Wandering

Very special thanks to John Brode for all the drums and Logan Bond for the artwork.

Ten to Eleven

Magni Aestimo

faith

I’d just like to blame somebody else
The mess that I made on somebody else
The ground it's all concrete I poured it myself
The soil remembers the step of the lynx and the wolf

It would be nice to float on the clouds
With nothing to pull me down
There's too much weight
That I put on the world around

All of the voices are calling out answers
You know I’ve been listening now what was the question
At the risk of being misheard let’s bring back the wolf
The danger of death that comes from the woods

It would be nice to hide in a room
Directional light on my face
But the world around
Needs me to come out of that place

Its hard to talk to you
I feel like my words can’t break through
You’re already a few feet under
Buried with kings and with queens

Danger of Death

Danger Of Death

Kemari feat. Eric Matthew

Hotel Adriano - Feat. Eric Matthew

Moonlight

Barb 217, from the EP The Static That Carries Over, out January 15 2021 on House of Wonders Records.

Julien's Daughter is:
Emma Murphy
Chelliot Osuntade
Ian Tata
Cody Kennerd

Produced, Engineered and Mixed by Adam Fuhr at House of Wonders
Mastered by Ryan Morey at Grey Market
Artwork by Brittney Kornel
Layout by Lauren Wittmann

Julien's Daughter - Barb 217

We all have our own nightmares. Some we can control, but some are inevitable. This song is about conquering those fears in whichever shape they come.

I was relatively happy as a kid, but at some point, the filter slowly burned off, suddenly Halloween and birthdays didn't mean anything to me and growing up closeted weighed on me more with each passing day. I became depressed after a while of living a fake life...

Once I came out, started loving myself and those around me, I became happier, and realized how important it is to accept and work on yourself.

Also, when I was growing up, I used to have NIGHTMARES and promptly RAN to my parent's bedroom for comfort almost every night. It was ongoing until I was closer to my teen years. I was always afraid of falling asleep. What was nice about that is it made me appreciate the days more.

Lyrics
I'm afraid of getting lost
Losing faith
Giving up

Running from nightmares
I can't stop
For now, I'm safe
For now, I'm strong

All the pain, let it go
Go, go, go
All the pain, let it go

Why is my face turning grey?
Why'd the music fade away?
Where did all the colours go
Inside my heart, inside my soul?

Maybe I should take a break
A break from doing anything
It's the least that I can do
For myself, for my youth

No one's to blame
I'm in charge
Who's taking aim?
I'm not armed

All this pain, let it go
Go, go, go
All this pain, let it go
Go, go

All this pain, let it go
Go, go, go
All the pain, let it go

credits:
Recording, Mixing, Music and Lyrics: Paolo Pace
Mastering: Chaz Hunter-Laroche
Artwork: Logan Hotchkiss
Photo Editor: Liam Schwisberg

Running from Nightmares

The dream is to go back. The nightmare is that we never can. 

•

During quarantine, I had to make a trip to the grocery store. I met an elderly man who struck up a conversation with me. We almost seemed to be kindred spirits. He began the conversation with “Life is hard when you outlive all the ones you love.” 

 •

It seemed like a bit of a quick start to a conversation, but I could tell he just needed someone to talk to. After talking for a while, I felt this sense that he had that the world at large had forgotten about him. But, he had created a plan to travel the world on a train he had read about. He could work on the train and it would take him across the world. He was amidst planning his way out. “songbird” was a direct inspiration from that moment. This idea of life after all that you love and care for is gone. His story resonated with me in the way that I feel from COVID taking away so many small businesses - so many dreams from all of us. 

•

But what do we do now? Where do we go from here? 

•

“songbird” hopes to take you to a place of hope amidst a looming dark shadow 

cast over the world.

Danger Of Death

Eric Matthew Andersen

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