads that I don’t know,
Now I’m sitting here wondering — where should I go?

[Verse 9]
Times like this, no...
The bottle keeps calling my name, you know.
A whisper in the wind, yeah, I know —
Something I need though.

"The Beast Within"

John Michael Howell - Once in a Lifetime (Lyrics)

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